♡Nuis✰nce♡

★80s enthusiast and Ralph Macchio enjoyer★ Bisexual | genderfluid !minor! She | He | They Things that bring me great joy: (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)Ralph Macchio(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ♡The Outsiders♡ 🖤⛓The Karate Kid⛓🖤 ↻ ◁ |My Chemical Romance | ▷ ↺ ⚠︎Jason Dean⚠︎ ▀▄▀▄▀▄Edits▄▀▄▀▄▀ 🏳‍🌈LawRusso🏳‍🌈 🎈IT🎈 📼⋆.˚🎧The 80s🎧˚.⋆📼 ⋆⭒˚.⋆🥎⋆⭒˚.⋆The Sandlot⋆⭒˚.⋆🥎⋆⭒˚.⋆ 💙 x 💛Stranger Things💛 x 💙

[st4ry3mi]

angst Ponyboy edit whoo!! (im lwk js dumping a bunch of my edits)

[dalsdiploma]

happy pride month sodapop nd steve btw

happy pride month johnny and ponyboy btw

happy pride month paul nd darry btw

[theultimateballsack]

This is probably gonna be my last post for a while chat. I'm leaving from vacation tomorrow and don't have access to Tumblr n shit cause my dad has weird WiFi restrictions at my house. No clue when ill be back. I might try to get back on if I have a sleepover with my friends or anything over the summer, but if you don't see me for a while don't worry. My brother @gerardwaysmissingballsack may be a little more active though so if you wanna check in on him feel free to. I may not be online for weeks or maybe months. It just depends. (Im currently posting on my tablet that I'm technically not even allowed to have while on vacation so yeah. I have restrictions for most interesting websites when I'm at my home. I can really only do youtube. But on my phone I have ibispaint and can do wattpad and quotev. I've already tried to do Tumblr and Pinterest on there but it won't let me cause I have like age restrictions and all this shit on my phone that don't let me go to the websites even though they're like crazy age restrictions and I'm not even allowed to use some apps that are rated +4 which is fucking wild like zawgggg I'm literally a teenager. Plus a fricking app that like basically tracks everything I do on my phone so I might me grilled and it also sends my dad notifications if I say something mildly freaky or something like that. And my parents low-key just don't trust me cause they found out one time that I read fanfiction and decided that it was OVER for my trust with a device and have since then had so many restrictions, I don't even know how my dad got them all.)

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Shoutout to my brother @gerardwaysmissingballsack (being a ballsack runs in the family)

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Speedy lil speedster I guess

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Those big, brown eyes are so captivating...like if he asked me to kill someone and looked at me like that I'd probably say 'anything for you, beautiful' and stare dreamily at him...

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Throwback to this video my bro @gorgeous-in-greenxx sent me forever ago...carl grimes still drifts around my camera roll every now and again

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More sad Johnny (sorry its really long, I'm genuinely so bad at cutting off music for edits)

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Made another sad edit by the power invested in me...(sorry its a little awkward at the end I didn't really want to add another clip and it cut off looking weird but it still ended up looking a little weird lol)

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Ralph is literally on my ceiling!!

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Does anyone else ever get this sorta sickening ish feeling in their stomach or like feeling like you're really hungry even though you've eaten plenty of food today, over the fact that you're not living life like/with your favorite characters??? It low-key sucks cause what do you mean I watch a movie that I LOVE and then HATE my life after that??? Because I literally love it so much and I really wanna be in the same universe, getting up to all the silly little shenanigans they're getting up to, maybe date one of them in a sweet little way (but then remembering I'm probably too chopped to pull any of them so I just gotta ball). Its driving me insane. Its like I have to think about them CONSTANTLY to keep myself from thinking about other things, but I also can't think about them, cause then the yearning gets worse until my mood is literally ruined over the fact that I missed out on so much. And like I feel dissatisfied with life most days, and whenever I do feel super excited/happy about it I suck at showing it/it doesn't last.

[29prlsinyourkss]

oh to discover this movie for the first time again

[theultimateballsack]

"Are you man enough?" but it's Ponyboy walking into the Curtis household and saying "Johnny's dead" in an emotionless voice, and then watching Dally get shot dead right in front of his very eyes -the same eyes that had just witnessed as his best friend took his last breath on a hospital bed- and then convincing his whole brain that Johnny was still alive and completely gas-lighting himself until he couldn't even tell what was reality anymore, or if it was all just a figment of his imagination, and believing wholeheartedly that Johnny was genuinely still alive and that that still body back at the hospital simply wasn't Johnny.

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whats so funny to me is that in the book Ponyboy was like, 'I'm such a good liar,' and in the movie he was like, 'oh ummm yeah, we're playing army and uhhh I'm uhhh supposed to report back to headquarters' like bro really thinks he's smooth

[greaser-b0i]

I can't help but think that after everything happened, ponyboy and Soda weren't as close. Not because either of them stopped loving the either at much, but because ponyboy stopped telling Soda everything. Soda keeps trying to fix the problem, but he doesn't know what the problem is or how to fix it. Ponyboy doesn't think there is a problem and that he's just growing up. And the gang just thinks it's puberty or something and don't try to help.

[greaser-b0i]

I like thinking about the gang doing small things for ponyboy when he's in a bad mood. Since we know they would have a hard time comforting ponyboy, but they do care for him, I think they would all do small stuff to help cheer ponyboy up.

Darry will try to make one of ponyboys more liked meals when he finds ponyboy in a bad mood.

Soda will invite him to hang out with him and steve if he sees ponyboy is bored.

Two-bit will crack a joke he knows ponyboy will laugh at when he sees ponyboy moping during school.

Steve will give ponyboy a coke when he notices ponyboy had a rough day at school.

Johnny would listen to ponyboy talk about whatever was upsetting him.

Dally would ask if someone wants to go to the movie house with him, knowing ponyboy will say yes.

And the best part? Ponyboy is completely obvious to all of it.

[greaser-b0i]

The gang has all definitely gotten woken up from ponyboy having a nightmare, and it scared the shit out of them.

[theultimateballsack]

I feel like it was probably worst for either Two-bit, Dally, or Johnny. Two-bit, because he was always so unserious and trying to mask any of his pain behind layers of witty jokes and such, so he didn't know what to do in a situation like that since he always used jokes as a coping mechanism cause otherwise the world gets too real, so he would probably try to calm Ponyboy down with some small jokes, that lacked their usual humor, but when that wouldn't work he'd get Darry or Sodapop, and later feel bad for not being able to comfort his own friend.

Dally, because he always acts like he doesn't care. He wouldn't be sure how to help Ponyboy without showing vulnerability, which he hated, cause he's always felt the need to act tough (especially because something probably happened in New York that stuck with him, maybe a moment when he froze or something, so after that he'd forced himself to act tough and unaffected constantly, cause he'd lost someone in the past and didn't want to get too attached and have to endure the pain of losing someone else he cared about.) but he'd probably also get Darry.

Johnny, because he hates seeing people cry/breakdown. He's dealt with stuff like that too much himself, and he hates seeing that happen to the people he cares about. He does genuinely try to comfort Ponyboy, but he's scared he's saying the wrong words or something and therefore feels useless in the situation. Probably just stays by Pony's side, wanting to help him in any way he can, (the more these events occurred though, the more he taught himself about comforting people and such, he started to understand Pony more in any way he could to get what he was going through and comfort him). Usually Johnny would get Soda though if things got real bad, he was probably a little scared of Darry (being the big, kinda scary, man that he was).