My stalking skills surprise me sometimes too..
So, it's over on the internet about privacy issues. If it's okay lang ba to check your bf/gf phone. We all have different point of views regarding that, and I respect everyone's opinion kahit ang cliche ng sinabi ni Ellen Adarna that she's referring to someone's beauty and labelled thru external attributes.
In our case, ako yung pala-check ng phone and socmed accounts ni boyfie. I asked him if it's okay with him, and he said yes. It's really not a big deal at all.
So here's the kwento nga.
Di naman kami everyday magkasama ni boyfriend, pag nagkikita lang kame like twice a month doon ko lang naman nachecheck ang phone niya and wala rin naman akong access sa socmed accounts niya.
Last Saturday morning, maaga ako nagising and I checked his phone. I looked for a 'keyword' just to clarify things or icheck yun mutual nila nung Ex niya (which is aware si boyfriend doon na may grudge ako dun sa tao kase nakita ko one time July 2020 tumatawag pa sakanya si girl kahit almost a year na silang hiwalay) ayun nga, I opened one messenger sa mutual nila and there I saw chats that was year 2019 pa (hindi pa kame magkakilala by this time)
To my surprised.. Nag-message si Boyfriend doon sa friend and telling her that
"nakita na na ng mga kawork ko si Kai, may kamukha daw syang manager dito *sends pic*" i was really shocked nung nakita ko yung picture, guess what, Selfie ko yung naka-send.
Following that message, "magkasama ba kayo? Pakita mo sakanya, taena kamukha niya jan sa picture na yan hahaha"
and the conversation goes on. The Ex replied the day after using yung messenger nung friend and sabi "di ko naman kamukha eh"
Hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong maramdaman. Napatingin ako sa selfie ko na yun, inisip ko kung saan nakuha ni boyfriend yung picture ko that time kasi hindi ko pa naman sya kilala and hindi kame friend sa FB. Hindi ko alam irereact ko nung nabasa ko yon. Kamukha ko ba sya? Yung conversation August 2019 pa, nagkakilala kame November 2019, we became official January 2020.
Yung feeling na napapaisip ako, may resemblance ba kami nung Ex niya kaya niya rin ako jinowa? Pano kung isipin ni ex na "ay yan yung sinabi ni Mac na kamukha ko ah, jinowa niya yan kasi kamukha ko daw" kung ano ano na tumatakbo sa isip ko.
Hindi ko alam kung need ko pa ba to i-open up sakanya since hindi pa naman kame related sa isa't isa nung binitawan niya yung mga salitang yun.
Pero nasasaktan ako just by thinking of it. :(
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