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[podcastwizard]

sorry boss can't come in today i was on my way to work and then a gentle spring breeze kissed my cheek and reminded me it is a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in this broken world

[thisisreshma]

i want a soft connection. i want to be asked how my day went and if i need anything. i want forehead kisses. i want the back of my hand kissed at red lights. i want to be asked how i’m mentally feeling. i want to hold hands everywhere we go. i want romantic gestures. i want my hair played in at the most unexpected moments. i want silent eye connections that lead to smiles. i want to take random walks.

[thisisreshma]

~ Edna St. Vincent Millay, from “Wild Swans”, Collected Poems

[thisisreshma]

thought about my fake little people for a bit too long now I have illnesses of the brain

[thisisreshma]

When someone "steals" a relationship—whether it’s through cheating, emotional manipulation, or any other deceptive means—it shows they lack respect for both the person they’re hurting and the person they’re involved with. The very fact that they’re willing to break someone else's trust to get what they want makes it hard to believe they’ll be trustworthy in the long run.

In that context, it’s like the act of taking something that isn’t theirs exposes their character, revealing that they’re willing to sacrifice integrity for their own desires. Even if things seem good at first, there’s always that question: If they were willing to hurt someone else to be with me, what’s stopping them from doing it to me later on?

It also ties back to the idea that a relationship based on betrayal can never fully be free from the shadow of that dishonesty. You’ve already witnessed their capacity to act with disregard for others' feelings, so it’s tough to forget that pattern and not wonder if it’ll repeat.

[thisisreshma]

The act of stealing a relationship from someone else proves the other person is untrustworthy to begin with.

[thisisreshma]

a relationship started through an act of shared dishonesty or betrayal will always be poisoned by the same lack of character that created it...

[thisisreshma]

Truly, the grief you left me with is more loyal than you.

[thisisreshma]

"I think he's very lonely. Lonelier than he lets on. Maybe lonelier than he even realizes."

– The Royal Tenenbaums, 2001

[thisisreshma]

i think growing up u might get this idea that to demonstrate a true love for someone u must try to fix them. u must be good enough to nullify & annihilate what has hurt them or haunts them etc but rlly its just about. being near someone. not fixing them. rather... tending to someone. being mindful. being present. the gesture is not going to be grand & large & polarizing. love & healing are about being there, even in silence, just being there

[thisisreshma]

I hope all of you wake up tomorrow with better skin and a happier heart

[thisisreshma]

literally feels like a myth that there are people who don't struggle with basic tasks like getting out of bed or going to the shops or seeing a friend for coffee. how does everything not feel like a painstaking chore for them. how do they have the physical and emotional energy every single day

[thisisreshma]

obsessed with characters who were written for one another. like, what do you mean the reason for my existence is to be by your side? what do you mean our divine purpose is to belong to one another, for better or worse?

[thisisreshma]

in another universe we watched many more sunsets together

[thisisreshma]

My love for books, reading, pinterest, candles, listening to music, raining days, staring at moon and coffee is infinite...

[thisisreshma]

tea parties should be more common. let's sit down and enjoy the afternoon with some tea and lemon cookies and maybe wear pretty dresses

[thisisreshma]

romantics be just vibing with their herbal teas and concept of yearning