I'm Just A Prisoner Of My Own Head

I need to know that this is not a never ending cycle. I need to know that what I’m feeling is only temporary... temporary. And that this is not what my life will be like. And that this is not really.. what my life will be like... till the very last time my eyes shut. My days feel like a movie with no happy ending. To all those spectating: just skip to the credits, I'm ready.

[rvek]

If the universe really wanted to be on my side, it’d take me out of my misery and kill me already.

[plutoartemis1122]

Fucking kill me already I'm so tired I don't want to be here

[brbsleeping7years]

“You made me wanna live, laugh, love, and now I wanna die.”

[hallucinat0ry]

[dadstielkline]

defending yourself against someone who is physically harming you is not “mutually abusive”

[bpdtw-deactivated20201104]

[brunchbitch]

TW trauma and self harm

I had the absolute worst fucking nightmare last night and I cannot get it out of my head. I kept waking up and falling back asleep right into it. I feel so dirty and disgusting and tainted and wrong. I'm so angry. Fuck my trauma. Fuck Them. Fuck the fact that I am 28 years old and still in treatment, waking up with tears on my cheeks and four stitches in my arm. I want to scrub out my brain with bleach and never dream again.

[infpisme]

[pettycentral]

[desnos]

[marconeedshugs]

[dankcptsdmemes]

[desnos]

[dankcptsdmemes]

[bbblackcats]

[lovelyquotesaddiction]

"Where do I go when I'm alone, not on the phone?

When I am on my own"

-Lemonade, YUNGBLUD feat. Denzel Curry

[bintshamal-blog]

“It’s hard for me to trust men. It’s hard for me to trust that they won’t go, because if my own father couldn’t love me, how could a boy?”

— Thoughts Of A Fatherless Daughter