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kitty wilde. 25. singer Hello friends. It's the one and only Kitty Wilde. I'm a singer and a lover. But don't take me for someone weak because it's the last thing that I am. Currently going on tour with Way Out Records so come see me. @wildekitkat: do you know your worth?

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lucas-sugar-motta‌:

I will give it try and see how it goes. I never get this drunk, I have actually been drinking in a while,  I normally just pop a few Advil and drink Gatorade. It’s just straight pickle juice from like a jar of pickles? 

It’s probably why people stay drunk, that way they don’t ever have a hungover. 

Let me know if it works for you. So what made you decide to get this drunk now? Advil and Gatorade do work and tend to be the staple of the next day. But yes, just straight pickle juice from the jar. I wish they actually sold pickle juice by itself and they probably do somewhere but thankfully I like pickles anyway so it works out.

Probably. That and to avoid their everyday life. I guess it makes sense to just keep drinking so that you are always feeling something good rather than something bad.

[thiswildekitkat]

lucas-sugar-motta‌:

Pickle juice? Really? That works? It sounds horrible and like it would make you puke. 

Maybe, but it really isn’t worth the aftermath at all. 

It’s one of the best hangover cures I’ve come to find. You would think that it would make you puke, but it really doesn’t. At least for me it hasn’t but you should give it a try.

Not at all. We like to think that it can be worth it but every time it’s not.

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You touched me, and suddenly I was a lilac sky, Then you decided purple just wasn't for you.

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@wildekitkat: Orlando has definitely given the best energy so far!

@wildekitkat: All the bands kicked ass tonight.

@wildekitkat: Les Ladies was a favorite of mine for sure!

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lucas-sugar-motta‌:

Someone, please send help. Having probably the worst hangover ever at the moment. Why do I do this to myself? 

Pickle juice and lollipops will become your best friend. Because it’s nice and fun at the moment, but the aftermath is a bitch.

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Cute! I got one too! Wish I had known you were heading to Disney. We could have met up.

That would have been awesome. I wasn’t so sure I was going to go until last minute, but then I was like why not?

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xtheingenue‌:

Florida is always a unique kind of place. 

What’s going on? You’ve been kind of quiet. Everything okay?

It really is, but I enjoyed myself. I did meet some really awesome fans, though, so that was a total plus.

Yeah, everything is fine. Why wouldn’t they be fine?

[thiswildekitkat]

UNSENT MESSAGES 📲 MCWILDE

KITTY: I’m so sorry.

KITTY: Why aren’t you answering?

KITTY: Mason..

KITTY: I need you.

KITTY: Something happened and I don’t know what to do.

KITTY: I guess this is it, huh?

KITTY: I never meant for you to get hurt.

KITTY: I hope you’re okay.

KITTY: You deserve better.

KITTY: I love you.

KITTY: I want my best friend back.

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Took a selfie with Mickey today. #disneyfun

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xtheingenue‌:

Apparently, the video from the New York show has gone viral - I had a fan come up to me in the hotel bar today and say that they loved the song Jesse and I sang. I’ve had people come up to me before, of course, but usually it was after shows or in bars in Brooklyn where I’m used to staying. The whole thing was so surreal I wound up giving her an impromptu interview for her blog. I knew Florida was a bit eccentric, but I didn’t quite expect this.

Good for you, babes. I bet that was exciting.

[thiswildekitkat]

@wildekitkat: I just want to apologize for all the fans that came out tonight but didn’t get the show that you deserved. I will find a way to make it up to you, I promise.

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TEXTS || KITTISON

MADISON: HEY YOU.

MADISON: YES YOU.

MADISON: I SEE YOU FROM ACROSS THE SOUND CHECK.

MADISON: YOU LOOK SAD.

MADISON: HOW DO I FIX IT?

KITTY: I don't think there is a way to fix it, Madison.

KITTY: But thank you for wanting to.

[thiswildekitkat]

TEXT MESSAGE 📲 wildeberry

Rachel: You're not allowed to quit. I know this weekend is hard for you but you're going to get through it, and I'll be glued to your side every step of the way.

Kitty: But why am I not allowed to quit?

Kitty: I just..

Kitty: Everything is a mess and I've been a mess since arriving here yesterday. I can't wait until this trip is over with.

Kitty: I just didn't think that this tour would put me back in a dark place again.

[thiswildekitkat]

LOCATION: Downtown Virginia Beach, Virginia TIME: Saturday 10.13 afternoon OPEN TO: Anyone

The morning before the bus left for Virginia Beach, Kitty had received a call from her father asking if she would be staying with them for the couple of days that she would be there. Her answer was immediately no, until he pleaded with her to come stay home so that they could talk about what had happened weeks prior with the conversation she had with her mother. She didn’t want to say yes, but she did anyway and hours later when they arrived in Virginia Beach, she went to her parent’s home. It was flooded with memories – both good and bad. It was such a nostalgic feeling to be in the place where most of her songs had been written. This is the place where she was molded into the person that she would become when she was thrown into the world.

This was also the place of her nightmares. The house that haunted her in more ways than one and the place that she had not wanted to visit while she was in her hometown.

Her parents were working and weren’t expected to be home until later that evening so it gave Kitty the afternoon to sit around. But she couldn’t just stand to sit around when the place where she was sitting caused so much emotion to seep through her. Instead, she grabbed her small backpack and headed out. She didn’t know where she was going and she was in no mood to be around any of the other Way Out members – only because she knew that she could have a breakdown at any given moment and she was not sure she could handle anybody else seeing her like this.

She was a mess with every second waiting for the bad to happen. Ever since she got off the tour bus, she was waiting for Derek to show up. For him to come through on his promise to see her when she was home. Every move that she made caused her to look over her shoulder and every sudden noise had her jumping. She had just rounded the corner by one of the famous coffee shops in town when she heard her name in the distance. Her feet froze to the cement and her heart beat out of her chest as she waited for the person to approach; her breathing getting heavier, chest heaving. She could hear the footsteps getting closer and closer to her as she prayed that it was someone else – anybody else.

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TEXT MESSAGE 📲 WILDEWARD

Jane: I'm glad to hear. I mean I love my fans, but some of them don't understand boundaries.

Jane: I've been good. Since I've been in New York, I was just catching up with old friends and avoiding my parents. How were your two days off?

Jane: We should catch up one of these days. Maybe go for drinks or something on our next night off. Blow off some steam.

Kitty: They really don’t but thankfully I haven’t ran into many of those kinds of fans.

Kitty: That’s awesome! Hanging out with old friends is one of the best ways to spend your days off. Mine were good. I met with a few mental health organizations in New York and it was good.

Kitty: I definitely agree! I think we need to catch up and blow off some steam. It’s been a crazy journey so far.

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TEXT MESSAGE 📲MCWILDE

KITTY: I heard what happened at Rachel's party.

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KITTY: I'm so sorry.

KITTY: Are you okay?

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TEXT MESSAGE 📲 WILDEWARD

Jane: I may overreact because I think a crazy fan is after you, but I"m glad that's not the case.

Jane: I'm glad you're okay and that you weren't alone. And I know you have your own people to turn to, but if you ever need an unbiased ear, I'm always here.

Kitty: If there was nobody to overreact then we would all be in trouble. I can promise it is no crazy fan stalker.

Kitty: Thank you, Jane. Really. How have you been? I feel like I haven't seen a lot of you.