[beetlegarden]

we are not born to die!! what are you talking about!! do you think a book begins just to finish? do you think a song opens with a beautiful chord just for it to end? you don’t read the book to finish it, you read the book to eat up the excitement and the emotions it evokes!! to learn and to digest and to fall in love and be heartbroken!! you listen to the song to dance and dance and sing your throat raw!!! to cry and smile and swell with the harmonies!! yes, we are born with the inevitable fate of death, we are mortal after all, but that is merely the finale of the play!! the final act, the closing of the curtains - we are not born to take a bow and exit stage left!! we are born to love and be joyous and yell and move and learn and cry and feelfeelfeel!!!  we are not born to die, silly, we’re born to live!!!

[yashas-strong-arms]

2018 mood

[thesylverlining]

This is the best thing and exactly what I needed. <3

[thollukthcaptor]

if anyone’s wondering why I’ve been super quiet here it’s because I’ve basically abandoned tumblr and I’m letting this account collect dust, I realized how stressed out I was here with all the toxicity and scaling back my whole social media experience has done SO much for my mental health.

Maybe one day I’ll come back????? maybe???? but for now I am really truly not missing the Tumblr Experience

[389249307543-deactivated2019121]

all right. time to settle this. reblog in tags with your opinion on….

these cookies:

these cookies:

and these cookies:

[yeoldegaganddoodle]

Steven Universe, 1976. The only thing that keeps me from making a full video of this is the need of a properly funky arrangement of the theme song. More retro-fitted shows filed under my “title art” tag. (Also on Ko-fi, Patreon and Instagram! Links in blog.)

[christinecanigula-archive]

google really gets me

[christinecanigula-archive]

im reading the article on them now and the original artist called them tall boys. officially their name is tall boys. fuck

[mukhannath]

[sirhro]

That whole sentence was ghostwritten by the McElroys

[medakakurokami]

[thollukthcaptor]

man I wonder what’s goin on at tumblr it’s been a little while

jumps on

immediately drama about kylo ren on my dash

swooces right back out

[stimman3000]

View this post on Instagram

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[spectrumoutfitters-deactivated2]

Hey everyone we need your help! 

Spectrum Outfitters is a new company (Est 2017) which will be launching a short binder in February. Currently the resources for trans and non-binary people are usually from America which means that European people have to wait a long time, pay expensive postage fees and pay EU customs charges. WE ARE HERE TO CHANGE THAT. If you are from the UK or a European country  or have followers that are please reblog this so that your trans and non-binary followers can see that this is an option for them so that they can bind safely without waiting or paying outrageous excesses. The more people that see this, the more we can sell, which means we will be able to provide more options and colours and sizes so that lots of different types of people and body types in Europe can benefit from this.

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Tried and tested: We are confident in the performance of this binder which has been reviewed by Jake Edwards. We will be reviewed by some very popular YouTubers within the next month so you can see for yourselves

www.spectrumoutfitters.co.uk

message us if you have any questions :)

[sexysuggestion]

tease the fuck out of me

[twinkricksanchez-deactivated201]

i got ur nose!

[thollukthcaptor]

hey I remember doing a written aesthetics post for myself before and that was really neat! so here’s more Bo aesthetic of the Right Now.

Handmade ceramic mugs, leather bracelets, a smell that’s equal parts bright citrus and musky leather, ambition, barbie dolls from goodwill (remade into magical pretty things), sore fingers, achey cold joints, deep raspy caramel voice, intention, delicacy, old leather jackets that don’t fit just yet, and a warm plaid comforter.

[thollukthcaptor]

holy shit tumblr has officially lost its shit, it says I have 335 people following me but I’m only seeing maybe 30 on my followers page??? I may have to wind up remaking my main but I have no clue how to do that :’D

[petalpetal]

not gonna lie if you are like me and suck at coming up with poses using vintage sewing patterns for inspirations is so helpful for interesting poses that still display the character in a seeable way here are some examples of my favorites 

because they are literally drawn in a way to show off their outfit but still be interesting and not boring 

[petalpetal]

some more examples incase the ones above weren’t convincing enough on how much this is a lifesaver especially if you want find interesting poses of people interacting with each other

I mean if you think about it they are drawn in poses that usually Models in magazines do. And those poses are meant to be interesting and draw the viewer in for a closer look bust still be refreshing and easy on the eyes

I use pintrest to find these I have a board that i’m constantly adding to though while its currently small as I make this post you can use it as a starting off point if you want to

[simplydlightfuldestiny]

what do you type in the search i would love to check it myself.

i’ve always have interest with those kind of styles with a bit of a modern yet modest type.

[petalpetal]

just google vintage sewing pattern illustration

[thollukthcaptor]

holy shit I’m feeling IMMEDIATELY less stressed as my follower count ticks down hell yeah, 1000 is just way too many eyeballs for any one guy to handle at once

[iguanamouth]

an UNUSUAL HOARD of chickens for………………………………… my mom !!!!!! wow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

[thollukthcaptor]

So IIIII’ve started straight up bulk blocking followers.

If you get blocked, please don’t take it personally! I just realized having a lot of followers was a massive stress and I need to scale my social media experience WAY back. I was previously softblocking people in bulk, but it was a slow and multitab process that got buggy the further I got into it (tumblr’s code sucks let’s be real) so if you’re not a mutual or a friend and you’ve gotten blocked, that’s why.

[thollukthcaptor]

here’s some Good Things

-Y’all, my voice dropped on T, and I sound so fucking good. My opinion on my voice did a complete 180 from hating it to ENJOYING it. Also? I can still belt out queen like nobody’s business and sound fucking excellent doing so.

-Went to the lavender library for the first time yesterday! I bought a book that looks hilarious and is well written, (it was only $1 for paperbacks but I gave them $3 in donation). Being around so much queer media was so so good and the people running the library that day were so friendly. (I’d met them once before at the table at my college on pride days).

-Bought some brown floral tape on amazon for pretty cheap so I can start making flower crowns to sell at cons.

-Also got the sequel to Escapology by Ren Warom, the book with the trans man lead I’ve been screaming about incessantly since finding it. It’s coming in a few days and I’m so excited to read it.

-Found a barbie with a new and interesting face sculpt in goodwill.

-Got some yummy pho and thai tea today. I love rare steak in pho, so much. It’s so tender and good.

-Got a weight progress chart made today! I have to lose weight for top surgery and this is a really nice visual way for me to see my progress and how far I’ve come. (I’ve already dropped ten pounds in about a month and a half just from changing my portions and only eating when I’m hungry).