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Drained bloodless.

Samia

#chaotic thoughts #samia finnerty #bloodless #bovine excision #it is about womanhood she's right #i alse rewatched the worst person in the world and this is how i feel now because i hate when movies talk about me

the only way for me to feel good is shaking it to girlie pop music, pretending someone is looking and thinking, god, she's hot.

#so i guess i'm not okay #chaotic thoughts #dancing #i did the alysa liu's stateside tho #so #alysa liu #? i guess #who cares #female rage #that is #i am mad i am this unwell lol

so, what the fuck was that?

#stranger things #stranger things season 5 #stranger things 5 volume 2 #kali out there after ages of torture hearing about this dude coming out story for ten minutes #as if they all arent about to die #well at this point I HOPE they are because where the hell are all those deaths they promised????#i will NOT acknowledge that supposed breakup scene.#also back to kali #if she wasn't yet a traitor i will be on her side if she is becoming one now #lumax the only good thing.#also why is will outing robin??????#lucas so done with everybody is me #also it. is. the. EIGHTIES.#im not saying i want them to be homophobes of course #im just saying i wanted those two nerds to write a good scene about a guy coming to terms with who he is #not whatever that mess was

nancy wheeler's elder sister energy tickled my brain chemistry in all the right ways – i am her in the sense that i am indeed there emotionally but i am certainly not as cool but that won't stop me from making a playlist pretending i understand the depth of her psyche and write an essay for each song so that my friend can understand what i understand, see what i see-

#stranger things #nancy wheeler #nancy wheeler is everything to me #nothing will stop my love for her #just as much ai allegations will never stop me from using the em dash #my two beloved #i need more character study nancy wheeler fanfiction #i will not survive the end of this show #yes #i ordered that book AND IT'S YET TO COME

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Dissociating my way through my last semester of uni.

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I'm now dissociating my way through unemployment.

#chaotic thoughts #i wish this was still a chaotic academia take #im now chaotically looking for a job #any job #like i wanna be a slave to the nine to five #i swear #i guess thats as bdsm as anything #some action you know?#but thats on me for choosing to graduate in a dying field #dont even no if thats the correct preposition #at least im still chaotic

Long ago, the two psychopaths lived together in harmony (albeit kinda). Then everything changed when Will Graham got a slick back.

#chaotic thoughts #hannibal tv series #hannibal lecter #will graham #im rewatching hannibal and yeah here i am #it's actually way funnier the second time #hannibal #hannigram

Propaganda I'm falling for:

kissing your friends

friendly ass grabs

#chaotic thoughts #friendship #im late to the party but scarlett is so real for kissing jonathan bailey every chance she got #a hero really #kissing your friends is fun #and its love #and its beautiful to love your friends #pedro pascal would understand #pedro is also a hero for all his work #propaganda im not falling for: the hate train on pedro #pedro they'll never make me hate you

i'm at that point of summer when i'm aching to make out with anyone who says anything remotely nice to me.

#chaotic thoughts #chaotic academia #not a brat summer but an aching summer #yearning is my summer thing #the other one is depression #tag this as chaotic academia because i wanted to make out with a uni colleague just because they said i was quite funny #that's academia and that's chaotic too me #i just need to make out with someone-

they should pay me for all these playlists i make instead of actually being in the moment-

#chaotic thoughts #chaotic academia #playlists are all i have #and my love language too #and now is summer #the yearning season so the playlists are playlisting #and there are three new ones on my spotify #i would have thrived in the 80s #making compilations as if it was breathing

so touch-starved and in such a yearning state of mind that i just got flustered locking eyes with one of my drawings-

#chaotic thoughts #i am nothing but a yearner #also i am ovulating #also i am a mess and i am very stressed #i would love to say no stresso no stresso no need to be depresso #my i am both stresso and depresso #i need to touch grass #this dissertation is taking me out #i need to hand this in or it will end me #there some assonance there i think #i don't even know anymore #why did i go and roll myself into a master degree?#who would do that?#the only thing keeping me afloat is a constant rewatch of jujutsu kaisen #i really do need to touch grass

Luca Guadagnino understands the universal human need to watch two hot people make out.

#two or three #luca guadagnino #queer 2024 #challengers #call me by your name #bones and all #there we have the cannibalism as well #what a king #in suspiria he gave us some bones cracking #a chiropratic role play basically

why is having a crush like this?

#chaotic thoughts #university #crush #delulu #like deluluing so hard right now #he's tall #like what can i say? he's tall #vdkabdkdb #also great taste in music like why?????#life is a nightmare

Dissociating my way through my last semester of uni.

#chaotic thoughts #chaotic academia #dark academia #university #last year of uni #literally can count the people i can stand on one hand #im to exhausted to cope with anyone bullshit anymore #nor with my bullshit for that matter #just give me that degree for the love of any god please #all the classes are boring as fuck #i used to be a good student what the hell happened #i guess i still am but you know just the tired version of that #im tired

I just need to make out with someone. A sloppy little make out session. Just to feel something, I guess.

#chaotic thoughts #chaotic academia #im stressed and horny and luca guadagnino keeps showing me tongues in his movies #i'm not even actively crushing on someone i just wanna make out #i wanna have fun #also university just do odd things to me and i have to cope through delusional thoughts #kissing is fun #luca guadagnino #challengers #queer 2024

I want to merge with the snow-soaked soil.

#chaotic thoughts #chaotic academia #dark academia #winter #mountains #in the mountains in a little almost deserted village i feel at ease at once #i also feel the need to frolick and songs hymns to dionysius #a lil the secret history vibe yes #new years resolution #lets called it that way

Just watched Return to Oz and princess Mombi is now on my manifestation board.

#chaotic thoughts #chaotic academia #dark academia #return to oz #princess mombi #what a queen what an inspiration #thirty heads to choose from according to the situation IM IN LOVE #and that cape that cape is perfection #shes evil? who cares not me #manifesting her lifestyle as we speak #also what a creepyly wonderful movie #im sad i didnt see it as a child i would have turned out even worse

Sad, mad and horny as a new state of mind.

#chaotic thoughts #chaotic academia #university #crush #relationship #or lack there of #actually it was a situationship #if i werent such a horny girl id be looking into becoming a nun #what a tragedy my love life is #also i feel very represented by sabrina carpenter #shes just like me - even christmas makes her horny #a nonsense christmas #sabrina carpenter #situationships

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