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Why do i do this to myself lmao

Why do i stay with somebody that cant see the details

Why stay with somebody im engaged to when hes against marriage bc of a fucking music video

Why stay with somebody that views me as abusive as if i wasnt trying to get him to not k8ll himself? When hes trying to kill himself so i dont leave? WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF? WHY DO I STAY?

mychaoticnightmares

take me back to when we were happy and neither of us could imagine we'd do this to each other

take me back to when i had no idea what you've done

I sincerely want to know what the barrel of a gun tastes like.

I know the taste of swallowing 14 pills of zoloft is a defeated ambulance ride a few hours away and a white room

I know tears taste like salt and a raw throat

But i wonder what gunpowder to my brain smells like

Does it smell like burning rage? Does it taste like a solution? Does it feel like needed satisfaction to being a victim?

i won't be loved

i won't be grieved

somewordsarebiggerthanothers

vexheart

yoogrimo

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somewordsarebiggerthanothers

why am i only good enough for my money but not love

youll get a 30 year mortgage with me but not marry me

why

you left for 20 mins and didnt have your ring on

Then you came back and put your ring back on

Wow

you only messaged me back bc the camera caught you awake

also pretty sure it caught you talking to a girl

im not even gonna bother speaking on it

why do i always mean nothing to the people that mean everything to me

why am i me

dietzerocokee

Hello hello! Here I drop some high protein mealspo:

On the first image: yes, dairy also has protein. This image is high protein because it’s about giving inspo on building your own plate, and you can choose to make it high in protein. Let me know if u want more!!