I am a Breathing Time Machine

Ashley. 27. North Georgia, USA. Majorly depressed and anxious in all aspects of life. I like science fiction, hot tea, and makeup. I will be your friend. instagram: ashleyahmazing

[goslinggf]

THIS IS MAKING ME WHEEZE

[syro-malabar-baby-deactivated20]

WHAT JUST HAPPENED

[the-gotheltic-rowan]

it’s past midnight and im hysterically laughing and then thIS-

[lesbian-toddhoward]

an asparagus looks on in horror as their four adopted children encourage his tomato husband to commit mass suicide

[reimuhakureivevo]

[catchymemes]

[awwww-cute]

[loveuprising]

what are we

[ampervadasz]

Barter

[macintoshpluss-deactivated20171]

[mary]

[defendglobe]

this is the worst fucking idea i’ve ever seen

[foxy-mulder-deactivated20190929]

Imagine you go. To someone’s house. And you go to hang up your coat and see these

[susielesbian]

[stimman4000]

[ecology-of-the-inhuman]

[teensie]

rocko says trans rights!

[boredpanda]

Tiny Hedgehog Goes Camping, And His Pics Are The Best Thing You’ll See Today

[recently-reanimated]

Wow this is so interesting. I never knew this.

[topherchris]

[calmgaysblog-deactivated2020062]

I don’t want

[killhitleragain]

Have you ever felt nostalgia for something you have never experienced?

I'm not talking about, like, the "I was born in the wrong generation" sort of attitude, although that's sort of adjacent to it.

What I mean is a sort of nostalgia for something that, culturally, you expected to experience, or even felt entitled to experience. Something that very likely your ancestors experienced, whether it is your recent ancestors like your parents and grandparents, or your distant ancestors. Something that you were denied because of something such as poverty, family issues, oppression, world affairs, war, or even just rapid cultural change.

I think it's a feeling that's very common in my generation, especially due to the state of the world right now.

Anyway, the reason I am describing all of this is because it's the only way I could explain how I feel when I listen to "Jack & Diane" by John Mellencamp.

[killhitleragain]

That's not really a punchline by the way I just feel very intense emotions about that song and I needed to share it.

And if you're wondering, no, it is not yearning. Yearning is a desire to gain something, oftentimes something that is unlikely or impossible to happen. It's a want for more.

And it's not regret, either. Because regret would imply that you had any sort of power over the situation to begin with.

As I said above, it's more of a nostalgia for something you have not experienced. It is an experience that you feel like was always yours, but that was taken from you before you could have it. And it's so ingrained in you that you still look back on it and long for it, but there is no happiness in having known it happened, because it didn't.

[thunderinthesethighs]

I 100% understand this

[weirdmageddon]

[chongoblog]

[chongoblog]

[chongoblog]

[theblehthatbloos]

[pixtalgia]