Hi i'm Teddy

[tiddiebearr]

10/11/24

I dont know where to write a message, you deleted everything, even your email.

i miss you, i cant put the emotions into these words properly but i want you to know that i love you, i dont have much to write, i just wanted to speak to you, i wanted to say that i love you, i need you, i miss you, i hope you love me, i know you love me no matter what happens or however much time passes, i hope you come back soon, i promise i pray for your safety every night and every day, i pray for us, i pray that we will be together in afterlife, i pray that im forever only yours and you are forever only mine, i pray for your fathers health because i know you need him and love him, i pray for everyone around you, we will meet jullian, we will be together.

I have come to the realisation a slight bit that maybe i was born cursed, even though we were perfect together maybe my fate wasnt good enough and that i wouldnt have been able to give you the best life possible, maybe youd have gotten hurt because of me and god stopped us to save you, but this is temporary, in heaven there will be no pain and our love will not be in vein, ill have you, i miss you.

Happy 22nd birthday, happy legal + 4 birthday darling, i miss your voice

[tiddiebearr]

Written: 12/10/22

Hi Jullian, hi my darling.

If at any point in your life you are reading this and I'm not here because I failed to reach to you and claim you mine, just know that I still love you even if my body is buried and if my soul has vanished. With all my heart I promised to you to love you forever, however long that forever maybe, until the end of space and time or beyond the limits of infinity, You belong to me and I to you, no matter what happens or has happened, I'll be keeping that promise.

I Love You Jullian, I really do.

If you are about to read the blogs and posts on my profile, some of them might seem a little silly, some might make you sad, some might remind you of the past, or maybe you never forgot the past but the point is, I don't want you to be sad, I like to see you smile because you look really pretty when you smile, I love you with every cell of mine, whenever you miss me, just place your hand on your heart, if u can count the heartbeats from 1 till 25 then know that I'm there with you and I always will be, I hope to see you again maybe in another life, Take care my love.

Fortunately if I'm with you by now, come and ask me how much I love you and see if it's still the same amount.

[stay-close]

So many dreams, so many disappointments, so many promises. And in the end, they all just vanish.

— Haruki Murakami

[tiddiebearr]

Has our end come so soon? I really hope not, please don’t let me down

[tiddiebearr]

I miss you, come back please

[tiddiebearr]

Its currently 2 in the morning, I can hear the sound of heavy rain pouring down outside, My room is getting a bit colder every passing second, I’m just sitting here with no idea of what to do, I don’t know what else to write but i just wanted to let you know that I miss you, You’re still stuck in my head and not a single hour has passed in the past 5 months when i haven’t thought about you, I have wished and prayed so much for everything to be perfect between us again just like it was before, Have my prayers been heard yet? i don’t know, I hope they have been cause i know that i really need you, but do you need me? Anyways the rain just stopped so i think i should end this here.

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To give me all your love is all I ever asked  

[tiddiebearr]

There’s no point of anything if its without you, so come along with me, won’t you?

[extramadness]

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[extramadness]

[tiddiebearr]

I feel so tired and done with everything, I literally have no idea of what i’m doing anymore or what i should be doing, every single effort of mine just seems stupid

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When your hurt im sorry, i’ll be there don’t worry <3

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awh you tried to cook my big girl @jullian-stuff