a book in my hand and rain outside my window

21. she/her. max chaotic energy

[ucanbanything]

[ashstfu]

good news: it has passed & you will never have to experience it again.

bad news: it has passed & you will never have to experience it again

[tieisbluee]

what song plays in the background when rose and shane are talking??? AAAA I CANT FIND IT

[tieisbluee]

my favourite part of this episode was when rose asks shane whether he’s been with another guy and all he can think about is ilya with tears in his eyes. what is this show doing to me

[lucrezianoin]

scott hunter gay jesus the game changer

[yrsonpurpose]

I think I like you a little too much.

[dadvans]

this show does sex well, because the absence of graphic sex in this episode was powerful. sex was always the easy part for the both of them. this episode was them saying, what i like about you isn't just skin, isn't just skin deep. they love each other's hockey, they love the way each other feels, they love talking and listening to each other even when they don't know what the other is saying, they slowly make space for each other. this episode was like that real point in relationships after the good sex, when all the deeper, wonderful, terrible stuff that comes into your life when you let yourself be loved and known.

[tieisbluee]

not ilya crying and shane climbing on top of him to hug him WHAT WAS THIS EPISODE

[tieisbluee]

this reminded me of skam so much. jacob tierney hit the gay pentagon with this one. oh my god i need to be put down 😭👍🤪🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[mandycantdecide]

queuing up 5 fine frøkner after the clubbing scene iykyk

[serena-a]

Fully crashing out over Heated Rivalry episode 4. Even though I knew everything that was going to happen I was still absolutely gagged. Diabolical. JACOB TIERNEY WHEN I CATCH YOU

[bluehairedboyfriend]

this poor gay man who has to go fuck a woman

[supercollide]

pov you’re hayden pike and your best friend leaves to have sex with his “mystery girl” wearing pants and a white shirt and a jacket and then returns ???? hours later in all black sweats and reeking of dior savage

[skyrigel]

Ilya: do you like girls?

Shane: ....yeah... ofcourse I do.

Ilya: I never hear about you with the girls.

also Ilya when he hears about it:

[hughungrybear]

I guess Ilya has reached the "find out" part of the "fuck around" phrase 🙃

[bunnymcbunnister]

I like to watch Heated Rivalry with the book in my lap so I can pause and check the sacred texts. Like I’m a fuckin biblical scholar. A biblical scholar of gay hockey

[tieisbluee]

the primal fear on shane’s face when he sees rose in lingerie kills me every time