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[tifa6669]

I want him to hold me so hard it hurts,,, that hurt would hurt less than the hollowness I feel without him.

[ontheidiotbox]

[tifa6669]

I crave him on a nightly basis, my hands always finds parts of my body missing his touch. He's all I can think about to make my body calm down, so im ledt with sadness, knowing he sleeps in the arms of another. I only want him, for he is my twin flame, my red string, my soul mate. Now I just look crazy, the girl who lost her mind over some guy, but hes not some guy, he was never some guy. He was my guy, the man who called me his and he was mine, why did I have to mess up so poorly? To have him in my arms, to have someone i can rely on to respond to a message, even if its not right away... I miss my read string of fate leading me to him, I've been trying to pull him towards me little by little, but I feel its only suffocating at this point.

If you read these, I dream of your hand around my throat, the other grasping onto my waist. I miss your low growls in the heat of passion, the way you could make me beg. I give you all of me, no conditions, use me till there's nothing left. You're all I want, id give up everything, for you.

[fexofenadina-deactivated2017121]

❤︎~

[tifa6669]

Am I the only one not feeling the Christmas spirit? Doesn't feel like the right time of year to me.

[tifa6669]

If only he would listen when I told him I loved him.

[tifa6669]

I want to hear him say he still loves me and wants us to try again, I promise to wait.

[kosmogrl]

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[tifa6669]

So tired, of all of it, everywhere... I just want to sleep it all away... maybe my tooth infection will kill me before it gets worse

[tifa6669]

I wish I was still worth your time. Worthy of hearing your voice giving nothing but positive feedback, that reassuring voice that makes me feel at home. The amount of time each day spent thinking about you, because its the only thing that matters to me... not hearing back from you, fearing I'll lose you like the others, completely blocked out never to be heard from again... How I miss you, how my dog misses you...I got scared and thought he was dying and you still didnt respond...even when I plan my future, part of it is dedicated to you, no one else will ever hold this place I carry for you. I miss feeling like your body could swallow me up, your hands holding mine, your kisses rubs, bites... every moment.

[tifa6669]

I miss him every second of every day, distractions do nothing and life has lost it's meaning to me. He hasn't said anything to me in weeks... he must really dislike me. No matter how hard I work on bettering myself, I'll never be enough to him anymore. It breaks me knowing this.

[shoujo-dreamland]

[tifa6669]

I miss his love more than anything.

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[roboticoperatingbud]

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[tifa6669]

Im sure he's trying to push me away and forget about me without "hurting" me but it hurts 1p thousand times more to ignore me... I keep testing as a threat to myself every week before therapy... too bad nothing is helping im only taking 15 pills a day to be a functioning human.