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good news: managed to finish my first week of work on a comedown and my period. bad news: feeling sadder and sadder and haven’t left my room all weekend apart to get food anxiety through the roof and cba anymore

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everything is falling to pieces

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blurred lines = feeling low, feeling lonely, feeling depressed

[ambiguities]

via weheartit

[itquiet-deactivated20240530]

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27/03/18

I thought I’d progressed quite a bit. And compared to this time last year, I really have. But tonight seemed like the biggest backstep in a long, long time and I’m so angry and disappointed at myself. Tonight, I met up with a group of great friends, who I’ve known for over 11 years. I’ve not seen them all together for over a year and we had a looooot of catching up to do. Naturally the conversation was steered towards boyfriends and relationships and I just couldn’t do it. And worse than staying silent, I lied. And there was absolutely no reason for it.

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S: How come I’ve never seen you on Bumble? Me: ... because I don’t Bumble boys

*all the boys stare with dropped jaws*

An actual conversation from the pub quiz last night 18/03/2018

[belgiandad]

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i never really realised how important it would be ~~for my journey~~ to have gay friends. to have people who understand/relate to my experiences. now i just need to find a big group of lesbians and go to lesbian bars in soho. there aren’t enough lesbian spaces and i need to find my peopleeeeeeee. 

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~~~~~~~~~~feeling more and more androgynous~~~~~~~~~

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i want to cut all my hair off 

[destroymylife]

[naturalpalettes]

[understands]

[shootcharlieshoot]

[jewist]

[plantinghuman]