Hellfire Mixed With Holy Water

27. Virgo. She/her. Momma. Wife. Polyamorous. Feminist. Recovering IV meth addict. I like doctor who, conspiracy theories, and dark humor. I question if we live in a simulation. ADHD is my superpower. Super gay with the exception of the hubs.

[girlswholovegirls]

[dbshawnblog]

Current mood:

[nerdreamer]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

it can be therapeutic to admit "actually my childhood was deeply fucking awful." not "my parents tried" or "there were good times too" or "I was lucky in certain ways" but solely to acknowledge "I went though some fucking messed up shit what the fuck was that about "

[dankmemeuniversity]

[sunsbleeding]

[strawbeeriey-deactivated2022052]

MASTERPOST FOR HELPFUL POSTS WHICH I FOUND ON TUMBLR (part 2)

(arranged in no particular order i should add. also i will reblog more links if i do come across more)

How to know when fruits are in season

Cleaning products to never mix

Emergency cleaning

Mom How Do I/ Dad How Do I

Links to help Afghanistan

Abortion Help

Sex Education (not the show)

Tags to blocklist

Alternatives to self-harm

Self Defence

Rape Escape

Googling Tips

Learn stuff for free

Free education

Free literature

Vaguely academic entertainment

Recognising abusive friendships

How to look out for grooming

Figuring out where your images are being used( I don’t know how to explain this one so just click the link for more info)

Seizure First-aid

Anatomy References

Free Adobe Photoshop

Art inspiration or if you’re just bored

How to make my own font

If you’re not feeling well, this may help

Guide if you feel like shit

Little ways to romanticize life

Ways to make life slightly better

Tips for when you feel bad and don’t know why

Ways to make life slightly better

Tattoo Remover

Black and Brown Friendly Picrews

Adulting 101

Free movies and shows

Definitely not a Google drive which has Headspace, tv shows, movies

Collection of links

Fun stuff to do on a bad night

Flash games

How to make flower crowns

[writethatdown]

forgive yourself. forgive yourself for all the versions you couldn't become. forgive yourself for the wrong things you said. forgive yourself for not knowing any better at certain point of your life. for fucking things up so much that the grief still haunts you. forgive yourself for the darker and shadowed parts of you. you have to learn to integrate all parts of you, even the ones you desperately want to disown. it'll be alright.

[hopefulmillennial]

[drharleyquinn-medicinewoman]

this is a brilliant description on it's own, but @madamescarlette 's tags??????? they have slayed me??????

#faith has just dragged her hands across her face and gotten up off the bathroom floor#charity has just taken deep breaths after sending something serious but necessary#hope has had her face on the steering wheel of her parked car for the past ten minutes#and finally stands up to go in even though it's hard

[timetrvlrdylen]

Woah, it’s been a while. I don’t even recognize the girl who started this blog. Since I posted last (6 fucking years ago) I left my abusive spouse, relapsed, was separated from my kiddo for 2 years with only visits, met my current husband, we got sober (4 years clean from IV meth use), got my kiddo back, got married, he adopted my daughter, got ordained and then realized that the church as a whole is awful, survived a pandemic, and now I’m here with a hella good job and we just bought our first house. Im not sure what brought me to want to post here again but here I am. Welcome back to the shit show.

Here are some updated pictures of Me, Athena, and my husband Steven:

[timetrvlrdylen]

My kid is the best. #mommyandbaby #babymae #mylittlegoddess #mommiesgirl #iloveher #mywholeworldinonephoto

[timetrvlrdylen]

Team no sleep! #imtired #icantsleep #iwillregretthislater #mybabywillbeupbrightandearly #humanalarmclock

[timetrvlrdylen]

There's a party in my tummy so yummy so yummy #imafatty #ilovecarbs #pastafordays

[timetrvlrdylen]

My last selfie of my teenage years. #20tomorrow #birthday #officallyanadult #canihavearefundonadulthood #selfiesunday

[timetrvlrdylen]

My poor baby is having a bad night. I'm pretty sure she is getting a tooth through. She is in and out of sleep. I wish I could make her feel better. #teething #mommysgirl #mylittlegoddess #poorbaby #mywholeworldinonephoto