[timid-deer]

trying to go in the androphobia tag to read about other people suffering like me and find help only to be met with people discoursing abt transmascs and misandry is so not what i needed tn

[timid-deer]

im tired of pretending i dont love him. i love him so much, I loved him so much, and he still chose to take me and ruin me. how was I wrong to love him. why is it my fault. i was supposed to love him. he was supposed to love me. just not like that.

[donttellmehowtoheal]

[timid-deer]

when i was being groomed over the internet, i was also dating a girl in real life. was i cheating on her ?

i always thought it was okay because he encouraged it and his word was gospel but i realise now that she matters here too.

was i ?

[hipbonetomyheart]

hi im transmasc n i need money 4 gender affirmin products so im openin commissions 4 the first time ever. ill do ocs, characters, whatever as long as it isnt smth ive explicitly stated im not gna do.

[m3ntalities]

csa victim culture

weird obsession with angel imagery

vent art (no one can say ur art is bad if it’s trauma related!)

“im feeling happy :-) oh but now i just saw/remembered something with a vague attachment to my abuser so now i think i will cry”

sex repulsed or hyper sexual no in between

emotionally attaching urself to male celebrities (if ur abuser is male)

the 5 emotions: anger, sadness, fear, shame, and the Void

intentionally triggering urself either to feel something or to not feel anything at all

loud music so u can’t hear ur own dumb thoughts

brain is on a constant loop of that distorted reaction vid of mr krabs losing it

[smallrat36wagon-deactivated2021]

hey please share and donate to help this man get out of this evil fuckin situation

the gofundme has a lil shy of 4000$ to go!!!

[fagarlic]

the lawyer is asking for a retainer fee of $25,000 so the goal has been increased to reflect that

they only have $9,816 of $25,000 raised

(7/27/2020 6:40pm MDT)

[timid-deer]

i want to run away and never be found, i want to wilt away in the woods and decompose and nobody will ever find me and i will finally be free of it all

[timid-deer]

just remembered when i got groomed so hard i converted to islam and almost ran away to a different country,,,,, i was thirteen 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[timid-deer]

i cant believe the same year i was groomed for the first time i had a minions themed birthday? i try to convince myself i was mature but i was so not!! i was 10!! a child!!

[desperately-hopeful]

Delete your ex's nudes.

Delete anyone's nudes that doesn't fuck with you anymore.

Its creepy as hell to keep nude/lewd photos of someone who has CUT OFF that kind of connection to you.

Delete them.

Be a fucking adult.

[rottenstupidity]

it's i feel that being a victim of child pornography is exclusively my fault because i joined those chats because i wanted to, even though they knew i was a minor and kept asking for pictures of my body hours

[thoradvice]

no matter what happened today, you:

are loved

deserve to eat

are needed & valued

should take care of yourself

have a future

will be okay

[timid-deer]

just remembered how much cp there is of me on the internet,,,,, anyways

[timid-deer]

i was a child // trauma art

[timid-deer]

made some traumavent art, might share later? im kinda proud, i barely cried making it!

[timid-deer]

its 10:30am on wednesday morning and I Am Going To Message An Abuser Because Im Very Smart