It's hard not to be mad at certain people, who literally force me to be angry at them. There are enough people in this world who will hate you right off the bat, why are you going to make someone who wants to like you hate you as well? Seems stupid to me.
I don't exactly try to be rude/an asshole, but if you're asking for it, I'm going to dish it out. Likewise, if you DON'T keep asking for it, I have no reason to be a dick/dislike you. It annoys me to no end when people act like twats, and then try to pin the entire blame on you, when they're provoking everything. Am I supposed to let people poke little needle shaped holes into me with their tongues? If I did that, I'd be an idiot, and you're an idiot for thinking I would willingly allow myself to be an idiot with the complete knowledge of that action being idiotic.
Meh, if I've ever said I liked you, or legitimately enjoyed speaking to, texting, or communicating with you, you're actually a very rare number.
I try to be nice to everyone I meet, that doesn't necessarily mean I like them. Why would you willingly keep things at a static standstill? I'll offer ways to make up, and forgive fairly easy, but there's only so much I'll do on my end, without being idiotic. I consider allowing people a second chance in the first place idiotic as well, but I'll actually do that much.
I'm trying to reconnect with all of the old people whom I genuinely enjoyed speaking to, they're proving difficult to find, and even more difficult to talk to, as I'm fully aware there is some reason why they stopped speaking to me in the first place, and that reason is most likely spiteful and not exactly friendly.
Other than people being people, life is good though. I can say without the help of any medications, and without the hassles of specific people, I'm still happy.
Anyhow. I'm gunna draw and text people now, night Tumblr :3
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