a blog within a blog

confuse the lurks I have 2 blogs. lurk #me to find my other blog Jahn

[tinapermedherweave]

Man Someone was on some good good when they were writing

Mermaids with aids dressed like maids, Got me laid, I raged Stayed up all night at bars, had dinner with the sharks, Woke up with whiskey farts, I broke the mermaids hearts, Didn't bounce a single narc, and still I'd go again.

[dylnvvymr]

One in a million

One in the same

One empty chamber

One less to blame 

[aclockworknick]

““I guess what I’m trying to say is lose yourself as soon as possible before you get stuck. Cause I’m stuck, and it doesn’t feel good, but it doesn’t feel bad either. But, there’s nothing I can do about it but sit here and fall apart.” HHLL- We Incompetent Sperm”

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[post-woke]

Vince Staples Concert

i told my gma i went to see a rap concert which surprised her because she doesn't know what music I listen to (she doesn't like post-1980 music). She wanted know more abt him, which surprised me, so I told him that he referenced Muddy Waters once, his ppls moved through Louisiana, and that they were Haitian, which were all pluses in her book. She even asked if he was kind, which was random but I said yeah because he is kind, he just cusses a lot. Which isn't a bad thing because she was cussing the whole time talking to me abt this. They're both funny ppl lol.

[tinapermedherweave]

Back after ~6 years

I wonder how many of my followers are still active and remember these blogs

[sleepin]

“You’ve touched me, without even touching me.”

— Milk and Honey, Rupi Kaur (via avouer)

[too-witches-to-come-sorry-deact]

Someone once said to me, “I hope the pain eases soon.” It struck me as the purest blessing that had ever been offered over my head - I hope the pain eases soon. It’s so gentle, so kind, so hopeful. So to everyone who’s hurting: I see how hard you’re trying, and I hope your pain will ease soon.

[blkdaria]

Why are some guys threatened by vibrators and dildos like they’re gonna get replaced or something

[25th-hokage-deactivated20180619]

You pull out a 8 inch dildo that don’t get tired and I’m not suppose to feel some type of way but if I pull out the the atomic sex doll that lets you lower and raise the level of heat and wetness, there’s a problem….

[blkdaria]

Wouldn’t be a problem to me so *shrugs* and using a dildo isn’t the same as having sex with someone anyway

[25th-hokage-deactivated20180619]

True

[easingblackgirlsanxiety]

I don’t think women are as threatened by sex dolls as men are as threatened by dildos 😂😂😂

[25th-hokage-deactivated20180619]

Ok..let you come home from work and ready for some lovin and he says “I already had a session with Debra so I’m good”

[sweedishcoochiemeatballs]

Most men don’t even own sex dolls 😭

[clarknokent]

Only because they aren’t as accepted as vibrators TBH. I know a lot of women view men that have pocket pussies and shit like that as creeps/weirdos

[itsexclusive]

And that I don’t understand. Why aren’t men’s sex toys as accepted as women’s?

[clarknokent]

I kinda think it’s this idea that it’s easier to please men so they don’t “need” them. That’s the overall message I get from women that look down on men that have them.

[blkdaria]

Yea I have noticed that a lot of women act like it’s wrong for men to deny them in any way. Whether that be because that want to use sex toys (which isn’t necessarily denying anyway) or if they just don’t feel like having sex. It can get rapey how women talk about it sometimes…like men shouldn’t be able to turn down sex and some will even say stuff like “it’s my dick I’m gonna take it” or call men gay

[clarknokent]

^^ yup. That’s completely true. I legit had a woman ask me if I was gay when I told her I ain’t wanna come through because I didn’t feel well when she wanted dick. Had me like

[badgyal-k-deactivated20190901]

The whole no dick 2k17 post was pretty telling as well

[fandomsandfeminism]

Every human being inherently deserves safe food, clean water, and adequate medical care.

The greatest moral failure of capitalism is that it turned these necessities into commodities.

The greatest moral failure of capitalists is finding ways to justify withholding what we need to live while it is in abundance for the sake of profit.

[timbllr]

I wonder how I would’ve ended up if you hadn’t walked into my life.

t.k (via timbllr)

[negressive]

in a relationship with healthy communication, arguments should end with understanding on both ends

you have to keep the goal in mind

do you want to win? or do you want to understand that person and resolve the issue? (ask yourself once, then ask again)

the ego loves to win an argument, but relationships are not about feeding your ego

healthy relationships dilute the ego

if you find yourself arguing to win in your relationship, consider what you value more: the love you share with that person, or protecting your ego

[markiplier]

Psst...

You’re awesome.

Pass it on.

[apeulo]

if you are reading this, something good will happen to you very soon, don’t give up

[thebootydiaries]

me: *swallows my pride and texts first*

me: *gets ignored*

me: 911 i’d like to report a clown….her name is booboo the fool

[tinapermedherweave]

I’m slowly learning how to better myself

Its been a rough year in learning about myself. theres some things i wont touch on but im a pretty open book. I’m a manipulative asshole that doesnt care about myself and doesnt do anything to better myself.  i dont realize my actions sometimes until ive already harmed someone on some way; be it physically emotionally spritually or whatever. I need to take action these next few months and prove to the friends that ive hurt im changing for the better. I want to be back to the way i was 5 years ago emotionally. I say that in the sense that i was happy and always was trying to put people in a good mood. Now i have to put in the work on myself to get myself together both physically (getting an apartment so i dont have to be homeless) and mentally (not beating myself up over the past but learning from it and changing my ways) 

[deeplifequotes]

Make yourself a priority. At the end of the day, you’re your longest commitment.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

[tinapermedherweave]

these last 3 weeks

have been honestly one of the most joyous and anxiety rittled weeks of my life. I’ve had the most wonderful times with someone i thought would would pan out into something while letting old emotions poison and ruin it. now im stuck in a weird limbo where i’m pretty sure i ruined any chances i have of having either person in my life. I cant keep lying to myself or anyone else. I have to own up to what ive done and deal with the consequences.