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I miss you my baby jemjem ❤

To My Ever Dearest Jemimah,👶🏼

It was short and sweet and painful. I will forever wonder who you would have been?🧚‍♀️ Maybe a Chef, a Doctor 👩‍🍳 or maybe a Psychie like mommy or a Techie 👩‍🔧 Like daddy.. but i only wish that you'll be a happy baby.

Im sorry my dear jemimah.. my eldest.. i wasn't able to fight for you to live.. if i only had a chance to choose between you and me.. i will always choose you.. i know you will be a loving baby to your daddy Jm.. He loves you like i do.

You will be the kindest baby ever, with a beautiful soul that has a faith like Esther.🔥

We never met but i feel you in my heart and in my soul.. i hope you know how much iloveyou.. and how much i am willing to give everything to you.

I will forever miss you my baby.. You are too beautiful for earth.. ti'll i see you in heaven.. ill hug you sooo tight and kiss you a million times.

Iloveyou forever till eternity. 💋

Your Mommy Jenjen..

Your Ex and Whys

I dont know, whenever i hear her name.. i dont feel jealous at all.. but theres someting inside of me that tells me that i must envy her.

Whenever people talks about how much you cried for her how much you loved her.. how much you took care of her while you too were together..my heart often whispers "sana ako yun" sana na feel ko din yun dati sayo 11 years back"

But on a 2nd thought, i surely wouldnt allowed it to happen.. coz i would never want to see you cry because of me.. and instead of me thinking you must love me the way you loved her, i will just make myself busy loving you more than ever..

There are still days that i felt that i am not good enough for you.. but it is always overcome by the thought that "hey, im here.. were together" you chose me.. i chose you.. so there must be something special that you saw in me.. though i still cant figure it out..

#randomthoughts #HisEXandWhys

SomeJuan Again?

..and just like that.. i fell for him all over again.. now im questioning myself... after that 7 long years..did i really let go of him when i said I MOVED ON.

sabi nila.. feelings that came back are feelings that never really left.. siguro nga noh? i always love you even from the time that were not talking at all but never in my wildest dream that this day will come, that you will eventually say.. you Love me.. i am actually settled with the thought that i have lost the man of my dreams... actually the man of my prayers.. nakakatawa si Lord.. just when i have learned to open up myself to other people.. there you are again... yung feeling na ready ka na to finally give chance to someone else...tapos ibabalik sya ni Lord.. Yung The One That Got Away ko.. Yung One great Love ko... ano pang laban ng iba? wala na finish na! hahah ganda ka? Lol :))

#somejuan

He's back.. who would've thought?

I've been so happy lately.. it scares me..

bookmania

I do not miss childhood, but I do miss the way I took pleasure in small things, even as greater things crumbled. I could not control the world I was in, could not walk away from the things or people or moments that hurt, but I took joy in the things that made me happy.

Neil Gaiman, The Ocean at the End of the Lane (via bookmania)

I dont want to be like Adele :(

Im having IBM 😓

I was sooo sure until i saw it... its kinda confusing... scary.. it frightens all that is inside of me...