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I need the anons to understand that I live with an angel and a demon, my children are an eldritch horror and a dragon, my best friends are another eldritch horror and the literal Whore of Babylon, Han is my coworker, and at this point I have committed actual war crimes against literal demons from Hell.

Creepypasta monsters and other edginess aren't having an effect.

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Joli Poli Couture

⌖ For Han

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Anger - This bastard brutally murdered her, violated her corpse, and sent her a thank you note after. Understandably, she's rather angry about all that. Additionally, the only consequences he's suffered for these actions are a court assigned friend (which Toni doesn't even know about and wouldn't consider a real punishment even if she did), and the fact that it makes working with Toni slightly more difficult than it had to be.

Resentment - Despite the fact that he has suffered no meaningful consequences for what he did to her, made no honest attempt at making ammends, nor showed even an ounce of remorse, and was in fact going out of his way to antagonise her further until she stole a gun capable of killing him and made clear she would crash this whole ship with no survivors if he didn't manage the bare minimum of not actively harassing her, she is still the one treated as unreasonable for still holding a grudge, while he is treated as making a herculean effort for finally managing the bare minimum at gunpoint. Their arguments are treated as two equals bickering about rather than a victim being continually harassed by her own murderer, and Han has justified this by arguing she's protected by her connections, except that help from those connections never materialises. Indeed, the best offer of assistance she can expect even from her best friend is to enact mutually assured destrusction on Toni's behalf if Han actually physically tried to kill her again, which as already established is the one consequence Toni is perfectly capable of inposing on her own and would indeed be the consequence of her death anyway. So in all meaningful ways he gets the support and and yet she is expected to behave as if she's the one with friends and backup. She resents him for setting up this state of affairs, and almost all their mutual aquaintances for perpetuating it while still expecting her to believe them when they insist they care sooo much.

Respect - Despite all of that, she has a healthy ammount of professional respect for him, and was in fact the first to hire him as a security consultant to protect Ray from his own stupidity, long before Mara convinced him to work for Purgatory. While he's certainly not perfect, and caving to his violent impulses has often made her job harder (and morover, she's been left holding the bag for his actions while he gets off scott free, yet another reason for the resentlent), he is the best person available for the job, and now that he is behaving himself she doesn't hate working with him as much as she expected to.

#answered ooc

⌖ (For Hale)

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Disappointment - Antonia wanted Byronic hero Lucifer. Hell, not even that; Antonia wanted a symbol, the Lightbringer as a guiding light for her own rebellion. Instead... well, the hedonism was fun when her sanity demanded it, but otherwise he is too much like his Father in the most frustrating ways. As for the rest? He is their symbol, the Fallen's guiding light. He is no friend to humanity.

Anger - This asshole sent her children back to her in a cat carrier! After threatening to devour them. He is also passively if not drectly responsible for torturing them into feral demons, and threfore for the death of the youngest not long after their rescure. Also, given the whole situation between the watchers and the Crowns that lead to their deaths in the first place, he also carries some responsiblity for them being in Hell. While he will never be held as responsible for that state of affairs as his Father, he is not innocent in it. Then there's the whole Ig-napping fiasco. Truely a shock to everyone; The devil is a bastard.

Desire- Not to be confused with any kind of affection. It's something of a running joke at this point that they argue in a way that doubles as flirting, but on Toni's end at least that is far more a power fantasy than genuine attraction. She wants to peg the Devil and she wants to slit his throat while doing it.

#News just in I haven't ignored any of these they're just harder than I expected #ooc