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25⚡️you're too sweet for me

[sad-empty-lost]

I don’t get mad anymore, I just get really quiet. Why keep talking when nobody is really listening to you?

[ineffablythin]

psa

stop making fucking comments about my body

[flowersphil]

tonight’s mood is the deep desire to be held close in a dimly lit room, covered in blankets while rain is softly falling outside

[supersaltyvoid]

i feel like i’m so dramatic

everything is fine

sometimes i have no thoughts but physically feel so many emotions

sometimes i have bad thoughts but i feel fine

I feel like my body and mind never line up

how do i feel?

what should i feel?

does it matter?

does anything matter?

[rottenrabbit010101010-deactivat]

Waking up with the anxiety levels of someone being hunted for sport

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[sadandsmilling]

A part of suicidal ideation or self harm no one talks about is the numbness to the subject that comes with it. I sit and scroll through pages and pages of cries for help, suicide notes and plans and feel nothing. No worry, no concern, no crushing feeling in my chest. Nothing. Those familiar feelings are now replaced with a strange familiarity, a kind of comfort that it’s not just me.

Fuck. When did it get to this

[blurrade]

[guitarplayermrs]

[sa-dnesss]

“My 20s have been the loneliest era in my life. I am surrounded by people but not connecting with anyone. Everyone is living their own lives while I am still waiting for mine to start. I feel lost between what I should be feeling and how I actually feel.”

—

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[guitarplayermrs]

[photographersunite]

[lilmisspiggi-deactivated2018051]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

resist the urge to give up on healing just because it is slow

[foreverimthatgirl-deactivated20]

me: *literally about to burst into tears for no fuckass reason*

me to me:

[stability]