A boy. 🙇🏻 he’s funny, cute , adorable, nice and always trying to make someone’s day. He’s my crush 💁🏻💙. having a crush on him is annoying, because I don’t want him to know. And it’s hard trying to act like you don’t like him. It’s hard 😓. So far I’ve been doing good, he has no idea. Well… Actually I really don’t know 🙍🏻, now that I think about it …. I think he suspects something 😔. Just this weekend something embarrassing happened, something so unreal happened that I never really expected it to happen EVER. It was like living In HELL 🔥🔥😖😖 a Nightmare come to life. This awful scene started at my church ⛪️. I know how ironic to have things like this happen in CHURCH, the House of God!! But it happened, I’m pretty sure he either thinks I’m a creep or just really doesn’t care at all. But anyways I was at church, I wasn’t present at the scene and I thank God I wasn’t 😅 😁. So you know some people have there own bibles that they bring at church, right? So I have one, and it very special to me ☺️. So you know how everyone likes to decorate there stuff right? Well I did. I didn’t really decorate it with hearts and all, it was more like words quotes etc. I would write in my cover or the insides of the cover. And we’ll as you probably assume I’d write name’s…… 😶. So I kinda… well…. Wrote my crush’s name… His Full Name. Like for example, if it wasn’t explained well (ex. John Tyler Smith.) I wrote my name and his name as like a couple thing. I wrote my name using HIS last name. (Ex. Kylie Jenna Smith) I did this because I liked him a lot, I couldn’t stop thinking about him, I had DREAMs 💭about him 24/7; Dreams that never really made any sense, times where he acted as a best friend 👫 times where he was my boyfriend 💑 That’s pretty much how I was obsessed with him. So yeah, I did things like that, I’m pretty sure I’m not the only girl who would do that kind of weirdness 😁. So one day I the stupid girl that I am, let my younger sister borrow my Bible. Because apparently she lost her’s 😒. So when the preach starts they have this Sunday school where kids 11 yrs and under can attend this class. Gladly I’m not allowed because I’m to old (15) unfortunately, and let me tell I don’t know why on earth would my 13!!!!! YEAROLD SISTER still wanted to go in those classes when most of the kids are 7 YEARS BELOW. I mean seriously girl your THIRTEEN aren’t you a little to old to be hanging out with 5 year olds? But no she said that this was going to be her last class and that she felt like they needed her still ugh PAhleese girl let me know when Harry Styles and Selena Gomez Get married maybe then I’ll believe you 😒 ✋🏻 so yeah she went. And guess who decided to teach the kids today? ……. yes thats right MY CRUSH 😒😐 you know if you knew what happened you’d probably feel sorry for me, well I wouldn’t blame you , I really don’t know why things like these happen to me I just don’t get it 😒. So my sister was in the class and my crush……Anyways my sister was reading the bible and then my crush asks her to. SEE MY BIBLE . my oblivious sister decided to give it to him thinking he was just going to read a verse or something. Even tho he wasn’t planning on doing that. You know what he asked her? He asked her if he could see what I would write in my bible since he knows that lots of girls do that kind of stuff. 😔 someone smack me in the face, kill me. 😖🔫💥 so as you probably assume he read what I wrote. 😒 EVERYTHING even the part where I wrote his name and mine UGGGHHHHHH. He started reading everything I wrote In my bible aloud to the kids, my sister said they were all laughing there buts out. Until she noticed he stop reading and suddenly read what I wrote to himself she said he didn’t let the kids see what I wrote next. He asked her to come to him and showed her what I wrote, she immediately covered my butt and told him “oh she doesn’t like you okay, trust me she doesn’t like you that way” she said to him that I only liked him as a friend. Then he replied the same as well “oh well I like her as friend as well.” And she said that was that. Hhhhhhhhhh boys 😒😔😖😖😖 I was humiliated. I eventually had to talk to him about it, he said it was ok , he understood, my sister also told him that I wrote that. Because i just wanted to see something that’s all. We had to lie to him IN. THE HOUSE OF GOD??!!!! 😱😭😭😁😁. So I found out by my sister, at first I didn’t believe it, because I mean seriously how could he have done that, so I eventually believed it and I just didn’t even want to see his face at alllll. But I knew I had to face this somehow and still wanted to keep it secret about my crush, so I decided to pretend I had I know idea what happened. He suddenly decides to sit with us, to eat with us… I took a while to join in the table. And then I sat with them and he told me he saw what I wrote I acted dumb and I said oh okay, and my sister was like “He saw what you wrote!?” And then I was like “So, He also saw what you guys wrote in it as well” and then I acted as if I realize what they were talking about, and I was like “ oooooohhhhh” and then I look at him and then I say “ please don’t take it the wrong” and then he was like “oh no it’s okay” and I just suddenly look down . Looking a little embarrassed but not really. You know I feel like maybe there was a reason for this to happen showing me that this boy that I’ve been falling for never really was ‘that guy’. And I guess I’m still trying to understand that. But I know someday I’ll find my Prince Charming. 😊 👱🏻👑💍 One Day I will. For now I’ll just live this day hoping that I’ll find him that one day.
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