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FUCK!!!!!!

I DID IT

I FUCKING DID IT

BY SOME MIRACLE THE GODS SPARED ME MERCY

I HAVE BEEN FREED FROM MY TORMENT

I HAVE BEEN FUCKING FREED

HEROIC LAUNCHER HAD LIKE SOME UPDATE

AND I DID THE SAME PROCESS I DID LAST TIME AND IT FUCKING WORKED

LOOK AT THOSE MAGIC MIKE FINGERS ALL UP IN YOUR COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER!!!!!

FUCK

FUUUCK

FUCK!

#clip studio paint #FUCK WINDOWS #LINUX FOREVER BITCH #YOU ARENT GETTING ME TO SWITCH BACK TO HELL COMPUTER FOR AN ART PROGRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I just need to rant publicly. screaming into the fucking void has done absolutely nothing for my sanity or my fucking health. Sorry if its fucking psychotic.

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OOOOOOOOO! OOOOOOO CLIP STUDIO. OOOOOOOOO CLIP STUDIO. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! # OOOOOOOOOOO CLIP STUDIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU TUMBLR I SWEAR TO CHRIST IF YOU DONT LET ME FUCKING SCREAM IM GOING TO # SHIT MY FUCKING SELF. BEST PROGRAM!!!!!!!!!!! BEST FUCKING PROGRAM!!!!!!!!! MY TORSO HAS BEEN SPLIT OPEN FROM NECK TO FUCKING GROIN! THEYVE FILLED MY ORGANS WITH FUCKING PLASTIC GLITTER! MY KIDNEY IS FILLED WITH CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONS PINK CRAYONS! OOOOOOOOO CLIP STUDIO. OOOOOOOO CLIP STUDIO. youd think that OH it CANT POSSIBLY FUCKING THAT HARD TO RUN ON A LINUX! I CAN RUN WOW ON LINUX! I CAN RUN FUCKING CONAN EXILES! I CAN RUN ANY MICROSOFT PROGRAM I WANT USING STEAM OR HEROIC # NOT FUCKING CLIP STUDIO! HERES HOW DO DO IT, HERES HOW TO DO IT, HERES HOW TO DO IT! YOUTUBE! YOUTUBE! YOUTUBE! YOUTUBE! TUTORIAL! TUTORIAL! TUTORIAL! YOURE GONNA OPEN YOUR TERMINAL! THEN YOURE GOING TO TYPE IN THE ENTIRETY OF THE KING GAMES BIBLE WRITTEN IN MANDARIN! I CANT POST IT HERE BECAUSE I DONT CARE! YOURE GONNA HAVE TO MANUALLY TYPE A NOVEL INTO YOUR FUCKING TERMINAL! INSTALL THIS! NO INSTALL THIS! NO GET A VIRTUAL MACHINE!!!!! WILL GOOGLE TELL YOU WHERE TO GET A VIRTUAL MACHINE!!!!!!?!?!?1??!!!?!?!?!!? # FUCKING NO!!!!!!!!! IM. SO. SO. FUCKING CLOSE. IM SOOOOOOO CLOSE! IM FUCKING IN THE MIDDLE OF TOWN SQUARE! IM SCREAMING ABOUT THE CICADAS IN THE TREES! THEY'RE KEEPING ME UP AT NIGHT. tHE TOWNSPEOPLE THINK I HAVE LOST MY MIND BECAUSE I FUCKING HAVE!!! I HAVE!!! IM CRAZY!!! OOOOOOOO CLIP. OOOOO CLIP STUDIO. I WASTED 65 FUCKING DOLLARS AND THERES NO WAY TO GET A FUCKING REFUND!!!!!!! SIXTY FIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE MOTHERFUCKER, SIIIIIIIIXTY FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE OOOOOO LINUX! OOOOOO CELSYS CEO WHEN I GET MY FUCKING HANDS ON YOU. ITS BEEN 32 HOURS ALREADY OF TORTURE! ITS NO USSSE! IIIIIITS NOOOOOOOOO UUUUUUSE!!!!!!!!!!!

DROP IT INTO STEAM? NOPE. GOD FORBID YOU INSTALL IT LIKE ANY OTHER WINDOWS PROGRAM! IT WONT WORK! IT DOESNT WORK! FOLLOW A TUTORIAL!? NOPE! NOPE!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!! CAN'T FUCKING DO THAT EITHER BECAUSE EVERY TUTORIAL I FOLLOW GETS TO A POINT OF INSTALLING MORE AND MORE # BULLSHIT THAT MY COMPUTER BY SOME MALICE OF A GOD THAT HATES ME AND WANTS ME TO FUCKING SUFFER DECIDES # IT CANT FUCKING INSTALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO I HAVE TO FIND A NEW TUTORIAL AND # SISYPHUUUUUUS!!!!!! SO CLOSE TO THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN! SO SO CLOSE TO THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN! I INSTALL THE VIRTUAL MACHINE SUCCSESSFULLY AND THEN THE BOULDER FALLS! NO KVM! NO KVM! NO KVM!? WHY DIDNT YOU FUCKING TELL ME BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS EVEN THAT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!?! THE BOULDER FALLS! IVE SEEN IT FALL! IVE SEEN IT CASCADE DOWN THE MOUNTAIN AT LEAST 87 TIMES AT THIS POINT AND YET I STILL TRAVEL! I STILL CLIMB BACK DOWN THE FUCKING MOUNTAIN TO PUSH IT BACK UP! BACK UP! WHILE THE GODS LAUGH FROM UP HIGH AT MY DESPAIR!

#FUCK clip studio #FUCK IT #FUCK CLIP STUDIO #FUCKING FUCK #IM GOING TO FUCKING SHIT #ENRAGED #LOSING MY MIND #ABSOLUTELY FUCKING LOSING IT #32 STRAIGHT HOURS #WAKE UP #TRY TO FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT #FUCKING FAIL FOR 12 STRAIGHT HOURS #tRY TO SLEEP IT OFF #WAKE UP AND TRY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to cool the fuck off but it needs to be fucking said this program is GARBAGE.#“O we DONT HAVE a native linux program because THE PEOPLE AT LINUX WONT PAY US TO SUCK THEIR DICK!!q!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”#FUCKING THE PAINT PROGRAM IS MORE INTUITIVE THAN THIS FUCKING HIGGLEDY PIGGELDY BULLSHIT #I WOULD HAVE BETTER FUCKING LUCK TRYING TO GET A GOD. DAMN. TORTOISE TO FUCKING DRIVE A GOD. DAMN. CAR.#THAN GET FUCKING CLIP STUDIO TO WORK ON MY PC #“OH JUST FUCKING RE-INSTALL WINDOWS”#I WOULD SOONER CUT OFF BOTH OF MY TESTICLES AND CONSUME THEM THAN LET MICROSOFT IN MY FUCKING HOME.#YOU GOT YOU GOT YOU GOT A PRODUCT KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY FOR MICROSOFT!?!!?!??!#WHO NEEDS A FUCKING KEY WHEN YOU GOTA FUCKIN MENTAL BREAKDOWN!#...i need a hug........

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUSBAND

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Second verse same as the first...wrong blog

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damn it took me like what, 12 hours to realize this time? New record. Wrong blog.

PLEASE I CANT TAKE JT ANYMORE IN CRYING

#the evil within #ruvik #the evil within memes

"Stefano, I would be worried if your period wasn't crimson..."

Woke Sebastian or something idk I don't work for Mobius

#the evil within #the evil within 2 #stefano valentini #sebastian castellanos #the evil within memes #idk man #this joke has been sitting rent free in my head since I heard Stefano say that

Took jaina (the cat) to a different vet for a second opinion and they did a full ultrasound on her liver/abdomen, and it turns out she does not have liver problems, her intestines are just thick

Girls who poop

Bitches who shit

#she just has ibs #she just like me frfr #Dookie Cat #stupid car #cat update #deadass just ignoring her litter box

Sobbing rn

#the evil within #ruvik #ruben victoriano #tew #laura victoriano #tomodachi living the dream

#the evil within #ruvik #ruben victoriano #tew #the evil within memes #laura victoriano #tomodachi living the dream

I finally got tomodatchi life living the dream and here's some honorable mentions from my first hour of gameplay

This game has me crying rn I'm absolutely fucking sobbing

#the evil within #ruvik #ruben victoriano #tew #the evil within memes #tomodachi living the dream #tomodachi life

I saw an info blob about the great tit (bird) that reminded me of an old OC of mine that I was never able to perfectly encapsulate (happy Mask Terrance) who was always super near and dear to me as I took his name when I came out as trans

And I got the idea to draw him with the shape of a great tit

And I'm absolutely in love ;-;

Kinda low-key figured out sorta how shape language works too

Might get back into playing him in wow but I'd wanna overhaul him yet again

The cosmic terror who just vibes. All the other void horrors are too busy eating the planet when they could be focusing on making cool doohickeys and selling them to azerothians to that confuse them for a solid hour before they put it up on their curio shelf as a paper weight and never touch it again.

Is it a puzzle? Is it a box? Is it a decoration? Will azeroth ever find out what his products even do? Do they even do anything?

#world of warcraft oc #world of warcraft #my art #traditional drawing #shape language

Cat update!

Good news!

She does not have liver cancer!

Bad news!

She apparently has parasites from before we yoinked her from the dumpster that the very same vet we took her to to get evaluated day one (and all the subsequent other times we've taken her in for symptoms to which said vet said, and I quote: "it's probably nothing. She seems fine") didn't seem to bother looking for until now!!!!!!! Yay!!! I'm so fucking pissed!

Either way, it's leagues more treatable than cancer and I'm just happy it isn't that.

Here she is tolerating the dog in a pic my mom took