teaso!! @tisospoon - Tumblr Blog

i both hope i never see you again and also wish you could fucking see me now; you miserable fuck. i both picture a clarifying moment of personal vengeance but more often i sit back in my peace, just grateful that you no longer know any part of me. and yes, i know you're probably somewhere pantomiming happiness, pretending like nothing happened, like you don't even remember me - and yes, that shit makes me furious when i think about it. but i'm in therapy. i'm healing. less and less i feel the wound bleed. more and more often i am so content it spills out of me. i got my laughter back, i got back my dancing. i love myself more than you ever did.

so the adage of revenge is maybe validated. i have my incredible, vibrant reward: without you, i've made a life well-lived.

musings-in-spades

Some Lears from @skitter-kitter 's Monster Hunter AU fic, Uncanny Valley. You should totally go read the first chapter of said fic, it's on AO3 and incredibly fucking peak. It delves into themes of being perceived as Wrong and Other for existing as you wish to, and has some really heartwrenchingly beautiful writing. Also contains the most deranged and feral Lear I've ever seen and I love him so much in it ehehehehe <333

Silly extra doodle under the cut

easel-eisel

evil wizard voice: i too have a "doom scroll"

yaoicarus

need to crush him into bits

musings-in-spades

hey lear community is this anything

asavt

blesses you with royallecture 💜💙

I bless you back

STOP I THOUGHT I WAS SO ORIGINAL WHAT DO YOU MEAN SDV SHANE AND ELLIOTT HAVE 45 FICS ON AO3

#bamboozled tbh #shelliott #shelliott......#never had an original thought in my life

negativepeanuthoarder

"love is what makes us human" actually it's 'select all images with boat' but go off I guess

selenophilc

drew a rachel, testing out my new pencil crayons / copic markers for school!

and using copics IS SO FUN this just made drawing traditionally sm more fun.. i think this is pretty good for one of my first few times using copics :)

#SHES SO CUTE GUYS!!#we love her fr

vimoradi-deactivated20180806

no but really, like

i know that some folks love telling creative people that “you should be doing it for fun because you love it not for the compliments” but creative people thrive on feedback whether it’s critical or just complimentary

so when i write fanfiction and don’t get any actual feedback i feel like i spent all that time and energy doing it for nothing because i’m not getting feedback from the people i wrote it for

doing something you’re proud of and then presenting it to the sound of utter silence is like the worst feeling on earth

prince-vegeta-universe-deactiva

I know the feeling of this.

thebestpersonherelovesbucky

i like to think: what if you were in a play and you spend all that time learning your lines and your cues and going to rehearsal for hours and hours and being bone tired and then getting up on stage opening night and giving it your all only to be met with silence from the audience at the final curtain call. No one would question why that upset them.

redshoesnblueskies

An art instructor in my childhood said something to me I’ve never forgotten - that a work of art isn’t complete until it has been experienced - seen, heard, etc. That this wasn’t just some abstract concept, but a visceral truth for the artist - that the work wasn’t DONE until the end result had been witnessed, appreciated, critiqued - whatever, it didn’t have to be positive negative knowledgable, it just had to happen as the concluding event, the final brush stroke.

Some folks who don’t get it go about thinking we make art or write fic because we crave praise or attention or fans, or even that some writers/artists thrive on negativity and drama (and to be sure, all of these things are true some times!). But that’s too narrow an understanding of why we art. I think my art teacher was telling a fundamental truth about the psychology of creativity - that art is a communal experience, that until we share our creative work and see how people respond, we do not have closure on that work.

Art is communication - and communication shouted into the void is frighteningly isolating. We need our readers our viewers our audience. We need to hear what you think. We need to converse in comments, answer your counter thoughts or thoughtful critique, we need the conversation - that’s what art is :)

Never feel bad for desiring feedback - it’s not some extra frill that exists outside of the creative process. It is a critical part of the creative process - and if you cannot find your audience in one venue, don’t give up. Keep putting your art out there until your audience finds you :)

#i needed this one

tallahasseemp3

help

kateosaurus-rex

So this showed up on Twitter and

And here’s that link you’re welcome

princesstillyenna

“if I cant have my dignity, at least I have something to read” <- put this on my tombstone

worm-on-a-blog

How many worms on strings must it take to fill a trench coat so they are able to buy a movie ticket?

spectacular question.

first we need to know the average volume of a standard worm. keeping in mind that a worm is generally less than a gram in weight, that volume could be really small if you sincerely compressed it—so for these measurements, we are assuming that none of our worms in the trench coat are compressed. we're not packing them in there like straw, they're all standing on each other's heads to puppet the trench coat.

assuming this, then, i divided up a single worm into eight segments that could each be approximated to be about the shape of a uniform cylinder, calculated the volume of each of those cylinders, and then added the total volume up. in all, our uncompressed worm came out to about 38.27 cm^3. diagram below:

(a string was used to take the circumference at the midpoint of each segment, and these were then used to calculate the diameter of each segment for the volume calculation.)

okay. we're going to say that the worms are occupying your average adult male-fit trench coat. they would be looking to fill about 80kg worth of space there, 80,000 cm^3. (1 kg = 1,000 cm^3 at human body density). but we need to subtract the legs, because they are most certainly going to have the trench coat drag on the ground. so:

one total leg would come out to about 13.488 kg of your body. double that, and we are subtracting 26.976 kg from our estimated weight. they also would not fill out the hands, so we're taking off a tiny bit more in the form of 1.04 kg. we're leaving the head in the calculation, because i presume they will be filling out an inconspicuous hat too.

put together, this gives us a volume of about 51,984 cm^3, or a final answer of 1,358.35 worms to fill a trench coat!

this also means that you're able to calculate how many worms you are total so long as you know how many kg you are. take your weight in kg, convert it to cm^3 by multiplying it by 1,000, and then divide that number by 38.27. all together, i am approximately 1,306.50 worms large.

#wow...#this is beautiful