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I was begging my mom for my meds and as a last resort I went "I'll slit my throat with a kitchen knife in front of u" and she went "go ahead, see if I care" I'm tweaking out🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

hyyl18

TAG GAME GUYS

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @cuntyteardrop @glassesgirlies @leninthestarlight @bardorsomethinglikethat anyone else who wanna join tbh yay

duckydoesstuff

My turn!

At my school there was a classroom full of rubber ducks, which sparked my love for the little guys (I have like 10 but I wanna get more). So it became kind of a thing for my family to call me Ducky and say that I was collecting my siblings. So when I made a [tumblr] account I used that nickname! The doesstuff part comes from the fact that I am indeed doing stuff right here on [tumblr]!

MOOTS COME HERE!!!

@therealspecterforsaken @yaoibitchnonymous @weedleysnumberonefan @ertizoel @rattyyyyy @anonmous-offical @killer-offical

yaoibitchnonymous

SO. This was originally yaoianonymous, made to fujoshi out about a couple (Michael afton x averythemayo)

then i got bored one ask and renamed my signoff into "yaoi bitchnon"

so that's where it came from.

tags: @floweryinthereal @coquette-corpsie @acephoric @sylveon-056 @stxrmydee @jeremycantdraw @fag-frog @violetbee204 @thesailorseadog @certified-mothwriter @the-watcher-of-nothing @violetbee204 @echidnaglass @stuffedmuffins @mr-beanss @bugginwithsif @thatonefurryartist @lesbianindollclothes @wintkit @ink3d-feathers @multifandomcutie13 @serious-tabaxi @yourfavoritecuntist

violetbee204

oh it’s a partly my Minecraft gamertag that I’ve had since I was like 6, and part of my discord username. That’s it lol— no cool story

Open tags

freshlemonadenosugar

no cool story I just like the song unsweetened lemonade

open tags

frostfur2

when I was 8 or something me n my freinds role played warrior cats and I was frostfur but not the one from the book I was a different one who looked the exact same but was evil so I'm frostfur2 and I've been using that user since forever

@nightbloom8 @picklejariscool @twinkusmaximuss (please aliven) @weirdowithadarkside @leytheloverboy @d1zzy-b4tz. @neo11p3r1l. Hm sorry for forgetting people cuz I definitely am

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d1zzy-b4tz

For a character I had waaayyy back in 2022 (the year of diabolically cringe OCs for me💔) I had made a fictional band named Dizzy Bats- I don't even remember why I came up with the dizzy part honestly 😭, but bats were significant to their lore so I just threw that in. I couldn't think of a username for a new acc on smth, so I just named it Dizzy-Bats for a placeholder as it was fresh in my mind. I'm pretty sure that Dizzy-Bats was taken, so I just tossed in the 1 and the 4 to replace the i and a. After a while, I got used to it, and it just kinda stuck honestly 🥹

For a little extra: Dizzz obviously came from the first word (Dizzy). But, more specifically, in a game of flicker (which I played like 24/7 at that time LMAOO) like right after i'd switched my username over, someone had said "Bye, Dizzzzz!" after i'd been voted out. I'd thought it sounded kinda fun as a little nickname, so I just decided to go by that online!

I'm one of those people who hates changing their username, so i've just had the same one for four years now. This made me realize how long it's been- Wooowww!

Tags😋:

@seraphim-cipher @n1kolyaaa @locuspocus-blog @lowkeykindahungry @cinnamongirl-kei (Anyone's welcome, even if not tagged, of course!)

lowkeykindahungry

THANKS FOR THE TAG DIZZZZZZ 😋😋😋

I made this account at 3am ish? And the only thing I remembered was being VERY hungry. I was ready to devour my entire fridge, except for the fact that going outside would cost my life because I’d wake up everyone 😭

Back then I think the only food I had left was my first blog name (i forgot by now). And I only had a few, so I was craving more.

Then I had the idea of making the user name into lowkeykindahungry (it was supposed to be lowkeyveryhungry, but uhm, speed reference) And now my blog username changes constantly each time I crave a different food 😙

Tags: @alisterrm @lobotomyyahhh @bsd-forever @akutagawascoathanger @numberonedazaihater @sillyluxky @v1visection @nikolaieatchildrensin-1983

bsd-forever

Ooo, tagging me👀

Im flattered.

I made this acc not too long ago after my account got deactivated🫩

But why the name is bsd-forever is because i thought "It sounds like i will like bungo-stray-dogs forever!" And not a second later i got to know i just called myself a BMX brand, but i decided to keep it anyways.

Tagsies for funsies:

@averagechuuyaenjoyer @stardraya @1morality @dazaistealingchuuyashat @chuuyassillyfan @dragonpaleontologist @nolongerthedemonprodigy @asakarai @ashenability

nolongerthedemonprodigy

i'm no longer the demon prodigy, what else is there to say?

@notdazaisdog @thegreatestdetectiveever @gods-only-rat @n1kolyaaa @1-ch3rry-1 @1c0nsum3-ya0i @atsushislostlimb

notdazaisdog

dazai calls me his dog but i’m not his fucking dog

@zaizai-loves-limes @osamu-dazai8787 @ryuwantsrevenge @n1kolyaaa @sigmaspeaks @atsuchemicalromance @miyazawa-kenji

ryuwantsrevenge

my name, and then

@spiralingbackintime @dazaisbaldspot @zaizai-loves-limes @n0l0h

n0l0h

No Longer Human but I had to improvise immensely

Don't feel like tagging, open tags

cheezegr8er6

I concocted ts out of a hat and sent I to a gc bc someone else was asking what he should use for a username, but then I claimed it bc I like it :33

@get-jinxed666 @d0ll-joint @n0l0h @ang3lic-aff3ction @1tzjustxjade @luna1nth3mo0n

Only moots I can think of rn 💔

get-jinxed666

JINX FROM ARCANE!!! I LOVE HER SO MUCH plus i was constantly told that i jinx stuff and that im a jinx so i was like you all are gonna get jinxed cry about it

@killjoynoodlee @tlouglazernstuff @4nklebitrzz @idia-draconia @soysaucefishie

tlouglazernstuff

I glaze tlou and I post random shit so🤷‍♀️

@1tzjustxjade @4nklebitrzz @cutecafekitty5

I hate when ppl leave you on seen or delivered then interact with ur posts, like dude hello????

hi gays

rise and grind

1tzjustxjade

Ok after getting confirmation from 3 of my friends

(Ty @4nklebitrzz @get-jinxed666 @tlouglazernstuff )

I have developed the confidence to post this kind of prose poem I wrote about jealousy

Bear in mind it's my second ever time writing a poem so...

Here we go ig

Jealousy

Jealousy is defined as a complex emotion involving fear of loss, resentment, and insecurity, often triggered by a perceived threat to something we value.

Jealousy is an ugly thing.

Jealousy is a seven-year-old girl watching another little girl hold her dad's hand, laughing as though she's always belonged there.

Jealousy is an eight-year-old girl watching a friend group laugh together while she sits alone in the distance.

Jealousy is a nine-year-old girl stepping into her friend's house for the first time and realising just how much she doesn't have.

Jealousy is a ten-year-old girl looking at her friend's body with admiration, then looking at her own with disgust for the very first time.

Jealousy is an eleven-year-old girl discovering she is no longer the best at the only thing she ever excelled at.

Jealousy is twelve-year-old me trying so hard to make everyone like her until she no longer liked herself.

Jealousy is thirteen-year-old me pouring every ounce of herself into being exceptional, only to watch friends reach the same finish line without ever seeming to try.

Jealousy is fourteen-year-old me having everything I need, and more, yet still mourning everything I cannot have.

"Jealousy is an ugly emotion," I used to tell myself.

"Their win is not my loss."

I repeated those words until I almost believed them.

But every now and then, the thoughts return.

Why do they get to have this?

Why don't I?

What did I do to deserve less?

I wish I could silence those questions. I wish I could simply be content.

Jealousy is so much more than a textbook definition or an "ugly thing".

Jealousy is a little girl who will always long for more.

Jealousy is a no longer little girl working to have everything her younger self always wanted.