To Passing Through

"I left my conscience in quotations."

[to-passingthrough]

it boggles my mind

that i still dream about you

[to-passingthrough]

if i could wait for a time to be sad about, sad about it

i’d choose a day when you’ve gone away

and i’m all alone upstate, all the way upstate

do you miss my hands hanging on the back of your neck?

it’s just somethin’ i’m into

do you miss my name, said it in between your breath

i remember when i see the moon

[beatsofsilence]

no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose but why then, does it feel like all my pain has been in vain? 

[to-passingthrough]

just another dream another dream a n o t h e r dream a n o t h e r d r e a m. . . . .

[to-passingthrough]

i’m starting to think i’m never gonna find love at this point and i’m gonna end up alone. real genuine connection and companionship has come so rarely im afraid to say i envy anyone who can just hop onto the next relationship at the drop of a hat.

don’t get me wrong i’m definitely not unhappy or as depressed as i used to be… just the constant turning of the page reliving the same song different dance through countless people. i’m just… tired.

i want it to end.

[to-passingthrough]

i’ll lose myself in u

[yearnayearning-deactivated20260]

my chest is caving in to make space for you even when its not my heart you want to reside in

[heart-liker00]

[crzystuff-deactivated20250721]

[yearnayearning-deactivated20260]

i remember you and miss you even when my plate is full and my life is packed and busy.

[yearnayearning-deactivated20260]

you don't remember my nonesense

you don't know my favorite things

you don't recall the small things about me

you don't notice the little parts of me

you don't see *me*

I am not God

why can't you see me like I see you?

edit: its okay, i'll love you like God loves his slaves; unconditionally, but unseen.

[disc90s]

[vexheart]

[hereith]

Maybe someday we will be two people meeting again for the first time.

Unknown

[to-passingthrough]

if it’s meant to be, let it be

[free-my-mindd]

Sometimes, you have to decide, “this is the last time these people are gonna make me feel this way” and stand on it. Whether it’s family, a relationship, or a friendship.

[toiich]

Polaroids of Tony Leung and Maggie Cheung taken behind the scenes of 'In The Mood For Love' (2000)