To Passing Through

"I left my conscience in quotations."

[beatsofsilence]

no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose no pain comes without a purpose but why then, does it feel like all my pain has been in vain? 

[to-passingthrough]

just another dream another dream a n o t h e r dream a n o t h e r d r e a m. . . . .

[to-passingthrough]

i’m starting to think i’m never gonna find love at this point and i’m gonna end up alone. real genuine connection and companionship has come so rarely im afraid to say i envy anyone who can just hop onto the next relationship at the drop of a hat.

don’t get me wrong i’m definitely not unhappy or as depressed as i used to be… just the constant turning of the page reliving the same song different dance through countless people. i’m just… tired.

i want it to end.

[to-passingthrough]

i’ll lose myself in u

[yearnayearning-deactivated20260]

my chest is caving in to make space for you even when its not my heart you want to reside in

[heart-liker00]

[crzystuff-deactivated20250721]

[yearnayearning-deactivated20260]

i remember you and miss you even when my plate is full and my life is packed and busy.

[yearnayearning-deactivated20260]

you don't remember my nonesense

you don't know my favorite things

you don't recall the small things about me

you don't notice the little parts of me

you don't see *me*

I am not God

why can't you see me like I see you?

edit: its okay, i'll love you like God loves his slaves; unconditionally, but unseen.

[disc90s]

[vexheart]

[hereith]

Maybe someday we will be two people meeting again for the first time.

Unknown

[to-passingthrough]

if it’s meant to be, let it be

[free-my-mindd]

Sometimes, you have to decide, “this is the last time these people are gonna make me feel this way” and stand on it. Whether it’s family, a relationship, or a friendship.

[toiich]

Polaroids of Tony Leung and Maggie Cheung taken behind the scenes of 'In The Mood For Love' (2000)

[smokes-andmirrors]

where do lonely people on the internet go?

[to-passingthrough]

“I just have to accept it, that I’m meant to love you but not to be with you.”

— (via chechang)