, die kunst ist lang- und kurz ist unser leben

hm.

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sweet nd sound

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[beyondthe-sun]

[unsolvedaesthetic]

[ldrnfroceanicywaves-deactivated]

SLAY!!! 🔥

[mostbeautifulgirlscaps]

[a-state-of-bliss]

Black Rock, Trindad & Tobago 1998 by David Alan Harvey

[marypickfords]

Glorifying the American Girl (Millard Webb, 1929)

[fuckyeahborntodie]

[ihadadreamiwanttolickyourknees]

an old famous french composer’s house turned into a club in paris

[patrickbatewoman]

stevie nicks and lindsey buckingham performing at a wedding in 1971

[patrickbatewoman]

marie antoinette, 2006

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me when I was 14: actually Im not v sad just a young girl haha classic

me when I was 15: yeah no its just my age is a difficult phase

me at 17: yeah no I am just experiencing what girls my age do

me when I was 19: yeah its just normal to be so sad and insane at 19

me as a 20: year old yeah I def feel like this bc all 20 year olds do

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as a little girl I had a reiki initiation and my mother told me that afterwards I stood outside and screamt "like a monster(her words)" to the point that she literally asked our spiritual teacher what's up w her child. and when another spiritual teacher heard that I was joining a certain course he told a classmate its good that I was joining in a amused relieved way(as in "she has a lot to let go of"). and lord in heaven do I feel that rage and attachment that was supposed to exit me that day like everyday on this earth I spend genuinely trying not to rip myself apart like i am the happiest girl ever. with a sweet family. but there's genuine insanity in my chest cavity when I slip up even the tiniest bit.

spiritually stable people I envy you fr like I am the queen of therapy I have fixed myself I am always fixing speaking well but jesus CHRIST. is this exhausting. I wish I had a well adjusted spirit