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22🌈 stoner/poet/artist “van goh’s art was perhaps his attempt to make sense of his madness, his tortured self, his brilliance” @justagirl825

[torturedgenuis]

hii tumblr!

if you are visiting for the first time welcome to the headquarters of the tortured genius co🖤🔮

username lore: the ‘tortured artists/genius’ trope is the connection of mental illness and artistry/creativity. the idea that great art comes from the greatest pain. it stems from artists who use their pain to fuel the work with tales of their darkest hours. van gogh and beethoven for example.

PLEASE take a second to read, there’s a few important things in the disclaimer at the bottom it’ll only take a min!! :)

about me! :)

22 y/o lesbian music major , who dabbles in poetry/writing , spirituality , and witchcraft. also presumptuously believe in the tortured genius trope 🫩

i wanted to explore a safe place to share my sadness , love, fears, intrusive thoughts etc , converted into literature 🫶

also a place to be my big witchy cottage core LESBIAN self (hi fellow gays) 🩷🧡🤍💛

random fun things about me:) !! :i’m a virgo ♍️ , intj personality , & ravenclaw! very nerd coded, i love harry potter, marvel + other superhero movies/shows, and i love a good comedy show anything that’ll make me laugh <3 i enjoy gaming, mostly on my switch or older wii games but i use a few different consoles. i also love a good baking or cooking show that i can stay comfy inside and watch :)

i love alll things art. music, paintings, movies, books and writing. on top of poetry i sing, produce music and write songs as well if any gay artists want to work tg :)

dms are always open if anyone wants to talk or just needs a friend <3

Disclaimers!

DNI: minors and men pls <3

DMS & ASKS: both are open <3 :)

TW: although i enjoy writing about yearning and romanticism, quite a few posts on this page contain darker topics. ex: mental health issues, suicidal ideation, alcohol , drugs + substances and 18+ content.

ART: most of the actual drawings and paintings posted on my page are NOT MINE and are from pinterest and/or google. if you ever see something posted that YOU created pls let me know so i can give credit!!

my first post!! dms are always open 🩵

[torturedgenuis]

anytime i post myself on here it FLOPS bad. starting to take it personal yall , what r you tryna say 💔💔/j

but i do i want lesbians/sapphics in my life pls say hi 🫩💔

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😭😭 what’s it gonna take yall, i swear im really cool and fun beyond my depression posts.

pls i need moots to talk to 💔🫩

[torturedgenuis]

it’s a yearning morning, hello yall <3

[butchbound]

want a femme I can smoke with, have her sit on my lap, have her grind down my thigh and listen to her make pretty noises for me while we pass it back and forth

[torturedgenuis]

as a femme lesbian stoner i volunteer as tribute 🫡

[torturedgenuis]

anytime i post myself on here it FLOPS bad. starting to take it personal yall , what r you tryna say 💔💔/j

but i do i want lesbians/sapphics in my life pls say hi 🫩💔

[torturedgenuis]

had a gay ass dream last night, idk the full thing but at some point i was partying and making out w a girl and THAT is queer art 🫡. praying this is a sign that it’s gonna be in my future SOON😭😭

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fuck a zodiac sign which of the seven deadly sins do you resonate most with ??!!¿

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when she’s soft but dominant > 😩 not even just sexually but in general. i just know the right one would HEAL me.

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yall im lowkey sick ASF, someone keep me warm with soup and cuddles under a fuzzy blanket pls and ty 🥹💔

(all these likes and no offers💔)

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me core asf af if anyone cared

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my pride month lately ft candid shots from my sisters camera , how yall been?🫡

[bluesapphism]

I absolutely love women and I am happy that I'll be able to love them for the rest of my life. Being a lesbian is the greatest blessing God ever gave me ✨️💗.

I wouldn't change a single thing.

[torturedgenuis]

i still believe in your eyes 💚🩸

pretty girl gazing into my eyes WHEN? 🫩🤏

[torturedgenuis]

i hate that i’m lonely every night but can’t get close to anyone because of you.

you completely ruined me. my trust issues are walking a fine line between fragile and shattered.

yet through it all i yearn

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in honor of pride month a tik tok i made with my dog, i finally have a lesbian flag so i knew what was needed to be done 🤏🫡🐕

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happy pride month to my fellow gays, and especially to my fellow lesbians + sapphics <3

despite the hatred they sling at us, to be able to love women and create tragically meaningful sapphic art is a privilege and honor for me.

everything i’ve written and made on here has been built off of both the highs and lows of lesbian love. the beauty of love but also the beauty of the pain. and i am so grateful to have this community.

our fight is never over but we’ve come so far 🫶 they’ll never win and we will never surrender under the compliance of oppressors.

i love yall❤️ enjoy this month. attend events, kiss a hot woman, make art, do drugs. we need queer art and voices <3

[torturedgenuis]

logically i just miss you and mourn you everyday

emotionally you’ve never left me, for i see you in my head again and again like a scratched record

which one depends on how much i miss you that day.