Sys blog/damn we should ask someone about this blo

they/them, adult, auDHD, system

[total-eclipse-of-the-brain]

Alter info and Boundaries

Look, we block freely and dont give a shit. we are very anti-endo and are far too educated on how the brain works arguing with us will not work.

We are anti-censorship, a proshipper, and profiction because we arent a child and actually can discern fiction from reality and understand censorship is bad ALWAYS.

We have yet to be diagnosed due to not having access to a specialist, but we are like 90% sure we are a system and if it turns out we are wrong about it then we will just remove the alters part but keep the blog up because its ok to be wrong about your identity and mistake one disability for another so long as you arent being ableist about it.

Alters:

"M" Is one of our host. any/they/fae pronouns "D" is our main co-host, they/them pronouns "Light" is a co-host and our main anger person. She/They/It/Star "?" is anyone who isnt listed here, ask pronouns.

[total-eclipse-of-the-brain]

you know, sometimes we think that we dont have ptsd (stupid, i know this isnt an endo thing) because we really dont notice most of out ptsd stuff unless its an alter being triggered to front. but then i remember that i formed to deal with ourr discord being hacked and we have to take our anxiety meds every time we A) think about it or B) see something that would make a diffrent account of ours more hackable. like we can not sleep its so bad.

and now that our phone bricked itself and we dont have one (we have a tablet to use instead for now) and have to wait for the new one to ship in, thats more anxiety that just loops back to worrying about being hacked.

guy with ptsd: man i dont think i have ptsd, this is just normal anxiety caused by trauma :clueless:

[ot3]

fascinated by proshipers (sic) DNI and AntiKink DNI being right next to each other... normally not the kind of stances a person holds at the same time... it's fine to eroticise power imbalances when it's real sexual activity happening between consenting adults, but not fine to eroticise power imbalances in the context of fandom art and writing? fascinating... i guess i just have to assume that their idea of kink does not include any of the things this person considers to fall under the Proship umbrella? more evidence for the term being functionally useless.

[total-eclipse-of-the-brain]

Scrolling twitter and seeing someone who's bio says "stands up against ableism" or something like that be pro-endo has me like that speed image of him holding back a laugh.

[total-eclipse-of-the-brain]

so we want to make a switch from sp now before we loose everything and are going to use plurallog, but that doesnt mean we wont test other apps when they enter open beta.

to anyone looking for their stans on endos they said "PluralLog was designed for CDD systems, but it isn’t feasible to police how people use it." so we feel ok with using it as an anti-endo system.

[fleshfictive]

fellow systems please please please stop listing out all of your trauma and triggers for the entire internet to see!!! people can and will use it against you and try to purposefully trigger you! it is not safe! you do not have to prove your trauma to anybody!

[ddu-archived]

I swear endo supporters piss me the fuck off

"Hey please be aware that the term endogenic & many other terms they use are either derived from an ableist movement and/or are medical terms that they are demedicalizing. I can't control what you use but please be respectful at least."

"Well traumagenics take endo terms too... So I can't call it unfair..."

A TRAUMATIZED INDIVIDUAL USING TERMS MADE BY ABLEISTS IS NOWHERE NEAR THE SAME AS ABLEISTS USING MEDICAL TERMS? HOW FUCKING DENSE CAN YOU BE?

— Okami [He/Claw] 🪓

[anti-willo-l]

*in my white man voice* they're making the cdds woke and inclusive... (no seriously dont why do you want to make disability inclusive. thats weird stop demedicalizing a disorder caused by severe trauma with extremely high suicide rates that impacts daily life)

[sa1ntg0re]

the only reason I call myself a proshipper is because I don't want antis to interact with me. the meaning of proship has been twisted around so much that even if I am against harassment and against censorship and pro kink and pro para (pro consent or otherwise anti contact) and pro recovery, i don't think i can find people who understand what proship means on either side. A lot of pro contact paraphiles are in proship communities but I still think I'd rather not have people who tell children to get raped are "the good guys".

I don't want to be told to kill myself for thinking coping through fiction is better than hurting real people (or animals for that matter).

at this point i just think people don't know what fiction is for anymore.

I'm gonna keep the label on this account because I already use the tags, but I think on my alt I'll just block antis instead so I don't get targeted

[sysanamoly]

ALTERGENDERFLUID / ALTGENFLU !

( alter + gender + fluid, you may change this however you'd like, ex; part + gender + fluid, partgenfluid. )

I coined this term cuz I heard the term sysfluid is inclusive to neu/pro/endos, and I wanted to make a separate term for us antis, incase somebody is wary of using the term sysfluid!

Altgenfluid is where your gender changes, depending on who's in front!

Versions with the CDD symbol, and the ampersand.

I don't consent to pro/neu/endos, or syscourse unaligned people using this term, nor the flag, and I don't consent to this being put on pro endo sites (ex; pluralpedia)

[total-eclipse-of-the-brain]

Eventually we think we will test some of the openly anti-endo system apps when they enter open beta and post about what we think about them. Since we as a system care more about ease and customization then a lot of things.

So far on our list we have: Florality, Pocket-partner, and Systemality. So if anyone else knows of an anti-endo app for us to test we will take requests

[pluriwinklepaints]

guy(s) who don't know they're plural yet voice:

"Yeah I just really like possession stories. Specifically one where the possessor isn't just completely evil and maybe didn't even intend to possess the other guy and/or can't leave the body, I extra like when the possessions become a reocurring thing to the point of it just being normal and the characters compromise and share a life together, and all of the character's friends also become friends with the possessor and everyone's happy"

[the-foundation-sys]

"hm, we haven't posted anything in a while.. man, we should do one of them system ask games, that would be so fun!!"

*reads questions*

*instant extreme dissociation and sudden enforce of random other symptoms (higherups way of saying "stop it whore")*

"oh"

[deactivated-account-7595-deacti]

sharing this as its own post too:

we made a spreadsheet template for keeping track of some alter information ^^ we've been using it for a while but figured it's a good time to share around.

feel free to use it and change it up as you need!

System Info TEMPLATE

Note: we are strictly anti-endo. any cdd systems are welcome to use this. i cannot stop "non-traumagenic" systems from using this, but i'd prefer you don't. at the very least, don't interact with me past this post.

[total-eclipse-of-the-brain]

So we now have two alters who look like, and have the names of a fictional character THAT ARENT FICTIVES its so funny like, "ya this is blorbo max from the hit blorbo show. No they aren't a fictive, they just wanted to look like this character and stole their name."

[robbertosrats]

sysblr is so cool when theres not an endo fakeclaiming us for being anti-endo or saying we're posers, ablest, and/or nazis

[total-eclipse-of-the-brain]

So question to the people who have swapped to either ampersand, hivemind, or ourcana. What do the apps look like? We really dont want to make accounts just to find out we dont like it so if anyone is willing to show up all the features of the app because all we can find are examples of the front profile of an alter and nothing else for them

[sa1ntg0re]

I personally like hivemind and I have made my profile there, so here's some screenshots

they do allow imports from simply plural and pluralkit but I personally haven't used those, but i tried showing as many features as I have used so far

[total-eclipse-of-the-brain]

I RESPONDED WITH THE WRONG ACCOUNT IGNORE THAT LMAOO

ooo thank you, me might end up moving yo this one then :)