Good Life decisions

Yo you can request shit. I’ll probably draw it, The rest is whatever I come across

[totallytubularific]

Oh yeah you're fat and you want to lose weight but all you have to do is go to the gym for 1 hour a day, which is really 2.5 when you calculate the getting ready, driving to, working out, driving home, showering and changing and also follow my cookbook with super easy meals you need to make 3 times a day which do all equate to 1 hour per meal even if you prep them with the prep work, cooking and cleaning up and also you have to start your day with my 1 hour morning routine and end your night with my 1.5 hour night routine and do all this around your 9-5 job, which is acutally 8-6 with traffic and your night classes two days a week which run you 5:30-9:15 but you don't get home until 10 pm because driving and also you need at LEAST 8 hours of sleep but 10 is ideal. And also see your friends, family, and your pets, go to a concert over the weekend, have sex with your partner, do a date night, watch a movie, journal some, read a book.

Sounds super doable right?

[what-even-is-thiss]

Doing introduction videos on canvas is bad enough but doing it for an in person class? I can’t believe you’ve done this to me.

[totallytubularific]

I will also give this drug a 10/10 if it can manage to keep my ass awake during the day when 700 mg of caffeine can't.

As it turns out it is not ideal to take it with coffee but I fear my body is well dialed into 300 mg of caffeine or fall asleep in the car while driving so I'm not gonna cut it out until I see the full everything of what some wellbutrin can do.

Not even panic can keep me awake more than a few minutes at a time. so it's not like adrenaline seems to do too much either, at least at the amount my body makes it.

[totallytubularific]

It's a little funny because I do feel much better today than I have the last few months. However, it is not the antidepressant. It's just that I'm not worrying about schoolwork, and I can actually rest some. (Which was also perscribed.)

But I only get the next week off school so we're gonna put this fucker through the ringer to really see if it'll help long term.

[totallytubularific]

First day on antidepressants and I have not turned into a frog or anything so like, its probably going great.

[bnushtird]

Original post by @/Min_tramcam on X/Twitter

[totallytubularific]

I love telling people that the radioactive goo that made Matt Murdock blind is also the goo that turned 4 regular turtles into the TMNT.

It never gets old.

I always have to say google it. And they always do. And I'm always not bullshitting them.

[totallytubularific]

Tattoo acquired! huzzah!

It looks exactly like it should. my beautiful beautiful AD&D Beholder.

However my leggy now hurts and that's not very cash money.

[pocketss]

It was important to me that she puts emphasis on the TOK

[fire-the-pyre]

Omg its Kid Vampire's mama

[totallytubularific]

Quite possibly the greatest family tradition we have is that if someone gets hurt on family vacation we all get to make bets on how many stitches the person gets.

This may seem like we’re assholes. But dammit you gotta make clinic trips interesting.

(The other rule is that the person who gets the most hurt was obviously having the most fun. However the goal is to have the most fun without having to end up at the clinic)

[totallytubularific]

My husband: I'm built different. Orpheus has nothing on me. I wouldn't look back and you'd come back with me.

Me, who has watched as at every concert, every outing, every morning when I walk down the apartment steps behind him and he looks back to make sure I'm there, that I'm following, that he can reach his hand out and touch me: Sure you are.

[totallytubularific]

I love when people are like "oh what's your haircut called" "who did your hair" and I have to take the compliment without saying that I take the kitchen scissors to my hair in the bathroom and I'm lucky enough to have curly hair so it looks more van halen than fucked up chop job.

But it is. It's a fucked up chop job. because I can't afford a real haircut. and I cannot just go to like. greatclips without them turning me into a topiary.

[totallytubularific]

Its only a little funny that when I say I prefer thrash metal and my husband prefers power metal we both look exactly like that choice. One of us looks like they belong in a basement and hasn't showered for a while and if you run your fingers thought their hair it'll get caught and the other person is really preoccupied by the concept of fighting dragons. Both of us are losing our hearing.

[images-that-are-only-blessed]

[phillipfancypants]

Also: while we’re doing checkpoints, make sure you’re on WiFi and not data

[cantsleeplogan-deactivated20200]

And unclench your jaw

[my-writer-jus-hates-the-clock]

If you need to use the bathroom you have to do that now

[immrbrightsideeee]

Please get that drink of water and remember your meds

[luxwing]

If you can’t remember the last time you showered/brushed your teeth here’s your sign to try and do those today

[toomanyfandoms2name]

Set an alarm for tomorrow if you need to!

[2spirit-1spoon]

don’t forget the laundry in your drier

[msilverstar]

This was very helpful, I took my meds and had a shower.

[wizard-council-bureaucrat]

If you haven’t yet slain thine enemies, take a quick break and do that

[scarletthedeadhand]

And preserve their body parts! How are you meant to deck the halls with those you hate without the pieces of those you hate?

[totallytubularific]

Its. A little funny to have reading glasses as a 20 year old. because like, I fear my eyes will continue to degrade at astonishing levels over time. As was foretold by the eye doctor when I was like. 8. I've had reading glasses for 8 years. and the prescription just keeps getting fuckier every time I go in.

[totallytubularific]

"divine feminine" "divine masculine"

just say you want to uphold patriarchal gender roles and you want to put people in tiny boxes that makes them require a lot of alcohol and quaaludes to cope.

Just say you want to make women feel bad about wanting to go out and work, or share responsibilities, or not be a mother.

Say that you want men to feel that they cannot express emotions, love, or anything "soft", say that they need to feel like if they are not "providing" they are useless.

Just say you want to trap people where they don't want to be and in places that make them miserable, but you want to be seen as a "hippie" and "in touch with nature and the universe and the divine plan" about it.

[totallytubularific]

I may have an internal locus of control in that - I do control my actions and understand that the consequences of those actions are my own doing.

But at some point, when your choice originally was a trade off of *some* internal control to external sources to give you a better chance at your future and then those external sources beat the ever-loving shit out of you so hard you cry at least once a week, and sometimes in the work bathroom it may be quickly proving that you have no real control over your life. Because the only option you have right now to get away from getting the shit beat out of you is to accept thousands in student loan debt without the degree that you're already halfway through.

Anyway, all this being said, my internship site has fucked me over so so hard that I hope the whole place burns down and I never have to see it again. Because everything they do literally takes away choices that I made outside of their sphere (work/school) and leeches so far into my personal sphere that I basically am not allowed to do anything at all. (Including getting a full goddamn paycheck from the job that pays for school. Or seeing anyone, or planning anything even remotely fun for the duration of an hour.)