3rd Times A Charm

My account keeps getting deactivated...grrr.ADULT BLOG. Under 18? GO AWAY.This is an ADULT blog dealing with me being sexually abused by my stepdad when I was a little girl. All stories are written by me and are actual accounts of what happened, or fantasies based on what happened to me.I am over 40 but my little age is between 5-10 depending on the day. I love chatting with older men or other women who have had similar experiences. I have found that it's helpful knowing you're not alone in this world. I want to help if I can. Asks and anons are open. I love hearing from my followers.All images obtained from the internet. No pictures of people under 18 will be posted on my blog.

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Moving

I decided to go to my other blog, @touch-me-now-daddy-2

I hope you will all follow me there.

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What the? What happened to your first blog? O3O

Freaking Tumblr deactivated it AGAIN. 😡

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It doesn’t matter that people don’t understand. It doesn’t matter that we will be judged. It doesn’t matter that he is married. It doesn’t matter that he’s my dad and I’m his daughter. It doesn’t matter that he started touching me when I was very young. All that matters is that we crave each other’s touch. My young tight pussy makes daddy’s cock rock hard, and it throbs for me. Only me.

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Written by me 💖

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Of course I wasn’t wearing fishnet when I was 10, nor would I ever wear it, but this clip… took me right back to that night. This is exactly how we were lying in bed. He was so close to me, his hand invading my untouched girl parts. He claimed my innocence that night and changed me forever. He made me unlovable.

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Written by me 💖

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But why do you want me to take it off, daddy? I don’t think you should watch me get undressed…

Daddy…should you be touching me like that?..

Mmmmmmm…daddy. You’re making me all slippery down there.

Don’t stop daddy.

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Written by me 💖

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When I walk by my daughter’s room and see this… I’m human. She’s sexy as fuck. Of course I want her. I could hurt her with my fat cock. I want to hurt her. I want to force my clock down her throat and into her virgin pussy. Thinking about how tight that tiny hole must be. She could milk my cock in no time. Why would she lay there like that? All I’d have to do is pull her panties down, spread her cheeks, and ram it deep inside. Fuck! She knows I have to walk by her room to get to mine. She is such a tease. I think it’s time I show her what happens to little sluts who tease daddy’s cock.

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Written by me 💖

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"Princess, please don't be afraid. Daddy loves you very much. If fact, Daddy loves you more than anybody else, even mommy. I would never hurt you, baby girl. It's just that when a daughter turns a certain age, it's the daddy's responsibility to... teach her certain things about her body and how it is used to please a man. Daddy is also going to show your body incredible pleasure, unlike anything you've ever known. Daddy's little girl has such soft skin. That alone is pleasing. The silloette of your body, the curves, the young firmness, all things a man finds desireable. But you see, honey, Daddy doesn't want other men using your body in such a way, no, you were created from Daddy's seed in order to please and be pleased by him. Now, daddy is going to slowly and tenderly make you his forever princess. Let's start by taking off these panties.... mmhmmm... You're more beautiful than daddy ever imagined. Ok, baby girl, daddy wants you to relax as much as possible. Listen to the soft music Daddy has playing and let your mind be present to what's about to happen. Focus all of your attention to the sweet area between your legs as Daddy touches your innocence for the first time."

*A soft passionate moan escapes over her separated lips...

"That's daddy's good girl."

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So are you into meeting people for fun?

I imagine it would be extremely difficult meeting up with an anonymous person. 😁How would I find you? 😂I wouldn't be opposed, but my husband would have to be there.

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If I may, I was just wondering how old you were when your step dad did stuff to you?

I was 10. It lasted until I was 16.

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[part 2] When it happened to me, found out that my mom's ex boyfriend is now on the registry for life, I felt a HUGE wave of happiness when I found out that something happened, and I thanked God for it since I haven't told a soul about it since what happened was literally wiped from my memory until many years later. Don't know if this is making any sense, but when it comes to your stepfather, do you wish for some sort of justice? Orrr waiting for something bad to happen to him?

I have mixed feelings about it. I mean he definitely belongs on the registry, but if that were to happen, then that would mean he did to other girls the same thing he did to me. This would increase my guilt for not saying anything. I know I should have told, but I'm not that woman. I'm not brave. I'm a coward. I never will tell. At the same time, I'm sure he did it to others. A sex offender does not stop at one, especially if he gets away with that one. I also don't think I will be happy when he dies because that will cause my sisters pain. It's just a big mess. So many feelings. He commented on 4 of my Facebook pictures yesterday how beautiful I was. Talk about a trigger. I feel like my only option at this point is to pray for inner peace.

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Feeling Some Kind Of Way

I think I'm losing my mind. I'm ok, except when I'm not. Today I'm not. I've been writing more, trying to get my queue built back up. When I write, whether it's factual or fantasy, I get in my head. That's a dangerous place for me.

I've not had any real contact with my stepdad since I was about 19. I'm 48 now. His the biological father of my 3 sisters. For that reason, I have kept my mouth shut about what he did to me. I will never tell. For this same reason, I have to maintain a seemingly normal relationship with him so as not to cause questions from my sisters. He lives 12 hours away so there is no contact, but we are Facebook friends, again, I couldn't hardly turn down his friend request because I didn't want any questions. Today I found myself on his Facebook page, examining his pictures and the things he posts. I unfollowed him as soon as I accepted the friend request so nothing he posts ever shows up in my news feed. Anyway, I "liked' an old picture he had posted of my sisters. I lingered a bit longer, stalking his photos and had millions of emotions in my head all at once. Every emotion. Anger, sadness, regret, hostility, disbelief, fear, disgust, contempt, and then... lust, desire, craving, want, arousal. Then complete loathing for allowing myself to feel arousal for the man who took my innocence.

What is wrong with me? I think I'm doing better. I think I'm healing but then I do stupid stupid shit. I'm broken. I don't think I can be fixed. Healing. No. Not for me.

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Who Would Like To Join Me?

I want to have a cozy, cuddly, snuggly, kind of day. Coffee, flannel, sweaters, socks, fire place, bed, a good book... maybe some sweet lovin... perfect.

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Is It Really Wrong That I Want These Things From My Daddy?

You're my obsession, my hero, my inspiration. I belong to you. I am yours, then me and now me.

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I'm so glad I found your blog again hope you have a good day 💜

Send me a private message so I know who you are!!!! I'm glad you found me too!!! Oh, and if this one gets shut down, my next one will be touch-me-now-daddy-4 lol

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Was it weird accepting what your stepfather did to you as a child on an adult, as well as a sexual level? Like with the sexual abuse and stuff? I'm accepting what happened to me more and more and doing things to help me like pray and ask God for help and support. It's just.... weird, nice, and makes me oddly calm and happy when I accept the molestation I went through, and how it turns me on and stuff. Especially when I masturbate to it sometimes. ^\\\\\^

I still pray about it. For me, I would rather accept it and get turned on by it then to continue to question it and go insane over it. I enjoy getting turned on thinking about it. There are so many days that I wish I was that 10 year old little girl again but knowing what I know now so that I could not be afraid and just really give in to the experience I was about to have.

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Please, share them with me.

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Because she was taught by the beast.