Toybox Collective

Hi! We are the Toybox Collective. We are a questioning system (Likely OSDD). We are just trying to wade through everything as normally as we can. We share system related content and also ramble texts.

[plural-culture-is]

Fictive culture is did Tony Stark just adopt Sonic the hedgehog. He told him "I may not be your dad but I know how to keep a superhero kid from staying out past their bedtime" and Sonic was like "fine" and then Peter was like "wait what"

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[plural-culture-is]

plural culture is needing to be In Situations for alters to front and feeling weird because you haven't Done Anything in a while so you've just been blurry 😭

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[cosmossystem]

fictives do not have to change their name or identity or anything for your comfort actually. if my fictive buddy walter white says thats his name then thats his fucking name

[plural-culture-is]

plural culture is not realizing you're in front until you speak and realize your voice is far more monotonous and flat than the previous fronters voice (i had no idea i was even close to front, but i suppose i'm here now)

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[toybox-collective]

We just realized that bc of all the sbit Redux posts/reblogs, it just looks like a fanpage for Postal 1997.

[possessed-pack]

Okay but will there actually come a day where anti-endos stop being ableist while also accusing others of being ableist? You can't preach that you're "protecting victims" while also sitting there being all "endos/those who support them are delusional!!". Psychosis is not your tool for hate, and psychotic people are no lesser than anyone else and do not deserve to be used to discredit other peoples experiences that you simply don't understand. Traumagenic DID systems who support endos exist, but you hate those too--what happened to protecting "actual trauma survivors"? You are not protecting disabled people, you are using them as a tool to explain your hatred for things you don't care to understand.

[usernon]

my mind is completely fine

[kynzhyt]

This is the only way

[littlest-bugz]

could i ask for a space/solar system themed pk template? :D

ABSOLUTELY YOU CAN!! I hope this is good enough <2

Space/Solar System themed PK template

Credit isn't needed, feel free to edit or Frankenstein

*introducing* **. . . .**

.・゜゜⁺⋆🔭 __**ALTER NAME** ***!***__ ☄️⋆⁺゜゜・.

.・゜・.・゜🪐 __***BASICS !***__ ◞ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*name/s*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*prns*__⊃ : ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*age*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*gender ID*__⊃ : ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*orient.*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*rel. status*__⊃ : ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*sign-off*__⊃ : ◝ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵

.・゜・.・゜🌎 __***SYS. INFO !***__ ◞ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*type*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*source*__⊃ : ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*primary role/s*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*secondary role/s*__⊃ : ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*activity*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*status*__⊃ : ◝ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵

.・゜・.・゜💫 __***BOUNDARIES !***__ ◞ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ︶ ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*interaction status*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*nicknames*__⊃ : ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*petnames*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*flirt /r*__⊃ : ❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂__*flirt /p*__⊃ : ❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂__*touch*__⊃ : ◝ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵ ︵

[soldierofheaven]

starry night whole sys intro temp?

_ _ ☾ ⁺₊               ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗             ☁️ 𓂃·˖ ⋆ ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ꒷︶꒥꒷ ﹟ {{ sys name }} ﹟ ☾ ₊˚⋆  ⟣ coll names ₊˚⊹ pronouns ☆ bodily age ๋. ⭑ ⚝ Dx. txt txt txt txt txt ⊹⁺₊  .・。.・゜₊  ⊹ ・.  ✧˚・⊹・゜・。.     ˗ˏˋ ✮ Freq front ; ⋆ ˎˊ˗   ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ≫ name ⋆ prns .˚ role ✦゜ ≫ name ˚ prns ★ role ꒱  ≫ name ☆ prns ⊹ role ‧₊˚  .・。.・゜₊  ⊹ ・.  ✧˚・⊹・゜・。.     ˗ˏˋ ⭒˚ Hosts ✧ Co-Hosts ; ⋆ ˎˊ˗   ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ≫ name ₊˚ prn ⊹ role ≫ name ☾ prn ⋆ role ⁺₊ ≫ name ﹏ prn ★ role ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ☾ .・。.・゜₊  ⊹ ・.  ✧˚・⊹・゜・。.  ☁️            ☁️            ☁️☁️      ☁️  ☁️ [I] (link) [II] (link) [III] (link) (Remove space between “[#]” and “(link)”)

Credits aren't required. You can credit with "pk;m phyws" or our Tumblr. Please like or repost if you're using! I love to see when people use my templates! -Catherine

[littlest-bugz]

matching simple heart themed simply plural/plural kit templates

No credit is needed. Feel free to frankenstein and edit all you want!!

[ note: it may not be accessible for those who use screen readers, and for that, I apologize. also ignore the fact you see the repeating [did osdd ect] thing. i forgor to take it out b4 the screenshots ]

System Template

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*introducing* ***. . . . . .***

ೃ⁀➷ __**SYSTEM NAME** ***!**__

ೃ⁀➷ ***BASICS***

╭﹒♡﹒__*name/s*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*prns*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*age*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*gender ID*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*orientation*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*rel. status*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*system tag*__﹕

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ೃ⁀➷ SYSTEM INFO

╭﹒♡﹒__*coll. disorders*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*system type*__﹕[did, osdd, pdid, udd, ect] ╰⪼﹒❥ __*alter count*__﹕

╭﹒♡﹒__*frequent fronters*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ **name ‣ role ‣ pronouns ‧₊˚** ╰⪼﹒❥ **name ‣ role ‣ pronouns ‧₊˚** ╰⪼﹒❥ **name ‣ role ‣ pronouns ‧₊˚**

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ೃ⁀➷ ***BOUNDARIES***

╭﹒♡﹒__*frqs*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*dms*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*pings*__﹕

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Subsystem Template

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*introducing* **. . . . . .**

ೃ⁀➷ __**SUBSYSTEM NAME** ***!***__

ೃ⁀➷ ***BASICS***

╭﹒♡﹒__*coll. name/s*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*prns*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*sys tag*__﹕

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ೃ⁀➷ ***SUBSYSTEM INFO***

╭﹒♡﹒__*subsystem type*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*alter count*__﹕

╭﹒♡﹒__*frequent fronters*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ **name ‣ role ‣ pronouns ‧₊˚** ╰⪼﹒❥ **name ‣ role ‣ pronouns ‧₊˚** ╰⪼﹒❥ **name ‣ role ‣ pronouns ‧₊˚**

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Alter Template

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*introducing* **. . . . . .**

ೃ⁀➷ __**ALTER NAME** ***!***__

ೃ⁀➷ ***BASICS***

╭﹒♡﹒__**name/s**__﹕[ bold = more attatch.] ╰⪼﹒❥ __**prns**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**age**__﹕age y/o : **00/00** ╰⪼﹒❥ __**gender ID**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**orientation**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**rel. status**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**emoji sign off**__﹕

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ೃ⁀➷ SYSTEM INFO

╭﹒♡﹒__**alter type**__﹕[part/shard/frag/alter] ╰⪼﹒❥ __**source**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**primary role/s**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**secondary role/s**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**activity**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**status**__﹕

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ೃ⁀➷ BOUNDARIES

╭﹒♡﹒__**nicknames**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**petnames**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**flirt /p**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**flirt /r**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**rp**__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __**touch**__﹕

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Alter Masterlist Template

[for use in personal discord servers, simply plural, or wherever you can use it. It does not work in plural kit.]

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*introducing* **. . . . . .**

ೃ⁀➷ __**ALTER NAME** ***!***__

ೃ⁀➷ ***BASICS***

╭﹒♡﹒__*name/s*__﹕[ bold = more attatch.] ╰⪼﹒❥ __*prns*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*age*__﹕age y/o : **00/00** ╰⪼﹒❥ __*gender ID*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*orientation*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*rel. status*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*emoji sign off*__﹕

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ೃ⁀➷ ***SYSTEM INFO***

╭﹒♡﹒__*alter type*__﹕[part/shard/frag/alter] ╰⪼﹒❥ __*source*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*primary role/s*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*secondary role/s*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*subsystem*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*layer*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*activity*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*fronting triggers*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*signs of proximity*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*status*__﹕

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ೃ⁀➷ ***SYSTEM RELATIONSHIPS***

╭﹒♡﹒__*system standing*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*familial*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*platonic*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*romantic*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*sexual*__﹕

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ೃ⁀➷ ***EXTRA INFO***

╭﹒♡﹒__*hobbies*__﹕[part/shard/frag/alter] ╰⪼﹒❥ __*likes*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*dislikes*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*fav. color*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*fav. food*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*fav. drink*__﹕

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ೃ⁀➷ ***BOUNDARIES***

╭﹒♡﹒__*nicknames*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*petnames*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*flirt /p*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*flirt /r*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*rp*__﹕ ╰⪼﹒❥ __*touch*__﹕

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[g0ne1997]

They weren't infected. You Were.

[g0ne1997]

[toybox-collective]

This is a mass post for all of Redux's art.

TW: Eyes, Blood, Scribbles, Rambling, Murder, Angel Imagery, Guns etc.

Set 1.

[toybox-collective]

[toybox-collective]

Set 3.

[toybox-collective]

Dysphoria piece. -Redux

[g0ne1997]

[multiplicity-positivity]

i don't even know if you guys are okay with this kind of ask, but im in a rough spot and any input or positivity would be delightful

cw for questioning? i don't know if i need to say that but i am haha. self fake claiming too

so uh. around a year or two ago was when I started learning about DID and OSDD. at that time, i felt like it explained a lot. like a lot a lot. the memory loss, the disassociation, the fluid identity feeling, the lack of memories before i was 13, among other things. i was really close to the host of a system I've known for years, and i was trying to figure things out. then i just lose the time, and suddenly, it's not 2021 anymore, it's 2023.

i do not have the resources to seek professional help, or i would. so I'm trying to research more. but the more i look, the more things get confusing.

for example: some people say you MUST be able to see an innerworld and hear your alters, and others say you don't. ive heard very little (that i don't even know if it was real), and can't see shit.

i know i have a lot of symptoms of DID, but i feel like even saying i could have it makes me look like im trying to latch onto a trend (which im not.)

i dunno. some people i know have said they think i have DID, but others say it's just Bipolar Disorder. it's not great and i just wish i understood everything happening

hey, sorry you’re going through a rough time trying to figure this out :(

for what it’s worth, no, you don’t need a visual inner world in order to have did. here’s the requirements (as we understand them, paraphrased from the dsm)

1. two or more distinct personality states

2. amnesia surrounding trauma, important information, or every day life events

3. symptoms that cause you to have significant distress or impairment

4. with symptoms not able to be attributed to spiritual belief/practice or

5. the effects of a substance (like drugs or alcohol)

that’s the official criteria in the dsm. here’s a link to the icd criteria - it’s a bit more complicated but there’s still no requirement of having an inner world.

if you’re a host, anp (apparently normal part), or main fronter of your system, it’s likely you won’t be able to have access to the inner world, other headmates, or many of your system’s memories at first. did works by hiding, masking, and disguising trauma, and it does this in a few different ways. one major way is by keeping those who handle day-to-day life separate from those who hold traumatic memories that otherwise would be too much to handle. in fact, it works so well as a covert disorder, many people don’t realize they have a dissociative disorder until well into adulthood, if they ever learn about it at all. so not having access to an inner world, other headmates, or certain memories is definitely normal, especially early on in the recovery process.

i understand you don’t have resources to seek professional help. here’s some free resources that may help you if you’re going to attempt self-diagnosis. we’re advocates of self-diagnosis (not everyone can afford quality mental healthcare), but it’s important to make sure you’re doing proper research.

Informational and supportive resources for individuals curious about dissociative identity disorder, who have DID, or who have a loved one w

Dissociation FAQs - ISSTD

DID Myths and Misconceptions — Beauty After Bruises

DID MYTHS AND MISCONCEPTIONS &nbsp; &nbsp; Dissociative Identity Disorder is by far one of the least understood mental illnesses out the

truly we cannot recommend enough getting therapy to help with this. dissociative disorders are complex, and it can be incredibly difficult to try and navigate recovery on your own. if you tell us your country (you’re welcome to dm us) we can try to help you find affordable, state-funded, or otherwise non-profit therapy organizations in your area.

also, “self fake claiming” is a very common experience in did systems. some parts may want to deny the system’s existence as a means of protection from others, some do it to reasonably deny trauma, some do it because they’re afraid of what having a dissociative disorder might mean for them, some do it because dissociative disorders today remain heavily stigmatized. we’ve been officially diagnosed for around 6 months (after questioning for years), and we still have parts who adamantly deny that we’re a system at all. we understand this will change with time as we continue to grow, heal, and build trust and communication with each other.

sorry if this response was a bit fragmented or all over the place. we’re not trying to diagnose you here. we just want to provide you with some tools to continue your research along with dispel some worries or concerns you may have. hopefully this was able to help a little bit - best of luck to you!

🐢 kip and 💫 parker

[multiplicity-positivity]

I know where very much not fake at all but it sucks specially as someone with OSDD-1B with the lakc of anesthesia that we fake claim ourselves at least once a week and cause we have really horrible communication with each other and difficulties even knowing who is fronting and such and them, of course the feeling of your trauma not being enough. It really sucks and we just want thoes feelings to go away :< Sometimes i cant even feal any of the symptoms at times and sometimes they all just hit us like a truck and me the host am front locked. Its not possible for me to even get out of front at all i can only be co conscious.

Hi! It sounds like y’all have been struggling lately, and we’re really sorry to hear that!

We know this is probably a vent, but if it’s okay, we’d like to offer a few affirmations for you. We’re putting them under a cut though since they are unsolicited!

- All these feelings you’re experiencing are natural and they’re pretty normal for most systems! They are definitely a pain to deal with, but we promise you’re not alone in feeling them. It’s okay to feel negative emotions and try to experience them fully! Your feelings alone are in no way an indication of the validity or lack thereof of your system.

- Not experiencing amnesia is not at all an indication that you’re not plural or not dealing with a dissociative disorder. As far as we understand, a lack of amnesia is even a qualifying criteria for OSDD-1B!

- Struggling with communication is also incredibly common and an unfortunate reality for many systems. Fortunately, for most systems, communication is a skill like any other and can be improved with time, patience, and lots of practice! Don’t give up - please keep trying to keep in touch with your system as often as you feel able to!

- It’s actually a common trauma response to feel like the trauma that you endured “wasn’t enough” or that “other people have had it worse.” You didn’t deserve any of the trauma or hardships you were put through - your trauma is real and your response to that trauma through your dissociative disorder is valid!

- There are lots of systems out there with frontstuck hosts. Our own system has a host who is nearly always frontstuck! There is actually a community-coined label (specutien <- pluralpedia link) that describes such systems with frontstuck hosts!

We hope this helps, even if only a little bit! We truly do wish that things get better for you soon, anon. Thanks so much for reaching out, and take care!