hello!! welcome to getting to know me better :)
there may be a heavy topic or two
Last song: b-b-BASE DOWN LOW - Maple remix by r u s s e l b u c k and Maple, i have a few of these remixes in my playlist and formerly some originals as they go hard asf
currently watching: no series im currently watching, ig technically im still watching touca and bertie as my free trial ended before i finished season 3 but i cant find anywhere to pirate it online :(
i am watching a YouTube video right now called American pedopolitics: 250 years of child abuse and exploitation - An academic review by the quiet part. to condense facts into a massive tl:dr, i am (probably) the only person i know who isn't a survivor of sexual abuse (or not, idrk), this fact kind of horrifies me and so I've been very casually invested in educating myself on it. if you showed me a million videos to watch this topic is one I'm very likely to click on and YouTube kind of just knows this more as of recently, so I've also recently learned a lot of cold facts abt epstein (i couldn't tell you for sure what happened with his case, i think i believe a few possibilities are likely and think some things need to be reinvestigated under different authorities)
current obsession: corru observerrr :D
i feel like I'm running dry on content, and energy to create my own, I'm scared to lose this obsession but I'm 10000% sure that with the release of the collapse rewrite i will definitely get back into it and enjoy it again. a little heartbroken no one i know irl has taken the time to experience it, but i know that badgering them on it would sour their experience, we all have our obsessions it seems, even if i wish just someone would try, like it, and finish it loving it as much as i do.
currently reading: i am bad at reading at this point in my life. I'm supposed to have finished L'étranger already, but a falling out with a friend i had mentally linked to it makes me not want to touch it at all rn. I'm actually in a book club for the ancien gradués of my school, buut, I've been exhausted, sad, and keeping myself too busy :'/
currently working on: cortisol management & corporeal recovery (lmao). i WANNA be drawing for artfight but I've been investing too much in Minecraft, i also need to finish weeding my strawberry patch, i need to update my resume, finish knitting my sweater, finish repairing another sweater, manage my social life when it feels like i only know people on a surface level now (;-; 💔), and now i wanna plan a 5+ hour road trip out to a zero light pollution area because of a really moving conversation i had with someone.
last google search: apparently i turned off history saving on my phone so I'll edit this when i get to my desktop where there is a last google search (it's probably just my uni access but I'll add an actual interesting query for your funsies)
favorite flower: switches around but i like snowdrops, and one very specific native flower i forget the name of
suggested medias: the Legend of zelda twilight princess, Sonic unleashed, silent Hill shattered memories (i know it's got problems, a lot of them. also all of these are on the wii)
tags: @bstrd-ous @meatsex @diamond-eyed-tir @rotwatcher-official @spookonlooks @tozik-observer-again
went through y'all alphabetically and picked the most interesting people, feel no pressure to engage, and also if we're mutuals or play mc together just reblog yourself in this too, i cant remember everyone lmao
thank you for being here, i enjoy hearing all of yours's unique lovely experiences, and i love you all :)
