You tell me you love everything about me.
The things that no one’s loved before.
You say you love the sparkle in my eye.
Or the dimple I’ve yet to find.
You claim to love me forever and always.
But I’ve always wondered how long always would be.
I thought you’d continue to love me.
Thought to myself, this is it, this is home.
you tell me I’m all you could ever need.
And that I was the love of your life.
I see the way your attitude had changed.
How quickly I went from being your priority to just being someone in the back of your mind.
How could it have changed oh so quickly.
How did your feelings for me vanish in the span of days.
A week had passed and you hadn’t called me.
I ask if your okay because lord knows if you are.
I wait another week and ask if our relationship was doing okay.
Maybe you just need a break. Maybe you need a day.
Weeks continue to go by and yet I still hadn’t gotten a reply.
Tears are forming in my eyes as I think to myself,
How could I go from being the love of his life, to the person who gets no reply.
I feel myself slowly disappearing as I turn into nothing but an empty shell of who I used to be.
I turn to things I never expected to in order to gain the validation and attention I yearned from you.
Things that made me, less and less me.
Except I’m not “me” anymore.
I’m nothing but a shadow.
I live and breathe and talk.
But I still never feel the wholeness that I once felt when I was with you
Darkness starts invading the air.
Storms and clouds and dust.
I’m nothing but a hollow body.
Now I know I’ll never be whole again.
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