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Do me a favor.

Dip your hand in a bowl of iced water. Hold it under until the ice melts and the water turns to room temperature. Do it. You’ll go numb, tears will strike your eyes from pain but it’s going to get better. First though, you have to remove your hand from the bowl of now-warm water and dip it straight in the hot water.

Now give yourself a slushy. At least a liter worth. Skull it. Let it freeze your brain. That headache, that burn. Feel it.

Hold it there.

This is how Anti-NMDA Auto-Immune Encephalitis feels.

aurevoirbby

11 July 2018

4:02 pm. It’s been a little over a year since things between us were okay. And it’s been a little over a year since I was constantly content and happy with life. The past year without you has been one of the toughest yet, and I always hope you can sense when I’m feeling down. I always hope one of these times you will reach out to me and let me know that things haven’t been the same for you either. I didn’t only lose you this past year, but I’ve lost friends and family. I feel like i’ve lost more than I could ever gain back. And that’s the scary part for me. I keep constantly losing and it feels like my wins are so minuscule because the only thing I want to win is you back. And maybe, just maybe, everything is going wrong because we were the only thing that ever felt right. I could only hope. But my hopes are wearing thin because so much time has passed and it only gets greater. Is it too late for us? Have we changed too much? You’re a stranger to me now and although I try to convince myself that you’re the same, you’re not. And it hurts me so god damn much. I’ve messed up so much this past year and it feels like I will never recover. I need you.

huglusted

beeandpupcat

THE GREATEST JOKE ADVENTURE TIME HAS EVER WRITTEN

goat-yells-at-everything

silver-tongues-blog

allieinarden

katielynn526

hayamika-deactivated20240815

People like to make fun of animators but jokes on them…

alexandr1te

WHY’D YALL LEAVE OUT THE BEST ONE?

maxineprimal

Can’t forget this gem.

parkistan

What she says: I’m fine What she means: Gandhi was a racist, misogynist, sexist who said that the rape of a woman was her own fault. He slept with naked underage girls to test his celibacy and degraded them to mere sex objects. He talked foul things about his own wife, said that menstruation was the manifestation of the distortion of a woman’s soul, and yet he’s praised by the world for ‘bringing peace’.

the-arachnocommunist

He also regularly beat his wife, he was extremely antiblack and a vocal supporter of apartheid in South Africa, and said during the Holocaust that Jews should commit mass suicide to shame the Germans instead of resisting. And this is just for starters.

thotsuggestion

working on loving myself so much that I won’t care who else does

cowgirlofficial

always have a lighter with u just in case u see a confederate flag

kookerus-speaks-deactivated2016

thats illegal, you d*mb fuck “always have a gun in case you see a brown person” why is my sentence any worse?

ebon-flow

Because one’s a person, and one’s a fucking piece of cloth, you shitkicking assclown.

onlyblackgirl

Says a lot about people who support the confederate flag. Also it’s only illegal in 5 states. It ain’t the US flag.

itseasytoremember

someone help me find that image of 4 cats being held up in front of a brightly coloured background. the cats look calm being held but each have their own personality

itseasytoremember

nvm i found it

danger

jhfkfghfgughu-deactivated201712

do u ever see a mutuals post get really big and it shows up on ur dash multiple times and you get Really Weirdly proud of them like yeah. yeah that’s my mutual right there. my acquaintance. makin it big out in the city. they started out as a simple farmhand. look at them now

softest-archive-deactivated2023

I’m ok. I’m gonna be ok. I’m gonna live a beautiful life and I’ll get to know beautiful people. I will create things of beauty and be surrounded by flowers. And I’ll love myself, and I’ll be soft, I’ll be kind. And I’ll be ok.