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joker (2019) + text posts
HEADCANON .
ARTHUR HAS A HAIR LIP AND CLEFT PALATE. it was a BIG SHOCK to everyone at the hospital when he was born; especially because they weren’t sure how to deal with such a rare birth defect, but at the time of arthur being born there wasn’t a lot known on it and gotham sort out other cities hospitals and other medical experts for advice. in medical schools, a picture of it can be seen in case studies as it helps them better understand the condition and why it happens, plus it further helps educate the doctors of gotham on birth defects that can often accidentally get overlooked.
he experienced a lot of bullying at school because of it, but always tried to make people laugh and draw the attention away from it by being funny, the class clown; doctors said that he would just be able to grow a moustache as he got older to cover it; but even with that, it was still an obvious feature even with facial hair and nothing would hide it. but once leaving high school, his insecurities regarding his lip slowly faded and he soon just DIDN’T CARE about it anymore; but it is one of the reasons why arthur turns to humour as a coping mechanism.
That’s life. Joker (2019) dir. Todd Phillips
SUPRAXSCLLAS┆❝ HARLEY !
❖ — Harley had expected something DIFFERENT.
she’d been PREPARED for sarcasm, threats and harassment, or even a proposition for SEX. she’s had more than her fill since she’d been admitted to this place, and she doubted it would ever really STOP until she was cleared to leave. but THIS?
this was NOT something she had seen coming. especially from a guy as UNASSUMING as him.
flinching at the WILD laughter, she watched as the man moved opposite to her with a mix of CONFUSION and FEAR in her eyes. the slam of hands to table top had reflexes taking over, immediately straightening in seat and bringing arms up in case the need to defend herself arose. already tensing for a swing she didn’t know was coming, eyes flicker to the staff nearby, but she knew they wouldn’t interfere UNLESS absolutely necessary. Arkham was just… like that.
as much as she WISHED she could say she WASN’T fazed by this display, the infuriating TREMBLE in her voice when she finally found it proved otherwise,
“ …. Wh-what GAME are y’playin’ at? “ was the terse reply once a lull appeared between bouts of HYSTERICS, “ Ya think just cuz I’m a LADY, y’can … can INTIMIDATE me or whatevah’? This how y’get ya ROCKS OFF n’ feel like a BIG BOY? HUH?! “
her voice is RISING as anxiety spikes, not that she notices, brain shifting gears into FIGHT or FLIGHT. but knowing her track record, it would very much land on FIGHT, and the furniture wouldn't be the ONLY things getting TOSSED AROUND today.
THE LAUGHTER HAD DIED DOWN A LOT SINCE GETTING IN HERE. that wasn’t due to the MEDICATION, or the SHITTY THERAPY that was more a back and forth tennis match of whether talk; no, it was down to the ACCEPTANCE and the EMBRACE of who he was; who that was exactly is STILL UNCLEAR, but it had EVERYTHING to do with THE JOKER --- someone he found himself slipping MORE AND MORE into the longer he was here, someone he already was after EVERYTHING all that had happened ❛ — I - I - IT’S - I’M NOT ❜ the REACTION given made him MORE NERVOUS, but at the same time couldn’t help but have SHOULDERS SHAKE at the underlining HORROR that lingered in her tone. first impressions were NEVER arthurs forte, he always came across TOO STRONG, TOO KIND or in this case his CONDITION took over and ruined everything; well, at least it was a FUCKED UP conversation starter.
HE HELD HIS HAND UP, RAISING A FINGER FOR THE OTHER TO GIVE HIM A MINUTE. leaning forward to PRESS FOREHEAD against the COOL SURFACE of the table beneath them; the cold was WELCOMED, eyes squeezing shut as he tried to FORCE HIMSELF to relax; to try and find the state of MEDITATION. and somehow try and find his happy place; which just so happened to be THE CHAOS that was just beyond these walls ❛ I HAVE A --- A LAU -- LAUGHIN’ CON.. CONDITION ❜ between words there were GIGGLES, not as intense as before, but enough that body was SHAKING against the table.
I USED TO THINK THAT MY LIFE WAS A TRAGEDY, BUT NOW I REALISE... IT'S A FUCKIN' COMEDY ! promo temp.
SUPRAXSTCLLAS┆❝ HARLEY !
❖ — Harley never imagined she’d be on the other side of the glass, not in a MILLION YEARS. she’d always thought she was too CONTROLLED for a mental break, even after everything she’d gone through in medical school, or hell – even her CHILDHOOD, she’d be better than a common thug.
but she figures even someone as SUCCESSFUL as her would eventually BREAK.
and break she did. break her landlord’s DOOR… and his WINDOWS… and his CAR. and his KNEES. but that’s what he gets for trying to raise rent and INSINUATE she pay with… OTHER means.
so she’d been sent to the very place she worked at, as a PATIENT, and she’d been keeping to herself ever since. sure, some of the more VIOLENT inmates had thought her an easy MARK, but a swift metal lunchtray to the FACE and a BROKEN ARM to boot had taught everyone she wasn’t as HELPLESS as she looked.
except for ONE. a newer resident, one she hadn’t seen before her stint here. he had a strange ENERGY to him, nothing inherently MALICIOUS, as far as she could tell, just STRANGE. he’d STARE at her from across the room, but hadn’t made any move to get closer…
until today.
as the man SAUNTERS over, she stays seated where she’s been for the past half hour, hair chewing STOPPED for the moment. blue eyes look up disinterested, giving him a once over before speaking,
“ Ya got somethin’ on ya MIND, sweetheart? “
THE FIRST THING THAT HE NOTICED ABOUT HER WAS THE HAIR. platinum blonde that looked SOFTER THAN SILK, the bright that wasn’t like the walls that confined them; but a bright that turned him INTO A MOTH and all arthur wanted to do was GET CLOSER, a moth to a light bulb, a frozen camper getting ON THEIR KNEES and worshipping a fire; he’d never wanted to GO BLIND before, never wanted to GET BURNED ; but oh that was what he CRAVED, every time she’d skip in the corner of his eye; burn me blind me burn me blind me. he wasn’t EVEN SURE she was real, wasn’t sure that the FIGHTS THAT BROKE OUT that involved her actually happened; it was A STRUGGLE to find reality beyond mind and DETACHED HIMSELF from it, but either way; he was smitten when he truly had NO REASON to be.
WHAT CAUSED THOSE CONFIDENT STEPS OVER TO HER WAS A MYSTERY. perhaps it was the JOKER peaking through, he and him were ONE OF THE SAME and perhaps even that part of him wanted TO KNOW MORE of the feisty woman that had the most COLD HEARTS BEAT. palms sweating, SHE GREETED before he could TRULY PROCESS what was going on; a minute went by, as if SHE HAD BEEN THE ONE to intrude, then there was the FAMILIAR BUBBLE of anxiety, rising in throat, shoulders SHAKING... then the LAUGHING started, UNTAMED and LOUD; ripping from throat, he didn’t BOTHER holding it back anymore, that alone was FREEING despite how EVEN NOW there was that ASHAMED FEELING from whenever these episodes happened. as he continued, the laugh continuing, he sits OPPOSITE HER; hands SLAMMING DOWN on the table as the end of his fit didn’t see an end, ALERTING THE NURSES; they didn’t draw near, but the ATTENTION was now on them.
WHAT DO YOU GET WHEN YOU CROSS A MENTALLY ILL LONER WITH A SOCIETY THAT ABANDONS HIM AND TREATS HIM LIKE TRASH ?! I’LL TELL YOU WHAT YOU GET, YOU GET WHAT YOU FUCKIN’ DESERVE !
DO NOT REBLOG.
What’s with the makeup, then?
@supraxstcllas GET’S A STARTER !
HIS PALMS ARE SWEATY WHILE SAT THERE WAITING FOR THE DOCTOR. leg BOBBING VIOLENTLY as posture hunched over, elbows RESTING on knees; he was WAITING to be escorted to his latest session. his heart RACING in chest; PAINFULLY SO, feeling the threat of his heartstrings BREAKING under the anxiety. it was his ROUTINE CHECK UP from his therapist, harleen... even THE NAME had a SHAKY BREATH pass chapped lips; she was SOMEONE who made this place BRIGHTER; who made WHITE WALLS seem COLOURFUL.
INSOMNIA WAS NO STRANGER. yet when his APPOINTMENT was closing in, there was that BUBBLE OF EXCITEMENT felt that made it so sleep was a mere memory; like a CHILD ON CHRISTMAS EVE, it was a rather STRANGE SENSATION -- but it didn’t take him long to find himself QUICKLY becoming addicted to it. his feet were INSTANTLY on the floor as one of the doctors called him, DIRECTING HIM towards the room; as if he hadn’t been there BEFORE, a million times over; as if he hadn’t started PICTURING his path towards the SUNLIGHT in recent months.
THE BLEAKNESS IN EYES THAT WAS THERE, NO MATTER HOW MUCH HE SMILED NOW LIT UP. showing an EAGERNESS, like a PUPPY seeing it’s owner after weeks of not being home; it was PATHETIC, but arthur didn’t hold back, he COULDN’T, not when it felt like YEARS AGO since their last meeting ❛ — HEY HARLS ❜ he wasn’t even TRYING to seem like the therapist was NOTHING MORE than that, he’d never treat her like another WHITE COAT.
,,, new tags because i cannot make up my mind IOHDSFIOSDHF
YEAH MY BOYFRIENDS PRETTY COOL, BUT HE’S NOT AS COOL AS ME !
DO NOT REBLOG UNLESS TAGGED : @supraxstcllas .
lines taken from various characters and events found in american mcgee’s game , alice : madness returns ( 2011 ) . feel free to change pronouns ( he , she , they , i , etc ) & tenses as you feel necessary .
“ another day , a different dream perhaps ”
“ i know what’s real ”
“ i know i’m guilty of something ”
“ punishment hardly ever suits the victims of a crime ”
“ you’ve used me and abused me , but you will not destroy me ! ”
“ i want to forget ”
“ it’s not a dream , it’s a memory ”
“ how is one to find her way ? ”
“ i didn’t kill my family ”
“ i’ve not come back here looking for a fight ”
“ i’m not afraid to die ”
“ when you’re not on edge , you’re taking up too much space ”
“ threats , promises , and good intentions don’t amount to action ”
“ every picture tells a story . sometimes we don’t like the ending . sometimes we don’t understand it ”
“ delusions , too , die hard with memory ”
“ only the savage regard the endurance of pain as the measure of worth ”
“ forgetting pain is convenient , remembering it : agonizing ”
“ a secret is only a secret when it is unspoken to another ”
“ different denotes neither bad nor good , but it certainly means not the same ”
“ how fine you look when dressed in rage ”
“ is our situation not dismal ? ”
“ every adventure requires a first step ”
“ only a few find the way , some don’t recognize it when they do — some don’t ever want to ”
“ everything’s a nail , is it , miss hammerhead ? ”
“ forgetting’s just forgetting , except when it’s not ”
“ a good guest does not overstay , a perfect guest stays home ”
“ who benefits from your madness ? ”
“ what you claim not to know is merely what you’ve denied ”
“ authority must be obeyed , or it must be overthrowned ”
“ you shouldn’t ask questions you know the answer to ”
“ make your survival mean something ”
“ memory is more often a curse than a blessing ”
“ the past must be paid for ”
“ you’re as randomly lethal and entirely confused as you ever were ”
“ return to whatever hovel’s home to you ”
“ your presence here is unwelcome ”
“ everyone here has an excuse for doing nothing ”
“ this world is not so either / or ”
“ what’s true of the living is often true of the dead ”
“ this life is full of random death ”
“ death is the ultimate equalizer ”
“ all have the right to be eaten ”
“ you’re not that good a liar , and i’m not that stupid ”
“ your madness will be punished ”
“ come to receive your punishment then ? ”
“ the damage is done ”
- So, can you tell us about this look? When we spoke earlier, you mentioned that this look is not a political statement. Is that right? - That’s, right, Murray. I’m not political. I’m just trying to make people laugh.
GOODNIGHT AND ALWAYS REMEMBER... THAT’S LIFE ! HIGHLY SELECTIVE, PRIVATE & MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE ARTHUR FLECK FROM JOKER. promo temp.