white roses, black doves

I need you to see me for what I have become //ooc: pkmn irl roleplay--vent blog for Concordia from @lovenpeace-pkmn

[tranquill-feathers]

My therapist said that it may be a good idea to make a separate blog where I can block people I do not want to see me talk about certain things. So. Here we are.

[@/wingsofachampion has been blocked] [@/thunderblessedhero has been blocked] [@/where-in-the-world-is-n has been blocked} [@/natural-harmonia-posting has been blocked] [@/a-natural-illusion has been blocked] [@/fog-with-a-blog has been blocked] {@/teamplasmaofficial has been blocked] [@/thetrueharmony has been blocked] [@/the-lost-and-found-king has been blocked]

//ooc: tie-in with @lovenpeace-pkmn. warnings for discussion of child abuse (esp. parentification and neglect), cults, and manipulation, as well as semi-frequent panic attacks and probably Concordia being more pessimistic and self-deprecating than she lets herself be where her kids might see it. i'll try to tag stuff but i'm forgetful due to The Curse, so please lmk if i miss something.

rules are the same as over there since this blog is basically an extension of that one. musharna mail is on; please route pelipper mail through the main blog.

[ahotknife]

YOU don’t have to be perfect to be loved. but I do

[tredekim]

[tranquill-feathers]

Crushing guilt all day today I guess

[tranquill-feathers]

Oh, we doing otherkin time?

What's the tastiest rock then?

...Salt. The other ones taste like dryer exhaust

[tranquill-feathers]

You probably think I'm a tranquill huh

[tranquill-feathers]

...I should use this blog more often. The relative anonymity is nice

[tranquill-feathers]

So as I said: I can eat salt too. It clearly is the best rock to eat

Sigh. I guess I can't argue with that

[tranquill-feathers]

Oh, we doing otherkin time?

What's the tastiest rock then?

...Salt. The other ones taste like dryer exhaust

[tranquill-feathers]

At what point does rock become sand?

Also, do you eat your halite flakes with or without milk?

According to geologist Chester K. Wentworth in 1922, sand ranges from 2 millimeters to 63 microns in size.

Halite makes terrible gastroliths, it dissolves :/

[tranquill-feathers]

I can eat salt too. You ain't special

Pfft. That hardly counts as a rock. That is just sand by the time you get to it.

[tranquill-feathers]

You're all just jealous that I can eat rocks and you can't

[gotta-pet-em-all]

does anyone else find it scary as fuck to be alive or am i just really mentally ill

[homunculus-argument]

Kids and plants growing in dark, unnurturing places have a similar way of growing fast but not sturdy, because they have to be quick and reach out as far as they can to find the light. Reaching the light is the top priority. You can work on getting a sturdy trunk later, once you've touched sunshine and know that you'll live.

[greelin]

who else up & bisexual⁉️⁉️⁉️ And very afraid

[lovenpeace-pkmn]

..Hm. You know. I know a lot of things about the Sages that probably deserve more horror and judgment than I have given them

[tranquill-feathers]

Is it terrible of me that I do not feel much about most of what they did to others? It is just...the facts of what happened, and perhaps it is awful of me to feel that way, but I cannot be much good to others as a source of information on Plasma if I am paralyzed with horror over every wicked thing they did...

Anthea needs me to be able to keep a level head about Giallo, especially. Since she can't.

[duvetcoat-deactivated20231111]

milf (myself i’d like to forgive) and dilf (despair i’d like to forget)

[disordersofresonanceandairflow]

oh pretty girl let’s exalt her in silence

[tranquill-feathers]

Dunno, I can believe a lot of things

Unstoppable force vs. immovable object. Or something