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✪ sometimes i just think about dean winchester crying ✪ i'm stanley, i'm in my 30’s, and this is my supernatural blog ✪ they/he ✪ 18+ ✪

[transdeantruther]

there’s some whores in this house

wapnatural 1/?

[mechinaries]

i thought maybe i could save you

[colorlessjay]

Destiel long distance would never work because Cas would never answer his phone, and Dean has abandonment issues and a car

[colorlessjay]

You're correct and you should tell people

[lesbiandeanwinchester04]

[transdeantruther]

be calm by fun. | 10.23 brother’s keeper

[plainwater-pdf]

THE CORNER OF ME AND YOU - Iain S. Thomas

[kerryweaverlesbian]

Castiel comes to Sam for advice about his crush on Dean but he obfuscates who he's talking about successfully because Sam doesn't know just how much he and Dean hang out without him.

Dean, obliquely trying to come out to Sam during a conversation about settling down: besides who would even want to date me long term. Cas is the closest thing I've had to a girlfriend in years.

Sam, casual and oblivious: I think Cas has a boyfriend.

Dean:...What????

Sam: yeah he told me about him. He's like a drummer or something, travels cross country a lot. I thought you knew? It's pretty serious, they've been together like 8 years I think?

Dean, seething with jealousy and horror: What's he like? Have you met him? What the fuck??

Sam, delighted to have more info on Cas than Dean does for once: Cas really didn't tell you? Well I guess that makes sense. I've always thought he and I share a more profound bond.

Dean: Sam.

Sam: Okay, okay. I haven't met him but from what Cas says, he's like, a real dork. Won't let anyone touch his CD collection, always brings up movie references no one has ever heard of- although it is Cas, who knows what his scale of normal movies is. He's good with kids, apparently.

Dean: sounds annoying.

Sam: ha! That's funny. I said he sounded like you, and Cas gave me a death stare. Yeah just like that one.

Dean: what does Cas want with a normie guy like that? And why didn't he tell me? There's gotta be something going on with this dude. This whole thing stinks. And - wait. Hold the phone. Cas is gay????

Sam: dude, you've met Cas, right?

Dean: shut up!!!! Keep talking. Where can I find this sonofabitch and how can we find out his intentions

Sam: well according to Cas he intends to be [cas impression] 'adorable and infuriating at the same time and succeeds on both counts'. Cas seems pretty happy with the guy, I think we should just be happy for him.

Dean, heartbroken and hiding it gruffly: yeah. I'm fucking ecststic.

[homoangel]

#I love writing silly dialogue like this it's soooo fun. sam isn't stupid he just has Sam Plots happening whenever Cas confides in him#Castiel: he's got a psychosexual fascination with his car. Sam (actively fighting off lucifer in his brain): and he's in a band you say.

no youre so funny and right pls say that

[transdeantruther]

u ever just been. absolutely possessed. by a stray thought?

[transdeantruther]

Faithfully I’m still yours

[strawlessandbraless]

Misha admitting he played Cas in love with Dean since season 14 but this is how the Angel looked at his charge in season 8:

You just know this is one of the Still beautiful, still Dean Winchester moments

[strawlessandbraless]

You’re so right

[aturnoftheearth]

destiel speedrun 12 years in 53 seconds

[shallowseeker]

Thinking randomly about how Zachariah's attempts to "recruit" dean initially started in making him feel ashamed about "steaming a latte" or listening to NPR or something "soft-" coded.

But then! A much more effective nightmare scenario turned out to be the bruh-huh-huh and beer can crushing of Endverse.

Dean was more afraid of being that than being that.

And like, that's just fascinating, isn't it? Zach assumed Dean would be ashamed of the "wussy" world of Dean Smith, but it was actually... the opposite. And this is sooo like a microcosm for how Dean gets misread, isn't it?

[plainwater-pdf]

i choose a mortal life.

you cannot give me this.

it is mine to give to whom i will.  like my heart.

[bloodydeanwinchester]

𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐒𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐝

only if for a night by f+tm 4x01 || lazarus rising 4x20 || the rapture 4x22 || lucifer rising

[calamitysong]

lazarus rising is a very green and blue episode

[calamitysong]

oh and then sam comes in with the ruby ruby red. oh it’s such a good episode of television

[calamitysong]

this post has probably been made a million times but act 1 is green (dean) act 2 is red (sam) act 3 is blue (cas)

[calamitysong]

like:

and there’s exchange of colors… when dean is on the phone trying to find sam there’s a red drink in the foreground… at pamela’s when cas burns out her eyes dean’s face is lit up partially blue… when ruby is talking about the cosmic nature of souls being raised there’s blue backlight… definitely reading a little bit too much into this but also i think it’s neat

[eastofedeanarchive-deactivated2]

Saying,"God, I'm alive," but the whole place is quite

[enlightenment, d. alan holmes || the rapture, supernatural || when galaxies get too close, dirk h. lorenzen || much ado about nothing, william shakespeare || heliocentric, keith s. wilson || on the pin of a head, supernatural || the great escapist, supernatural || lazarus rising, supernatural || anthem, leonard cohan || unity, supernatural || despair, supernatural || the last scene in the movie, eleanor hsieh || all along the watchtower || what's up, tiger mommy?, supernatural || gargantua black hole || rumi || still, noah kahan]

[malpractisingstr8]

whoever said famine didn't affect dean bc his hunger was for cas. im shaking the bars on my cell and screaming and eating my pillow.

he's not into lonely women in bars on valentines this year and he doesn't want the burger he orders. one of the first things he does in the episode is call cas and then he's with cas for the rest of it. so ;mwhdbfng.g um

anyway. um.