To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar + textposts
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i refuse to let this movie fade into obscurity here's my contribution. where are the patrick swayze fans and why aren't they creating the to wong foo fandom!?!!
Rereading all systems red and the first 2 chapters are strong contenders of funniest intro to a book series. Jumping straight to action, and mb is giving us absolutely no info about anything. Who are those people? Some weird hippies it's not important. Why are they here? Mb does not give a shit. What is this planet? Fuck if it knows. Here is a small paragraph that fucking states everyone's relationship status like a wiki article that we are never gonna get back to. Ugh there are hostiles that keep us away from our media #our media.
au where tommy did drive by the loft post break up like a pining dork and buck caught him doing it
I don't know why but this gave me the hardest time for no real reason. But I figured it out and now you get some schmaltz.
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1. Buck was running late for the fourth day in a row. It wasn’t that he overslept—if anything he was up and out of the bed before the alarm went off—but that he was having trouble seeing the point of getting out the door. All he did now was go to work, go the store, go home, bake, repeat. It wasn’t the most exciting life, not withstanding the bit where job was to literally run into fires, but it was his, even if somewhere across space and time he could feel twenty-six year old Buck screaming.
“It was supposed to be better than this,” Buck mumbled, the giant tote bag filled with containers of cookies bouncing off his hip. He wanted to experiment with the different flavored chip combinations he had gone to four different of stores to find, and so he made a triple batch of the base dough. Even after pawning off a bunch on the students in the apartment below, he still had a lot left over. Chim and Hen refused to take more and he could only send so many care packages to Texas before Eddie would stop taking them, but the newest probie was always hungry and would go through a dozen throughout the shift. Munoz would take some, given her sweet tooth, and Jeffords would grab some for their kid.
A thought intruded: Buck could send some over to Harbor. They’d be a hit there. Tommy used to complain about the sad state of their snack cupboard.
Maybe it was that thought that had him turning his head at the flash of blue in the corner of his eye. He caught a glimpse of the back of a truck just as it turned the corner. It’d been too quick to tell, but that had looked like—
His phone alarm went off. Buck swore and ran for the Jeep. He was late.
2. His leg ached like a son of a bitch, and all Buck wanted was his heating pad, his bed, and someone in it to hold him and gently scratch his head until he felt better. Well, two out of three wasn’t bad. He was full on limping as he made it up from the garage to the main entrance and so distracted by the pain that it took him a good ten seconds to recognize the truck slowly driving past.
“Tommy?” he said.
The truck sped up as the light changed.
Buck ran. He made it three steps before his leg almost buckled. The truck was gone.
3. “Have you considered,” Chimney said, head tipped back and eyes closed as the engine crept through afternoon traffic, “that there is perhaps another weirdo in this vast city we call home who also has an aversion to buying a car made this century?”
“His truck is from 1998,” Buck said, turning his phone around in his hands. The only reason no one had tried to take it from him was because Eddie, a victim of the call involving college students and a comically unwise amount of jello shots, was sitting next to him in a shirt covered in vomit. The smell was keeping everyone at bay.
Chim cracked open an eye. “That's nearly thirty years ago.”
“And not the takeaway,” Hen added.
“He hates new trucks,” Buck said, which was probably also not the takeaway, judging by the side eye Hen shot him. “He thinks they're vanity projects for men insecure in their masculinity.”
“He liked mine. He even did a tune up on it.” Eddie pinched his shirt between finger and thumb and held it away from his body. Two different students had vomited on him in under a minute. “How do we not have a spare shirt in the kit?”
“He didn't like your truck," Buck said, absently. “He almost didn't take you to Vegas when you pulled up in it.”
“I should have taken you instead," Tommy had said as he finished checking the Jeep’s fluids. He closed the hood and gave it an affectionate pat. “You keep her in good shape.”
Buck had no choice but to shove Tommy against the hood and climb him like a tree.
“Well, now I'm glad none of us hang out with him anymore,” Eddie said.
“We're here,” Bobby said loudly before Buck could do more than furrow his brow. “Eddie, go shower and get changed. Everyone else, let's make sure we're ready for another call and then go grab something to eat.”
Buck ran through the equipment checklist with Ravi, who headed upstairs to get lunch. Before he could follow, Bobby waved him over to the front of the bay and said, "How are you doing, kid?"
Buck briefly considered playing dumb and giving a run down on the check he just performed, but he was a long way out from being twenty-six and Bobby wouldn't have let him get away with it back then, either.
“Is this about the truck?" Buck said, fumbling his phone back out of the pocket. “Because I took a picture yesterday, and you can see most of the license plate.”
It had been late afternoon and Buck was on his way back from possibly the most depressing hang he and Eddie ever had: Eddie missing his son and Buck missing his boyfriend. Ex-boyfriend. Then in the late afternoon light, there was the truck,driving slowly past his building. Buck had taken a quick picture and then took off down the sidewalk, trying to wave Tommy down. Tommy must have seen him because he sped up and ran a yellow light and was gone.
Buck had the text thread open all night, but Tommy never bubbled. Maybe he’d gotten it wrong.
“You're having a hard time with this breakup,” Bobby said after a long, thoughtful look. “You weren't like this over Taylor.”
“It was pretty clear by the end that Taylor and I wanted different things. It was different with Tommy.” He sniffed, miserable. “I saw something there. I thought we were making it together.”
“Oh, kid,” Bobby said like Buck was breaking his heart. “Come here.”
It’d been some time since he had a Bobby hug, but it was as warm and loving as always. Maybe he didn’t get to have someone, not like how Bobby had Athena and how Maddie had Chim, how he thought he had Tommy, but he still got this: Bobby, who loved him better than a father could.
“If he’s driving by your place,” Bobby said, “maybe he saw something there, too.”
“Do you think I should call him?” he asked, hopeful.
“Come to dinner,” Bobby said, which was its own answer. “I’m making a braised short rib. The kids will be there. Bring a dessert. With the way Harry puts it away, bring several desserts. We’ll have an old fashioned family dinner.”
“I’ve been experimenting with a fruit tart,” Buck said, surreptitiously swiping at his eyes. “And a chocolate ganache.”
Bobby lovingly shook him by the back of the neck. “You’re going to be okay.”
“Always am,” Buck said, and slipped away to stow his phone in the locker. He was sick of looking at it.
4. His favorite thing about the loft, the main reason he let Ali talk him into taking it besides that it would be a nice place to have sex in, was the balcony. He never lived in a place with a real balcony before. That shoebox apartment in Poughkeepise had a little eve he could climb out on and then the slightly larger shoebox in Virginia Beach had a fire escape he snuck onto with a cold beer at night when the heat downgraded from murderous to merely oppressive.
But this was a whole balcony he outfitted with a table and chairs with deep cushions and even an ottoman he picked up at an estate sale. There was something so adult about spending a morning out on the balcony having a leisurely breakfast of his latest attempt at croissants and the cold brew he made himself, looking out over LA.
Tommy had liked the balcony and the view even if he hated the rest of the loft. He’d been very polite about it, admiring the clean modern lines. “You’re making me feel like a pack rat,” he’d joked. “Maybe I should give minimalism a shot.”
“I like your place,” Buck had protested. Tommy’s house was so perfectly him, filled with books and DVDs and old VHS tapes and weird little figurines lining the shelves. “I used to move around a lot when I was a younger. I got in the habit of not keeping a lot of stuff.” He’d studied the loft with new eyes. It was less clean and modern and more bare. “Where did you get those little wood figures? Maybe I should start a collection.”
“I’ll send you the link,” Tommy had said, but of course he hadn’t. They’d broken up and now the only personal touch was the containers of flours and the brownies cooling on a rack.
Buck finished off his cold brew and moved to the railing, arms propped on it. Down below, as if just waiting for him to notice, was Tommy’s Superman blue truck. Looked like he got the spot out front again.
He pulled out his phone and thumbed over to the text thread. The bubble appeared. The bubble disappeared. The bubble appeared.
What the hell. You only lived once.
You can come up, Buck texted, making sure to use proper punctuation because Tommy was a nerd that way.
The bubble disappeared. Tommy pulled out of spot and took off.
Well, at least he knew now.
5. Eddie dropped him off in front of the building, and said, “Are you sure you don’t want to stay with me? We can have an adult sleepover.”
Buck raised his eyebrows.
“Platonic!” Eddie yelped. “Adult platonic sleepover.”
“That’s worse. You sound like a—” The rest of the sentence stuck in his throat. Maddie had nearly been killed by that joke.
“Buck,” Eddie said.
“We’ve been up for almost twenty-four hours,” he said, dredging up a smile. “I’m gonna go get some sleep. You should also do that. You still have to finish packing.”
Eddie sighed, the exhaustion and Buck winning. “All right, but call me if—hell, I don’t know. Just call if you need to.”
“Sure thing,” said Buck, who was absolutely not going to do that. He shut the door and knocked twice against the window, giving the all clear, and Eddie pulled back onto the road.
Parked across the street was a Superman blue truck from 1998.
Buck broke into a run. A giant vanity truck laid on the horn because Tommy was right and every owner was an asshole. He waved a hand in apology, skidded between two terribly parked SUVs and rapped frantically on the passenger side window.
Tommy’s shoulders jerked up around his ears. The keys were in the ignition. Tommy’s grip tightened and then fell away, and he leaned over to open the door.
“You won’t text me but you’ll park outside my apartment?” Buck demanded, clambering inside. The seat was pulled up, and he had to shove it all the way back so his legs would fit.
“Hello, Evan,” Tommy said with an achingly brave little smile. “This seemed the less depressing option.”
“How?”
Tommy sighed. “It made sense in my head.” And then his gaze sharpened, and Buck was uncomfortably aware of his two day old scruff and greasy hair and the old hoodie that was desperately in need of a wash after the long day. Tommy’s voice gentled. “Hey, are you okay?”
Buck opened his mouth, the words ready to pour out in an unstoppable tragic deluge of this fucking awful day, and he knew exactly what would happen: Tommy would listen, eyebrows rising first with incredulity and then with horror, and he would walk Buck up to his apartment and make sure he got some food in him and, if Buck was extra pathetic, would sit with him until he nodded off because Tommy took care of him but never let Buck return the favor. No, that was a lie. Buck never bothered to see past the cool pilot veneer to the sweet man underneath who wanted to be taken care of. It was time for a change.
“It was a scary day,” he said, “but everything is okay now. How are you?”
There was that smile again, only sadder now. “I’m good, Evan.”
It might have worked before, but Buck was paying attention now. Tommy was tired and lonely and a little scared.
“I don’t think you are,” Buck said, being so, so careful. “Do you want to come up and tell me about it?”
Tommy’s hand was on the key. Buck waited. Please, god, please.
Tommy pulled it from the ignition and said, “Yeah, I’d like that.”
They got out of the truck and went inside, together.
+1. Parking on Tommy’s street was a nightmare. Between the student house on the corner and the Thompsons’ endless dinner parties, there was never an open spot he could squeeze the Jeep into. He begun his fourth circuit when Tommy called.
“You circle the block one more time and Helen from next door is going to call the cops,” Tommy said, amused.
“Tell her it’s the Thompsons’ fault,” Buck said. “What’s the normal number of dinner parties to have a week? It can’t be five. That’s way too many.”
“I think it’s called having friends.”
“We have friends, but we don’t invite them over every night.” He paused in front of the fire hydrant. “I’m a firefighter. I’ve got special dispensation to park in front of a hydrant, right?”
“Or,” Tommy said slowly, “you can park in my driveway like a normal, not insane person.”
Buck’s throat went die and his palms began to sweat. Please don’t let him fuck this up.
“I didn’t want to trap you if you needed to get out.” He winced. “Or, uh, assume.”
“Honey,” Tommy said, slow and sweet and only mild condescending. “Park in the driveway.”
“Okay,” Buck said. “See you soon.”
He pulled in and to the side, just in case Tommy needed to make a quick escape from his own house. Tommy was waiting on the front porch, bare foot and handsome and his eyebrows raised in a bitchy little arc. Buck loved him so much.
“Don’t start,” he said, slinging his bag over his shoulder. “Which of us spent months driving past where the other lived instead of just texting like a normal, not insane person?”
“And which of us almost brought back Covid flour shortages instead of texting?” Tommy shot back.
“Me,” Buck said happily.
“And me.” Tommy slid a hand along the back of his neck and reeled him into a kiss. “Come on. Dinner is almost ready.”
Buck took his boyfriend’s hand and followed him inside.
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