On the road to recovery

I am an 18 year old girl at uni and I have been through alot. I am diagnosed with emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD) - same as borderline personality disorder (BPD). I have been self harmed for 10 years now. Read the page titled about me/my story if you want to know more about me and some of the things that's happened to me. However I am proud to say I'm on the road to recovery :) WARNING! My blog could be triggering so if you are trying to give up cutting or are recovering for eating problems i suggest that you stear awar from this page i do not want to make anyone worse, thanks. I do not promote eating disorders, self harm or unheathy behaviours x

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Congrats!!!!!! :) Keep up the awesome work!

Thankyou xxx

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I made it!!!

Today marks a year self harm and overdose free! I can't believe it, I have worked so hard and I am in such a better place :-)

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I'm such a failure now I wanna cut so bad :(

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Struggling at the moment :(

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Hi, how are you?

Hi I'm ok thanks how are you? Xx

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hey, i just need like a little push or something. i've set this para' to send to my crush and i really am not sure if it's a good idea to send. they're taken but i wrote that i totally respect her choices and that's very fine and that i just wanted to let her know about the feelings i got towards her. should i really text her it or leave it?

I think you should send it, you've got nothing to loose right?! Take a leap of faith be brave, you never know what can happen x

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You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be.

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I relapsed today after being clean for the longest I ever have.

I hate myself

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I just wanted to tell you how truly proud I am of you. Recovery is so hard and you are so strong. Don't give up <3

Thankyou this means so much xx

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It's my first birthday in along time being self harm and Ed behaviour free!! Whoooo

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Do not give up! 111 days is amazing! You have no need to go back on what you've achieved! Stay strong gorgeous x

Thankyou I'm really trying I promise xx

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Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?

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•I can see you for only a glimpse and tell that you are hurting, so don’t lie to me.

•I can take one look at you and just by the way you carry yourself and act I can’t tell you that you self harm.

•just by one meal and watching you as you look at your food, I can tell you are struggling with eating.

•wanna know why?

•it’s because I have been there, I know how much it hurts. but it hurts more knowing I can’t just shake the pain out of you.

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I don't know why but I'm falling back into my old habits...I just can't help it and don't know now to stop it

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111 days free from self harm and right now the urge is so strong I don't know what to do I can't do this I can't

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If everyone thought like this, it would change the world.