traschcoon

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[traschcoonn]

It's weird to love someone who is not yours.

[traschcoonn]

Art

31 Mar 2022

I wanna draw. I want to grab a piece of paper and fill it with lines and squibbles.

I want my pencil to make smooth lines and copy like a printer can. I want to look at all of the things in life and turn it into grey thin lines. Make the most painful truths into beautiful art. Art with a meaning they say.

I want to close my eyes and let go, not look as I pour my soul like ink onto the canvas. My darkest secrets, my darkest moments all right there on a piece of paper.

I want to draw and pretend it will help me. Pretend it will help me heal, help me fix. I love drawing so much, but I know it won't make me happy.

Cause in the end I have to be happy, for my hobbies to be enjoyable

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

“When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That's why you can't fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that's why, when you really connect with a person's inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.”

- Lisa Unger (via quotemadness)

[traschcoonn]

That's why i only can fall in love with someone that i actually know

[fatalplants]

[ruffboi-mags]

And the universe said "I love you because you are love".

[jesterbots]

"ohh what if my kid starts identifying as a CAT because of the trans agenda we have to prote—" well they've always done that. do you remember the psychological effects of h2o on young girls. of warrior cats on autistic children. i believed i was a demigod because of percy jackson. twilight came out and kids were telling their friends they were secretly vampires. this is just a thing kids do. worry less

[traschcoonn]

THIS

Its called being a kid people!!

[fibro-memes]

[traschcoonn]

I have forgotten before that i have chronic illnesses and i would go like

"Wow why am i so lazy sheesh"

[axetofall]

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

[traschcoonn]

Im not that ill im just silly

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

"But why do you let your disability stop you?" Because that's.... what disabilities... do. That's... literally the basic definition... of being disabled... A disability impairs your ability to function. That's what the term means. That's the main thing

[traschcoonn]

No im not lazy

Yes i joke and say i am

But i cannot physically move without being in excruciating pain some days

So excuse me for being 'lazy'