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“WHEN I WAS A KID, I USED TO THINK ABOUT WHAT KIND OF MAN I’D TURN OUT TO BE. I NEVER THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD TURN OUT THIS WAY.”
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tooxldtorememxer:
Another chuckle, but more like a hard push of air left him at his answer. “That’s absolutely nothing,” it bled over in a series of chuckles and giggles from there. “But I get it,” Even though he was curious, he wasn’t sure how much he’d actually wanted to know. It was enough to know what was out there, last time had been more than enough for him and his friends but they would have to live with that knowledge forever now. Would they ever feel really safe again? Probably not.
“Ah,” he said and rolled over on his side so he faced Leon and pushed himself up on one elbow. In his other hand he held up a ziplock back he’d pulled from his back pocket. “With this,” he said. The bag held something that looked like course ground bark. “Say what you want about herbal medicine, you don’t have to believe it, but this shit works, enough could knock out a fucking horse,” When you travelled the way Irving travelled, it was easy to see a different side of things because he had time to explore what he wanted to explore. “you might be tripping balls at first, or you’ll fall right asleep. Either way,” he shrugged and dropped the bag on top of Leon’s chest. “You’ll have a great sleep. It’s not drugs and can be poisonous if you take too much too often but you’ll know when you’ve reached that limit,” he would throw up like there was no tomorrow at that point.
“You just brew it like tea and drink it.” It did taste like drinking liquid bark but hell, it did what he had been promised it would. “Or we can have a good old fuck now to knock you out instead of tomorrow morning when you’re actually somewhat well-rested,” he teased. “Even before you buy me that dinner you owe me,” he didn’t hold that over him, or expect it, to be honest. he hadn’t even expected to hear from him again after they could all go home last time. But it was fun to tease with.
“Well, pretty sure if you asked my bosses, they would say it’s classified. I don’t think I want to go around telling people classified information.” No matter how much he trusts Irving. Besides, the less he knows the better. It will just make everything messy otherwise. Besides, he’s pretty sure Irving feels unsafe enough as is.
While Irving rolls over on his side, Leon stays on his beck, simply turning his head to the side so that his cheek is pressed against the very comfortable mattress and his gaze is on Irving and the bag.
“I’m not sure I want to take something that might make me trip. I get enough of crazy shit in my day to day life.” And if he does end up ‘tripping balls’ as Irving so delicately put it, he’s not so sure what the hell he’ll end up seeing.
The bag is grabbed from his chest, holding it up in front of his face. Yeah, he’s not so sure he trusts it, so instead of doing anything with it, he simply paces it on the bed beside him.
The mention of a fuck has him pausing, blinking at Irving a couple of times. He didn’t actually expect anything like that, so he’s a little taken aback, and he’s unsure if he looks as flustered as he feels. Damn it.
He’s quick to recover, however, leaning in close to Irving’s face - right into his space. His head getting to the point where it’s inches from Irving’s, lips close enough to the other’s that he can feel his breath. “Well, if we do end up fucking....I’ll definitely have to follow up on that date, huh?”
xselfrighteous:
CONTINUED FROM HERE True he did like Leon’s bratty attitude it always turned him on. Yet this wasn’t about him right now. This was about punishing the blonde and with that remark he turned up the dial and this TIME by two notches. A devil smile forming on his lips because he knew that it would be hard for Leon to keep quiet now after this. Those dark eyes watched his lover’s face. The way he tried so hard not to make a sound. The pleasure that washed over his face. He knew that look so well when he was buried deep within the male. “Do you want to keep this up?” He asked. He called Leon kitten to see what kind of rise he could get out of him. Just as he thought the male couldn’t resist a jab at the nickname. Out of his peripheral he could see one of his team turn slightly to look over his shoulder, eyes going to Leon then to Chris. It was apparent that they heard the something. “Is everything okay captain? Leon seems like he’s not doing so well.” Chris turned slightly in his face to face his team. His face unreadable. He could tell already them seemed concerned unaware of what was really happening. “Of course, everything is okay. Leon’s doing just fine, aren’t you babe.” His gaze cut back to the blonde. He could sense his team relax and some laughter came from them before they went back to their own conversation.
With the dial being turned up two notches, the buzz goes from a slight and slow vibration to something much faster and harder and it causes Leon’s entire body to jolt forward, fingers curling around the edge of the table as teeth bite down on his bottom lip to stifle the cry of pleasure so hard that Leon can taste the coppery and metallic taste of blood.
Do you want to keep this up?
All Leon can do is shake his head in response back and forth in a ‘no’ motion because he doesn’t trust his voice. He falls silent, seemingly submitting, for now. The constant buzz has nails digging into the table, a low whimper leaving his lips at the surge of pleasure that rushes over him.
If it wasn’t for the cock ring, Leon’s not so sure he would have been unable to stop himself from having an orgasm right there in his pants, making a mess of himself right in a damn restaurant they plan on having dinner at.
When one of Chris’ team speaks up, Leon finds his cheeks turning a shade of pink and suddenly he’s glad Chris had enough mercy to ensure Leon had the seat that would allow his back to be turned to the team sitting behind their booth.
Aren’t you babe?
Oh, fuck. If he doesn’t answer, they’re going to know something is up. “Y-Yeah, I’m okay.” Leon forces his voice to be normal but at first, it shakes a little, and he shudders in pleasure.
Then a waitress is coming over to their table and Leon’s gaze shifts to her before staring back at Chris and trying to look as normal as possible.
“What can I get you two?” She asks, shooting Leon a confused look when she sees him squirming a little and Leon can feel the already there blush on his cheeks deepen.
However, then he gets an idea, something as a form of payback for making he feel so damn embarrassed. He’s well aware it may get the vibrators placed on the highest setting and the agent can only hope his lover will take mercy on him and slow it back down shortly after but he’s not going down without a fight.
So, as the waitress looks at Chris, expectantly waiting for an answer - Leon lifts his foot to press against Chris’ crotch. A light touch with combat boot covered foot but then he begins to move his foot up and down in light touches yet causing enough friction that hopefully, if things go his way, it turns Chris on as well.
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Top 10 babygirl moments! Number one: Being forced to murder your entire (un)dead team
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Ethan’s well aware Leon would risk himself to protect him, and he’s grateful for him, so grateful. Leon’s not invincible though, and if he gets hurt, if he dies, he’s all he has — aside from Rose, obviously. He’d live for her, that’s beside the point here. Grumbling underneath his breath, the blonde sighs in defeat, shoulders slumping. Well, his boyfriend wasn’t going to relent, was he ?
❛ I… ❜ he watches the other man, knowing there was no other option out of this. ❛ I hate that you’re stubborn ❜ it’s half-hearted, but nonetheless, he’s retrieving the coordinates he’s been sent to. ❛ … I’m going back to the village. I don’t know what’s left of it after everything but… anything can happen ❜
“No, you don’t.” Leon tries to tease, lighten the mood with a half-there smile. It falls short though when the village is mentioned and he blinks at his boyfriend because honestly, that’s the last thing he expected.
“You barely got out of that alive. You nearly left me a single parent - what the hell are you going back there for?” Rose is here, safe, what the hell is left in that village Ethan could possibly want?
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“I tried to tell them it was too soon and we should wait before making assumptions,” she admitted. She had tried to advocate for him; to tell the top brass that Leon wasn’t in stable enough condition mentally or physically to be put through a visit from those bastards. But, just as during his kidnapping, they ignored her to sate their own interests. She could still hear the condescending tone as they told her she was too personally involved to be making suggestions logically.
She shook her head as she took another drink of coffee, letting it burn at the back of her throat for a moment before swallowing. “No, I was arguing with them too much throughout the whole call. I doubt they’d be willing to tell me in case I tried to get you out or something like that. Apparently I was being very irrational about the whole thing,” she griped. “Overreacting and too emotionally involved, as they put it. But I’m not surprised. Next time one of their kids gets kidnaped though…I’d like to tell them just that.”
“Sorry, I shouldn’t be talking like that when you’re still trying to recover,” she said as she wheeled herself a bit closer and put a hand on his hand. The one not taped up with IVs sticking out. She was gentle as she touched the thick bandaging. “I’ll see about getting a warning from the security team, maybe? Bribe them with coffee or something.”
God, that just pisses him off on Ingrid’s behalf but there’s nothing he can do about it now. He can’t fight his employers. Hell, he can’t even get out of bed if he wanted to without some form of help, he doubts he’s going to be able to fight any of this.
“I appreciate you trying to advocate for me but we both know the brass gets what they want when they want it.” and there’s not a single damn thing either one of them can do about it.
“No, it’s okay. You know I don’t mind. They shouldn’t have called you that. They’re the ones being irrational, I almost died for God’s sake and they’re sending people in already?” She’s the one being logical here. “Yeah, a heads up would be nice.”