tree roots

they? them. but he????? oh i'm him. 20 me shitposting and coping with the horrors by writing song lyrics in a conversational manner.

[baddogmari]

perhaps slamming my head into a block of concrete will fix me

[helllp-help-o-meee]

Sometimes you’re mute as a kid and then nobody likes you ever again

[treerootstalks]

SOURCE DECAY BY THE MOUNTAIN GOATS FT. THE RELATIONSHIP OF ALL TIME

AND I READ THE "POSTCARDS" YOU CONTINUE TO SEND WHERE AS INDIRECTLY AS YOU CAN YOU ASK ME WHAT I REMEMBER. oh but i guess i really DO love these torture devices from my old best friend. AND OH MY GOD OF COURSE I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I KNOW, BECAUSE I DID SWEAR I ALWAYS WOULD! haah though i must say!!!! i dont think it is going to do you any good.

[treerootstalks]

please please please let me get what i want by the smiths ft. me and i am sad

oh my fucking god. please please please, let me let me let me. let me, get what i want, just this time.

oh i am praying i am begging you for ONCE IN MY LIFE, let me get what i want. lord knows. it would really be the first time.

[as-asya-talks]

I like this description of Ronan

[dior4ma]

[codeblueberry]

how i sleep knowing javadi finally found her purpose, mel is reclaiming her identity outside of becca, santos let someone else in, langdon finally got to speak his mind to robby and be heard, whitaker is off somewhere funking it up with lil’ theo, digby is watching the fireworks with the er’s true diva, and robby saw a younger version of himself in baby jane and showed himself the kind of kindness he hasn’t been able to in years

[texasbama]

Hellooooo night shift 🤤

[only-alter-idem]

thinking about how, when adam and blue were going out, they argued because adam didn’t talk to her about things

which is exactly why blue ends up with gansey, who calls her at ungodly hours just to talk about mundane shit, and adam “i don’t want to talk” parrish ends up with ronan “the fuck would i talk about” lynch

[treerootstalks]

chemistry by gigi perez ft. the homoerotic codependent friendship of all time

she is well aware with my burning stare. this did end like all things do, but thankfully she has come prepared. she has clipped a leash, and left me by the tree. in the yard i'm keeping guard, but i do believe that i am right where i need to be.

[djmobwife-deactivated20220329]

How is everything so vulgar and over sexualised but completely sexless and devoid of magnetism and desire….. neutered ass planet

[treerootstalks]

everyone go listen to run rabbit by mollie elizabeth

[treerootstalks]

and oh im sure the girl i was in love with for the better part of a decade appearing in my dreams periodically means absolutely nothing and that i have totally and completely made peace with the whole situation and totally gotten closure

[treerootstalks]

this is me pushing the boulder up the hill for eternity i believe

this is me existing without any contact for extended periods of time, going through life not thinking about it all a whole bunch, and then having the most vivid dreams with her in them. the consciousness demands justice!! i must atone!!! forever!!!!

[treerootstalks]

all them horses by noah kahan ft. me being 20ys in a transitional period of lonliness

okay but did you know that i crossed the county line therefore i cannot go back. i feel as though i am always on my own.

[treerootstalks]

in addition to this, please tell me when it feels like you cannot escape me. you can absolutely totally yell at me like dad would yell at all the noise i am making. i know "this" is not mine anymore, because i made WAAAYYY too much goddamn noise.

(this is probably why i am always on my own)

[toosharpteeth]

teeny tiny jinx screaming “why did you leave me?” through tears is something so personal to me

[treerootstalks]

oh i miss so many people so much

[treerootstalks]

"the grief doesnt shrink, you just grow around it" okay but how do we do that. how do people live with this every single day for the rest of time. because it is the rest of time. because theyre dead.

[treerootstalks]

headed north noah kahan ft. my dead friend

hey alec, it actually HAS gone to shit without you. it was kinda shit before, but at least i had you. i will say though, there are actually a LOT of things to report. nonetheless, i hope you are bored (and happy and at peace and at rest and calm) and headed north.