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A celebration of five years of canon Destiel written to accompany my November 5th art works:
Five Months Later & Five Years Later
which were drawn for the fifth anniversary of November 5th 2020.
Five by Five by Five by Treezenith
Rated E, Dean/Castiel, Post-Canon Fix it
Summary:
Two scenes of Dean Winchester and Castiel's relationship told in fives. Their first kiss, five months after Castiel went to the Empty, and their far-from-first kiss, five years after.
Excerpt: (under the cut)
"It’s been five months since the Empty took Cas and five days since Dean got him back. The wound on Dean’s heart is both old and fresh. It’s a bone with a past break that healed badly initially and had to be re-broken to set correctly. It’s a scabbed over gash with new sutures holding it closed.
Getting Cas back was painful. The slow, torturous months of research and bargaining (more like begging, honestly). The final few days of sharp, dangerous hope warring with the threat of utter despair if the ritual— the last-ditch-if-this-doesn’t-work-nothing-will ritual— failed. The physical pain of the Shadow’s snatching hands trying to keep its grip on the both of them as Dean dragged a limp Castiel back through the portal.
The whole ordeal was agony.
But now the healing can get underway in earnest.
The bullet’s been removed from the gunshot wound, and the edges of gaping skin have been stitched closed with dental floss and a curved quilting needle.
Cas is back. Cas is home.
Dean is elated, obviously, it’s just taking his subconscious a little longer to catch up. So when he wakes gasping from a nightmare of sticky, stifling black ooze engulfing Cas, it takes him a good few minutes of despondent sobbing to remember that somewhere in the echoing halls of the bunker, Cas is fine. He’s alive and well and probably reading some dusty old tome written in Coptic or some shit."
see i'll always be on the side of "jimmy died when RAPHAEL exploded cas, not when lucifer did" bc 1) it frees my boy jimmy only like a couple weeks after the rapture and 2) it makes his burger obsession in my bloody valentine even funnier. he blames his behavior on a dead man.