quit barking at the moon

alex ☆ twenty-six ☆ they/she ☆ 18+

[eastofshane]

alex || twenty-six || they/she || web weaver + writer

✵ ao3, bluesky

✵ @nofeelingisfinall

✵ @cosmicanines

✵ @coyoteshane

✵ @wishboneweavings

just here to have a good time and talk about everything and nothing

used to be @/eastofedean

[firstprinced]

[eastofshane]

little rant below. I'm sorry in advance

my coworker is sick again. which isn't... that's not why I am mad because of course she should stay at home and get the rest she needs. I think I am angry at myself. angry that I can't get myself to like take care of myself. angry that I am still working in a field that isn't made for me. I mean, i am good at what I do, but it's exhausting as fuck and I am responsible for so many children all the time and on top of that I have to deal with the adults at work and it's just... idk man. sometimes I feel like I am not meant for human interaction. not meant for a life on this earth because I either feel too much or nothing at all. and I do know that people tell you that things will get better and things will work out...but how? I've been trying for years. I've been trying to get better, I tried to make friends and I fucked it all up. I am unhappy with my job, I am back at my parents place, I still wanna die, I fucked up the only friendship I had. the only thing I do is go to work and recover from work. I try to interact with people online but these people aren't like... i won't ever meet anyone, let alone be able to like let anyone in again. I am so angry at myself for wanting friends and maybe love but knowing damn well that I am incapable. I am angry at myself for believing that I could change or that life could be like in the movies. I know it's exhausting to be around me. I do try, still. But most days I'm just tired and I wanna go home but I don't where that's supposed to be

[kaijuerotica]

shane in an itty bitty cut off crop top and booty shorts. thank you for your time

[coyoteshane]

I think we have to recenter shane rimming ilya

[lostcryptids]

the problem with horror now is there is no men in little tank tops and booty shorts

[deadmentellnotales13]

[mint-stone]

[ilyasmole]

so...its established fannon that ilya loves call shane his зайчик (bunny) and im just picturing ilya saying that while shane is riding him...like 'so good мой зайчик bouncing like a little bunny' and its all cute and sweet until ilya starts specifically calling shane зайчик cause he wants shane bouncing on it....the thought of bunny/зайчик becoming a trigger word for hollanov...after a game or at some kind of event ilya just whispering to shane 'lets go home зайчик' or 'time to leave bunny' and shane almost pops a boner in front of whoever theyre talking to cause he Knows whats going to happen when they get home😋

this is hot as fuck oh my god

[sinjikit]

a leg bruise is sorta like a tattoo you don't need to pay for. and it's chic!

[gonzocoded]

don’t ever kill your self because maybe someday you will get brunch with your tumblr mutual

[recklessmoss]

𝙻𝙰𝙸𝙺𝙰 𝚃𝙾 𝙶𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙳 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙻 — I miss you , Have I told you that yet?

[theofficialastronomy101]

This is one of the strongest solar storms in ages. View from ISS is incredible.

[eastofshane]

can i be vulnerable for a second? don't laugh okay... sometimes I do wander what it feels like to be in love

[shanehollandered]

[xanaxfarts]

Moonbows

A moonbow, also known as a lunar rainbow or white rainbow, is a rainbow created by moonlight rather than sunlight. It's formed when light from the moon refracts and reflects off water droplets, like those in rain or mist, creating a visible arc of light in the sky. Moonbows are generally fainter and less colorful than regular rainbows, and they are much rarer due to the need for specific conditions like a full or near-full moon, clear skies, and dark skies.

[spoiledmilks]

idk man that letter made me very sad

[eastofshane]

these are still kinda insane to me

[eastofshane]

I mean.....

[eastofshane]

these are still kinda insane to me