I am different now; I’m a mess.

elizabeth ' liz ' ortecho. ( independent & semi-selective liz ortecho from cw's roswell, new mexico. ) [ penned by chela. ]

[tresphds]

hello & welcome to my diary blog ! my name is chelsea ( but pls call me chela ! ) ( she/her ) -- i currently reside in the mountain time zone in the midwest ! (Idaho/GMT). my times online are S P O R A D I C ; as I work a LOT. This blog is for :                  ELIZBETH ❛ LIZ ❜ ORTECHO                             from the CW’s roswell, new mexico !

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[liz-max]

[tresphds]

Like to plot a small thing !! xoxo.

[invcntion]

okay but rn i really want one of those cliche ‘we’re broken up but i never changed my emergency contact and now i’m in hospital and ?? why are you here first at my side you didn’t have to come’ sort of plots with all the angst 

[tresphds]

❝ LOOK, MAN, I ALREADY told you we were out of flying sauce.. we’re making more right now, you just have to be pati-... ❞ liz turned around, blinking rapidly, suddenly embarrased, ❝ oh, shoot, i-.. i’m sorry. i wasn’t trying to be snappy.. where’ve you been ? ❞

[tresphds]

HELLO, fellow alien-lovers and non-alien-lovers alike! I would LIKE to return at some point (sooner, rather than later), so if you’d like to do a thing, pls reply to my open I’m about to post !!! xoxo gossip gurl.

[tresphds]

i am ALMOST caught up with my homework. ALMOST. i am off work most this week, due to appts, but like, yknow, i miss writing. 

[stcrlghts]

i think what’s on a person’s nightstand is very telling so reblog this and put in the tags the things you have on your nightstand

[sammy-bryant]

MICHAEL TREVINO Photographed by The Riker Brothers | SEPT 2020

[sagamemes]

15 questions about mun’s taste in muses.

how many muses, do you think, have you had in total while on tumblr?

are there any tropes that pull you in or that you realise are reoccuring in your muses?

do you often get ideas when watching new media? do you end up wanting a canon character, an oc in that world, or just things involving current muses in the world / with those characters?

what’s the weirdest muse you’ve ever had?

who is / was your favourite muse of all time to play?

is there a muse you’d add or bring back if you didn’t have to worry about whether others are interested in them or not?

what age group, gender and ethnicity do you most often end up playing?

who is your latest muse? can be someone you’re only considering / not planning to play at all, but is tempting you.

have the types of characters you play changed over the years?

if you play original muses with canon roots  ( like oc siblings, coworkers, etc. )  or someone who’s been either just a name or a few lines of dialogue in canon, how do you build that character? do you pick the muse first and build from there, or do you need have the muse ready in your head and only then pick the connection, or a combination of the two?

have you ever built or picked up a muse because you wanted to use a certain faceclaim? how did it go?

what’s the weirdest thing that has ever inspired you to make or pick up a muse?

have you ever not gone through with playing / adding / making a blog for a muse because you’ve feared no one would care about that specific muse?

if you see that a friend of yours has just made a blog for a muse you were planning to play, will you still make the blog?

which muses of yours have currently very dead fandoms?

[tresphds]

( MIKEY. )

     “Either one. Not like I’m gonna turn down booze or deep-fried sodium,” Michael says, shrugging, as he plops down in the seat across from her. Apparently, he showed up just in time. “Is there a reason you’re hitting the hard stuff already, or did I show up late for Happy Hour?”

A SOFT CHUCKLE ESCAPED her lips, ❝ fair point, i should’ve just handed you a glass and your own plate as you walked in the door. ❞ she smirked, pushing the plate toward him before getting a cup and dropping some ice in it, tipping the bottle enough to fill above the ice. ❝ no, no reason. not really, anyway. same old same old. i had a baby throw a ketchup soaked fry into my hair today, so.. i decided tequila was a good plan. ❞

[tresphds]

Deep Ass Starters.

Sometimes it's hard to get in depth with your muse and their backstory, because you can't figure out how to bring those things up with others. Here are a couple of starters intended to make things a little more personal!

"What's holding you back?"

"I'm not comfortable with this conversation."

"Will you /ever/ be comfortable with this conversation?"

"Let me in sometime!"

"It's not that easy, you know."

"Help me understand."

"It's hard to connect with someone when all they do is push you away."

"Why are you always so cold?"

"Why are you always so happy?"

"Are you really happy now?"

"Who hurt you this badly to make you this way?!"

"What, did your ex mess you up that badly?!"

"Why do you keep fighting it any time you feel?"

"It's a problem, I get it."

"This is all kinds of messed up."

"That's not exactly a good coping method."

"So what happened, with your parents, really?"

"What was your childhood like?"

"Everyone has at lest a little bit of mommy/daddy issues. It's nothing to be ashamed of."

"My parents aren't exactly perfect models, either."

"You were bullied? What for?"

"Was it hard? Coming out, I mean."

"You can't just run away all the time."

"You can't just hide all the time."

"Are you still thinking about them?"

"I'm not the enemy here. But this makes me wonder who the real one is for you."

"Is the reason you're so cold and defensive because you feel threatened?"

"How long has it been since you last spoke to them?"

"You never talk about it, why?"

"How come you're so different around them?"

"It's like you don't have a care or worry in the world."

"You seem so perfect. I don't get it."

"What was your ex like?"

"I don't think I was ever good enough for them."

"Are you not comfortable being intimate?"

"Why don't you feel comfortable being intimate?"

"Letting someone see you that vulnerable, it's a scary thing."

"Are you scared of being hurt?"

"Have you ever been taken advantage of?"

"Why are you afraid of saying I love you?"

"I never understood how someone could say those words so easily."

"You're hurting others the way you've been hurt in the past, don't you think that's ironic?"

"You use people to make yourself feel better."

"I'm scared of being used again..."

"Losing someone isn't easy, but you're making it harder than it needs to be."

"How long has it been since you lost them?"

"You're too attached."

"I'm not attached, I'm just comfortable with what I'm familiar to."

"Maybe the real reason you're so controlling is because, deep down you'd rather have them in your grasp than lose them."

"Why did you ever break up?" / "Why did we ever break up?"

[ltbelanna]

JEANINE MASON in ROSWELL: NEW MEXICO | 2x05 “I’ll Stand by You“

[tresphds]

Like to plot with this smarty pants girl ! i need to get into a writing mindset with school starting again and i need to establish liz a bit more ! xoxo 

[ladiesofrnm]

itsjeaninemason I can’t tell you how much this woman’s existence gives me. What it means to me as a Latina. As a curious, optimistic daughter of immigrants. As someone who loves NYC! Exceptional and the first of our Liz Ortecho Season 3 reads. #J9sBookclub #ReadswellNM #soniasotomayor

[queermil]

now hand me my armor

[maycanady]

Jeanine Mason as Liz Ortecho Roswell, New Mexico | 2.13 “Mr. Jones”