well behaved women rarely make history.

Trinity Samantha Anderson. 18. Freshman in college. Part-time nanny. It's Complicated.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...[Private]

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You’re gonna be okay, Trinity. I promise you. Everything is going to be okay. 

[trinity-samantha]

...I haven't told my mom, yet, Aiden.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...[Private]

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………

Oh. Well…I mean….it could be worse? 

[trinity-samantha]

Aiden.... I'm pregnant...

I don't even know the first thing to pregnancy... and newborn babies...

[limatroutysam]

text-Trinity

[limatroutysam]

Ash": I just didn’t think you were trying to talk to the world. Its ok. No need to apologize to me.

[trinity-samantha]

Trinity: Not really... um, still. Sorry.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...[Private]

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Hey…it’s okay Trin…you’re…you’re still gonna be really beautiful even if you’re fat and stuff ya know? I mean they have medicine for heat disease and stuff you don’t even HAVE to get fat if you take care of yourself. Don’t cry. It’s okay. It’s just 3 pounds. I mean I don’t know about why you have weird cravings, Id on’t remember learning about that in Anatomy when we went over the cardiovascular chapter but I mean maybe…it’s…cause……….

………Oh. 

[trinity-samantha]

Yeah... oh...

[limatroutysam]

text-Trinity

Ash: you might want take that conversation with aiden private. ….

[trinity-samantha]

Trinity: Shit! Shit! Shit! I am not even thinking right now, Ash... sorry.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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Oh. Hey you know it’s cool if you have heart disease. Like that can be genetic and stuff and there’s pills you can take now. It’s cool. ya know maybe exercise should be good and stuff. As long as your careful.

[trinity-samantha]

Yes, Aiden, I have a heart disease. That is why I've gained 3 pounds and probably even more now. And I just have the weirdest fucking cravings in the whole entire world. Hell, chocolate is even making me sick now it's too damn sweet and I just.. want salt on everything! And I just want to cuddle up with a bigass pillow and cry because I'm going to get so... fat! And oh my God, I just want to cry.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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Holy shit, Trin….You aren’t…you don’t have Lupus do you?

[trinity-samantha]

No, I do not have Lupus, Aiden.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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Don’t be weird dude, unless you have like…heart disease, or lupus or pregnant you can totally take it dude.

[trinity-samantha]

Well...maybe one of those three things is going on with me.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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Hmmm…take some melatonin tablets? Those help sometimes. Or maybe like…go work out? 

[trinity-samantha]

Melatonin isn't recommended for.... um, but working out, maybe.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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Take a nap. Those are always good. 

[trinity-samantha]

I already tried to. Couldn't fall back asleep.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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You need some rest lil’ lady. Maybe it’s just stress. 

[trinity-samantha]

Maybe I need some more... but I really don't need stress right now.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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The future is scary when you don’t have anything planned. Or when you’re not thinking about it. It’s anticipation. Even when you think about the future itself, at least you see all the options. Hey…it’s not that big of a deal lil red. Why are you getting so worked up?

[trinity-samantha]

I, um, I didn't get enough sleep is all. It's nothing, sorry. Just... freaking out a bit. Sorry.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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What? I mean you two are living together now. Usually that’s how things work out. I’m pullin’ for you two. You’re like my OTP or whatever. Ya know like those kids on the internet say. You’re like…Bruce Wayne and Catwoman. Buffy and Angel. Noah and Allie. 

[trinity-samantha]

Yes, we're living together. But neither of us are thinking that far ahead into the future. And now we're going to have to and I'm already freaking out because of that. And... I just... the future is scaring me, Aiden. It's fucking terrifying. 

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

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AWwwww…look at you too being all lovey dovey and living with each other. soon it’ll be marriage and a baby carriage and like…walkers for old people ya know? 

[trinity-samantha]

Yeah... marriage and babies... and god... why'd you bring that up?

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Feeling so much better today...

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You sure? Anyway, how’s living with Tyler huh? He leave his wet towels on the floor yet?

[trinity-samantha]

Pos... Absolutely! Living with Tyler is surely... an adventure. A new chapter of my life and all.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

[aidenscitybythebay]

Thanks Lil’ Red. It’s good to not feel useless. What’s up with you?

[trinity-samantha]

You were never useless, Aiden.

With me? Oh, nothing's going on with me. You know, same old same old.

[aidenscitybythebay]

Feeling so much better today...

Doctor said I’m healing nicely and just need to keep my injury clean. 

[trinity-samantha]

Yay for feeling better!