the star.

you ruin . . my rehearsal dinner ? ? ?

[fighterscript]

this account is now low activity, meaning things will mostly run on a q / i will only once or twice a week. the tumblr dashboard changing was too much for me to process for a few days, and i now have two jobs, meaning my schedule nowadays is wake up at 630, take my partner to work, get back home at 730, go back to bed until 930, work as a food runner from 1030 - 4, then work at my other job as a cashier from 5 - 12. so  . . needless to say, i’ll be very busy.

other ways to reach me.  discord - crow #8148 instagram - criedcrow / softcrow.

[trinketloved]

happy late monday these r terrible photos but i look like an orange creamsicle and needed you all to know that

[daggere-deactivated20240806]

THE 100  —  accepting! @trinketloved​ sent a message:  life should be about more than just surviving.

        ❝ That’s gotten us this far though, hasn’t it? ❞  Though the reply is near-instant, and maybe a little brighter than it’s any real right to be, there’s a complication there  —-  something besides the familiar bump of Vax’s shoulder into Vex’s, something genuinely asking, genuinely looking to his sister for some way to make sense of it all.  For so long, their life had been just surviving  —  just making the smallest of ends meet, even if the ways were less than honest, less than what he’d ever have admitted to their mother, on the nights when he dreams her voice over his shoulder, just out of earshot.

        Still, he sucks in a breath as posture readjusts, gnaws at the inside of his lip for a moment before looking more earnestly over at his sister, searching her face more gently this time, dark brows furrowing.  ❝ You alright, Stubby? ❞

[trinketloved]

   ❝ doesn’t mean it’s ideal. ❞

not to imply that much in their life had been. her sentence ends with an eye roll, gaze staying towards the view alongside them rather than him. it’s a mistake to do so, though. she knows it’ll worry him. vex knows her brother, and he knows her, almost as if they were one - which makes moments of confusion and hesitance all the worse for her. the woman never had been one to enjoy dropping her facade, even if it was for the person who had watched her build it.

there’s a sigh, followed by her attention being placed back at him. 

   ❝ of course i am. well. ish. i just . . can’t help but think about a future where we won’t have to look behind our backs anymore. saying it out-loud sounds rather childish, though, doesn’t it ? ❞ she chuckles, but it isn’t filled with anything other than a sad attempt to act as if the thought hadn’t consumed her mind lately. a weak attempt to play it off.

[timhortons]

I think I'm falling for you😳

get up

[trinketloved]

nerdy has revoked my happiness rights

[trinketloved]

changing my fc........ also.... hopefully replies will b done today !

[casanovawrites]

THE 100 SENTENCE STARTERS, SEASONS 4-5. * survival, regret, guilt, battle, murder, etc.

i know you want to make up for all the things you’ve done, i do too. but we need to think of the bigger picture.

i made the call, and i’ll live with that.

how many people do you have to save before you forgive yourself?

you still have hope? 

you’re the one going too far, using the same justification, ‘ it’s all for my people. ‘

if you just tell them the truth, maybe they’ll surprise you.

i think peace is overrated. it’s the fighters who survive.

you can’t save someone who doesn’t want to be saved.

here’s the take away: you have to be willing to die to really live.

for all its faults, earth is really beautiful.

whatever choice i make, somebody always dies.

have you ever loved someone so much that no matter what they do to you, or themselves, you take it?

it’s gonna be wonderful. you’re gonna rebuild the world.

if we leave, we can’t come back.

is that really a risk you’re willing to take?

we’ll survive. we’ll just wish we didn’t.

we made death the enemy. that’s how we survived.

you’re a healer, not a fighter.

it’s not the truth. it’s what we say to justify the horror we inflict on other people.

why do you always have to be the one to sacrifice?

you didn’t need me anymore. 

i don’t ever want to see this place again. 

you did things to survive, that’s in the past.

what’s one more, right? we’re already murderers.

we’re talking about taking one life to save hundreds. 

if you say we’re doing the right thing enough, maybe i’ll believe you.

i’ve been fighting the abusive power all my life.

i want to see an end to the violence just as bad as you.

i’m not preparing for war, i’m planning for peace. 

we’re all just people. all this will ever be is a battlefield.

seeing you fighting to survive, that’s who i fell in love with.

as soon as this fight is over, you will fall apart again.

i was part of something bigger than myself. i didn’t know i needed that, but i did.

it felt good to be safe. i never felt that before - like i had a home. 

don’t tell me you’ve never killed for revenge.

i don’t need you to protect me. i protect myself. i always have.

you know nothing of my pain.

we were happy once, weren’t we?

i don’t want to be a killer anymore.

i don’t want to take lives to save them.

everyone dies. let’s show them how to live.

we survive together. all of us, like always.

only a fool fights a war they can’t win.

living with what we’ve done to survive is worse than death.

what happened to us being the good guys?

how do you explain the sun to someone who’s never seen it?

i know it sucks, but sometimes there are no good choices.

how many innocent lives have you sacrificed?

you were just trying to save your people, so am i.

you think better days are ahead, but that’s not true.

there is no light at the end of the tunnel. there is only the tunnel.

we are the problem - human beings, all of us. 

it doesn’t matter what we do. all we’ve done is make things worse.

trust can be earned.

i won’t apologize for protecting you from yourself.

our friends come first.

i’d walk through fire for you. i’d die for you.

you’re better at blowing things up than fixing them.

be strong, direct, unrelenting.

peace without war is still possible.

i came here to tell you that i love you very much, no matter what happens. 

careful. you took a thorn out of a lion’s foot, but they’re still a lion.

we’re still on the same team, right?

you want to weaken than enemy? what’s weaker than an enemy at war with itself?

real warriors hate war. 

this is a place we can start over and rebuild.

the ghosts can have this place.

if you do this, there’s no coming back.

you can’t save someone who’s already dead.

go to war if you want to, but at least tell them they have a choice.

it means we lost the battle, not the war.

hey, you still want a gun?

how do you choose between the monster and the devil?

what we do here now is how we survive.

living with ourselves is another story.

i’m not mad at you for saving my life. i’m mad at you for making me care about yours.

i never said i was a hero because i’m not one.

a week ago, you were a traitor. next week, you might be again.

i’m just tired of always having to choose the least bad option.

it’s broken. i broke it.

we’ve all got blood on our hands, don’t we?

i should have killed you when i had the chance.

i don’t need ghosts telling me what i lost.

i know you’re scared, i am too. but i have to do this, and you have to let me.

life should be about more than just surviving. 

it was you who saved me. 

i may never be able to fix what i broke, but i can save you. 

look around you. do you see signs of hope here?

it’s hard to keep track of whose side you’re on.

first we save their lives, then we let them prove that they deserve it.

so it’s okay for me to be the monster, but not you, right?

your mistake was power - liking it. it’s the kiss of death. 

one garden. two serpents. eden never stood a chance. 

[daggere-deactivated20240806]

    ❝ You test your path constantly, without knowing         YOU’VE BEEN PREPARING FOR THIS MANTLE YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. ❞

    independent and selective vax'ildan of critical role, stealthed by dean!  //  art cred.

[trinketloved]

still alive ! just busy between work and school. you can find me on discord or on my mumu tonight ! @silentaint

[trinketloved]

i associate carrd with kinnies so much that every time i see someone in the rpc community use them, theres a solid 5 seconds of jus. WAIT..... A MINUTE......

[eyeshield21-archive]

in all seriousness, PLEASE start making your themes accessible for everyone. not everyone can read 6px font. not everyone can clearly see your 200px posts or your light pink text over a white background. it might look “cute” “pretty” or “minimalist” but all you’re doing is just limiting the people who can see your blog and would want to see it again. stop making your themes inaccessible.

[yettinim]

Deep Breath. Inhale. Exhale.

[belladoesrpmeme]

𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ♡

For the fluff and soft hearted, here is another lists of sentence starters that has the highest potentiality to turn into a soft scenarios. Feel free to change any pronouns / sentence structure according to your muse’s preference!     TRIGGER WARNING:   N/A.

“I never noticed your eyes were this [colour].”

“Your heartbeat’s really loud.”

“You asleep?”

“I like this, being so close to you.”

“Your hair keeps falling into your eyes, do you know that? Here, lemme just—”

“You’re so, so, so pretty.”

“I just — I’m breathless, okay? Whenever I’m with you, it happens.”

“You make my heart beat so quick.”

“You always know how to make me smile.”

“You’ll always be safe with me.”

[Kisses the other on the cheek]

“Always.”

“I can’t imagine being anywhere but here with you.”

“All my choices lead me to you.”

“I’ll never give you up.”

“I sleep better if you’re around.”

“You snore in your sleep. But… it’s adorable, okay?”

“I like this. A quiet breakfast with you.”

“There’re billions of people on this planet, and I love you. How incredible is that?”

“I trust you.”

[Holds the other’s hand when they think the other won’t notice]

“You keep staring at me instead of watching the film. What’s up?”

“Let’s push all of these stuff away. I wanna dance here right now with you.”

“Are we really doing this? Are we really slow-dancing?”

“When you laugh like that, it just — you’re so beautiful, you know that?”

“No, sorry, you laughed. I … I never saw it before. It’s — pretty.”

“You haven’t laughed in a long time, and I guess I was staring ‘cause I forgot how that looked like.”

[Puts head on the other’s shoulder]

“I will never let you go.”

“You’re the best thing to have ever happened to me.”

“You wrote me a song?”

“You’ve got a fever. Of course I’m not going anywhere.”

[Suddenly feels around the bed to search for the other’s hand / body when they’re sleeping]

[Extends a hand when they see the other was searching for it while they’re sleeping]

“I just feel calmer. When I’m with you.”

“You’re not in bed. I came looking for you.”

“What are you doing up? Come to bed.”

“It’s weird. I never thought I could feel like this, but you showed up. Now, it’s like I don’t wanna go on knowing I might lose the feeling.”

“I don’t mind sharing the blankets with you.”

“You’re cold. Come here.”

“You always do that. You always warm me up.”

“Stay.”

“It’s getting crowded. Here, hold my hand.”

[Hugs for a very long time]

[Puts feet on the other’s lap]

“I’m so proud of you, you know that?”

“I love you.”

[writerwhofears]

Here’s some more!

“If anything happened to you— I couldn’t…”

“Promise me. Promise me you’ll stay.”

“Tell me what happened.”

“You’re not breathing. Breathe.”

“I’ve got you.”

“You’re safe with me, now.”

“I won’t let anything happen to you.”

“No matter what, I will always come after you.”

“Take my hand— and stay close.”

“You’re shaking. Here, come closer.”

“Sorry, when I didn’t didn’t see you, I got worried.”

[hears crying]

“You look exhausted. Come here.”

“Rest now. I’ll be here when you wake.”

[touches forehead] “You’re burning up!”

“Are you sure you’ll be alright?”

“You always do that. Pull away when I get close. What are you afraid of?”

“For once, will you just look at me?”

“I can’t stay here with you— I just, when I’m around you, I can’t think. You make me dizzy… you make me weak.”

[traces fingers over scars, sitting in the firelight, watching the flames jump and bend to the music of the wind]

“I’ve never noticed this scar before.”

“When you touch me, it’s like I can’t breathe.”

“I just love being near you.”

“Wait! Please— I’m sorry, just— wait.”

“There’s something about you that makes me smile.”

“I’ve never felt like this before. It only happens when I’m with you.”

“Here. Sit next to me.”

“Where are you goin? I saved you a spot.”

“Are you feeling okay? Your face is looking a little red.”

[leaning close, knees almost touching]

“Hey, you’ve got something on your face. Here, hold still… ”

“Will you stay with me? Tonight? I just— I’d feel better knowing you’re near.”

“I’ve never felt weak. Until I met you.”

“Here, take my hand— don’t look.”

“I’ve got you… just breathe, okay? I know it hurts. We’re almost done.”

“If you go, I go too.”

[catching the other staring when they think they’re not looking]

“I’ll never get over hearing you say my name.”

“Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?”

[takes hand, puts it over heart] “This is what I feel when I’m with you. And I’m powerless to stop it.”

“Just hearing the sound of your voice is enough to make me smile.”

“Never will they hurt you. As long as I’m alive.”

“If you keep doing that, I’m going to scream— stop smiling, I mean it!”

“Please. Just let me hold you.”

“I never thought I could miss a person as much as I’ve missed you.”

“You make me ache in ways I never felt possible.”

“You don’t get it do you? How can you be so blind! Don’t you understand how much I care about you?”

[grabbing wrist, pulling person behind them, sensing danger]

[wiping tears from the others face]

[that one hand squeeze just before letting go]

“Stay still. You’ve been wounded.”

“Never. Never will I stop loving you.”

“My gut does the weirdest things around you— acrobatic things.”

“You look pale. Are you sure you’re feeling alright?”

“When’s the last time you ate?”

“I thought you might be hungry, so I brought you this.”

“Why are you looking at me like that?”

“What’s wrong? Is there something on my face?”

“I can’t stand the thought of seeing you hurt.”

“This is nice. You and me. Against the world.”

“I choose you— can’t you see? I will always choose you.”

[pulls head on lap, running fingers through hair]

“Relax. I’m here now.”

“Till death do us part. And forever until the end of eternity.”

“Do you mind if I come in?”

“If it weren’t for you, I may have lived my whole life thinking I was happy. But now I know the truth.”

“Wake up. Come on, there’s something I want to show you.”

“Talk to me… I’m worried.”

“Wait, are those-? Are those bruises?”

[pulling other person close, feeling them breathe a sigh of relief]

“You’ve done the unthinkable, you know. You’ve made me fall in love.”

[trinketloved]

percified said: ❛   i’m  worried  about  you.   ❜

❝ don’t . . don’t be silly, darling. ❞

there’s a need to lie. that alone should make her self aware. lying was easy, second nature - so realistically close to the truth that it often blurred and she, herself, could rarely tell the difference in her words. lying to him, however, was a different story. different genre. 

vex’ahlia shakes her head in a gentle motion, eyebrows furring in a moments confusion as she tries to recall the beginning of her current string of facades; tries to recall her recent behavior. had he noticed her lack of sleep ? how her nerves had eaten her up ? how she trained harder than previous with no real reason to do so ? it’s with a seconds thought that she decides to forget it, and chooses to instead rub at her eyes tiredly.

❝ i’m fine, really. i am curious as to why you’re awake at such an hour, though. inventions couldn’t wait until the morning ? ❞ her tone is teasing, a smile breaking through. 

meme. | accepting.

[trinketloved]

i want child vex threads……………. i want cr1 gang meeting as children………… like for a starter………….

[weltenwellen]

Forugh Farrokhzad, tr. by Sholeh Wolpé, from “Lost”, Sin: Selected Poems

[vaememes]

              ANGST  FOR  SHIPS  SENTENCE  PROMPTS .

              A VARIETY & MIXTURE OF ANGST SHIPPY PROMPTS,

                  CHANGE PRONOUNS AS NEEDED/FITTING .

❛    i   love  you.  do  you  love  me?   ❜

❛    i  thought  we  loved  each  other.    ❜

❛    why  are  you  with  him/her/them?   he’s/she’s/their  not  good  for  you.   ❜

❛    please  ..   don’t  leave  me  here  alone  to  rot.   ❜

❛    you  deserve  better.   ❜

❛    why   haven’t   answered  my  calls,   my   texts?   ❜

❛   you   vanish   for   three   days   then   decide   to   come   back   around?    ❜

❛   i’m  worried  about  you.   ❜

❛   i   don’t   know   if   what   i   feel   for   you   is   love.   ❜

❛   [ name ]   told   you  i   was  bad   for   you?   ❜

❛   you   always   pretend   you   don’t   care   but   i   know   you   do.   ❜

❛   you  don’t  love  me  anymore?   ❜

❛   why   won’t   you   ever   tell   me   that   you   love   me?   ❜

❛   you  didn’t  miss  me,   not   even   a   little? ❜

❛   can   we   just   have   one   more  kiss.   ❜

❛   don’t   say   that,   you  don’t  mean  it.    ❜

❛   please,  don’t   do   this   to   us.  ❜

❛   nothing  is   stopping  us  from  being   together   except   you.   ❜

❛   i’m  sorry,   i   won’t   do   it   again,   i   promise.   ❜

❛   i’m   not   in   love   with   you.  ❜

❛   why   are   you   doing   this?   ❜

❛   you   know   we   can’t   be   together.   ❜

❛   i’m  not   jealous,   just   curious.   ❜

❛   we’re   kissing   other   people   now?   ❜

❛   well,    you’re   not    allowed   to   leave   me,    ever.   ❜

❛   just   tell   me   where  the   hell   we    stand   at   now.    ❜

❛   stop   messing   with   my   emotions   because   you’re   unsure   of   yours.   ❜

❛   tell   me    this    isn’t    true,    please.   ❜

❛   you  broke  my   trust   which   is   worse   than   breaking   my   heart.   ❜

❛   i   can’t    always    help    when   you’re    in    trouble.  ❜

❛   i   thought   we   we’re   done.   ❜

❛   i   just   want   to   love   you,    let   me   love   you.   ❜

❛   you   pretend   you   don’t   know   me   in   front   of   your   friends.   ❜

❛    no,   i    cannot    just   be   your   friend.    it’s   not    enough   for   me.   ❜

❛    you’re    just    going   to   leave   without   saying   goodbye?   ❜

❛   i   don’t   want    anyone   else   but   you.  ❜

❛   how   can   you   treat   me   this    way?  ❜

❛   you   don’t   deserve   him/her/them,   you   deserve   better.   ❜

❛   you   know    i    will    always    love   you.   ❜

❛   you   shouldn’t   have   came   here.   ❜

❛   we    are    not   meant   to    be.  ❜

❛   you’re   not   in    love,    you’re   obsessed.    ❜

❛   i’ve   been   searching   for   you   in   everyone.   ❜

❛   do   yourself   a   favor   and   stop   loving   me.    ❜

❛    your   mother/father   didn’t   love   you   so   you   think   no   one   can.   ❜

❛    you   can’t    break   my   heart    twice.   ❜

❛    we   can   run   away    together,    start   new.  ❜

❛    can’t   you   see,    what    you’re   doing   to   me? ❜