"You'll be my cannibal lover"

19-20 y.o. , IDKqueer , trisharmed freak

[trisharmed-cannibal]

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Welcome to my page. Call me Dwi (they/he or degrading it), bodily 19-20 years old. I'm trisharmed transcannibalvictim who's trying to get worse. Manipulative? Abusive? That's my "yes" in men, women, slightly, none, both, in-between.

I am ambiamorous, there's a chance you won't be the only one. I'm looking for quick and open relationships with transharmfuls or cisharmfuls, but if you're really my person — it can last longer. Maybe you'll even be the only one.

I'm dude from a system I'll be referring as simple "Sys". I'm not disclosing mine or their origin. Probably, I have several sources.

DMs and asks are very welcommed!

! Minors, please block #NSFW tag before interacting !

No DNI, block freely

IDs

Cis/body: BPD, bipolar, Russian, shScars, smoker

Tris: CotardsDelusion, autoCannibal, harmed

Trans: harmful, cannibal, cannibalVictim, brainwashed, (cyber)stalked, programmed

Other/???: dead, nonbinary?, dog, pet, ambiamorous

Paras: sadomasochism, necro, autonecro

Tags

#✄ my flesh — general posting

#✄ screams from the basement — asks

#✄ guest for a dinner — reblogs

#✄ what we'll eat tonight? — polls

Dividers: 🫀 🫀 🫀

[trisharmed-cannibal]

Having it impossible to die is torture. I can't kill body because it belongs to other headmates too, and I haven't succeeded in killing myself by going dormant because everything is triggering me in front. I hate this. I'll try again.

[trisharmed-cannibal]

reading your posts is kinda sad. and no ones even interacting with them. i like you though.

Yeah, thank you so much. It's great to know someone is caring /gen

[trisharmed-cannibal]

What happened between you and ur handler?

My "handler" ghosted me. Everything was fine, and then they blocked me everywhere without reason. It happened after I updated my pinned, so I suspect (! just suspect, I don't have any proofs) they're rusophobic and left me because of me being Russian.

[trisharmed-cannibal]

Goodbye everyone, I'm going in dormancy and I hope I'll fucking die.

[mvttsuniverse-deactivated202602]

hhhgghh i need to be programmed in every way possible . i need a part to be violent and disgusting, a part to be constantly on edge, a part who always wants to touch ourself, a part who doesnt know who they are without the programmer, a part whose identity is so fucked they cant even think... i need that. i need it. desperately. i cannot be one, i cannot, i will never be just one person. i'm not anyway. all my alters are separate people they will never be a part of a whole. just because we share a body doesnt mean we are one. fragmented and broken, but we're all from different mirrors..

[vpsldnyrz]

Daily affirmations for the abused dog (pt. 2);

I will be abandoned eventually.

I will be replaced.

My owner can and will get bored of me.

I am only as useful as my owner dictates.

My owner decides what I do and when.

I will always be thankful to be punished.

My owner is all I need.

I am to blame for all of my owner's problems.

My owner decides what is right for me.

Part 1

[trisharmed-cannibal]

Just a reminder that if you leave me behind I will hate you with all my guts

[trisharmed-cannibal]

Being left behind fucking hurts.

[trisharmed-cannibal]

TW: vent (abandonment issues)

I will never find my person. Everyone will eventually leave me. I will be forever alone. Nobody is truly wants me. I'm just a disposable toy. I'll never belong to someone completely. I'll never be the first person. I'll never experience true love. I'll never get it. Everyone will leave me. I'm not that important. I'll never be important.

[ariisawesomesstuff]

[trisharmed-cannibal]

i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler i miss my handler

[trisharmed-cannibal]

Made some userboxes.

Flag credit to @gutzbuh.

Free to use, credit not needed but appreciated. Anyone can use.

[trisharmed-cannibal]

Added some IDs in my pinned, feel really free and happier now

[accentforeign]

[bestpuppydisorderr]

people always talk about aftercare after sex but never aftercare after murder

proposition:

- cleaning off all the blood on your victim

- wrapping them up comfortably in bandages

- washing their clothes for them and putting them into something more comfortable

- doing something about the smell of rot beginning to waft off of them (or not)

- taking care to preserve and/or collect your favorite parts of them

- feeling their cold body next to yours when you tuck them in at night

- promising that you'll keep their body well taken care of for as long as possible

- giving them a bath to keep them "clean"

[trisharmed-cannibal]

A victim gently inviting you to harm them. A victim who soothe you and tells you it's fine. A victim who says that it's all their guilt and it's them who wanted it. A victim who doesn't let you feel guilty. A victim willingly leaning to your blade. A victim who openly asks you to hurt them. A victim who cares about your feelings and never let you feel like you're some monster. A victim who normalize their suffering. A victim who doesn't resist and carefully encourage you to be violent. A victim who teachs you to be cruel.

A victim who will never blame you.