TrueHeartsSilver

I always mean something in what I do... it's more of cryptic messages of what's inside my head for other to figure out

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"Sitting here watching the fall The sky just hazy in its orange light Such a quiet night to all alone Ignoring all the call on your phone Could of realized what has been gone Should of thought about everything wrong But I'm too afraid my mistake Believing was never fake Thinking things will be okay Alone to blame for my pain Watch foot steps walk away Oh how I wished you'd stay But flew away upon the breeze Weeping between frozen trees Hidden from the eyes to see Whisper of what will never be So silently try to sleep Snuff out every though of me Wondering what you can see Still a mystery for you to keep Still wishfully I beg for peace To release this sickness out of me Your ice pierced my heart from the dark Broke away as we fell apart Now watch me now a top this town Finally found a way run away To disappear to place unfound Where our memories will stay..."

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I'm going to let most people figure out what this image really means to me, what was going on, and why I'm here today...

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More stories if anyone cares... but I doubt anyone does

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Worthless

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Positivity is a lie

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Dead signals in my head

"Images the memories Echo through skies Above where they lie These silent cries Between these lines My hollowed mind Won't let them die --- But listen --- Can't you hear the words they cry Echoing across humble skies Speaking right before your eyes Can't you see or are you blind To the dead signals in my head --- These little notes The things I wrote Tossed away Without delay Carried off upon the wind Burned away amongst my sin Yet the come Calling back --- Please listen --- Can't you hear the words they cry Echoing across humble skies Speaking right before your eyes Can't you see or are you blind To the dead signals in me head --- Loud silence reaps Access my mind Will not matter If I try Block out Snuff it out Shut down Stop the echos Let me rest --- Shut it down before it kills me Will anyone hear my plea Take me the this silence now Judge by this humble crowd These echos breaking down --- Can't you hear the words they cry Echoing across humble skies Speaking right before your eyes Can't you see or are you blind To the dead signals in my head --- Can't you hear the words they cry Echoing across humble skies Speaking right before your eyes Can't you see or are you blind To the dead signals in my head --- These dead signals in my head Dead signals in my head These dead signals in my head Dead signals in my head These dead signals in my head --- Signals in my head --- Please listen to me"

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So many lies I’ve had to make to get to you So many lives I’ve laid the waste in the truth So many times I’ve tried to just walk away So many cries left echoing calling out to you But you never heard You just turned away So many tries I made to be there for you So many phone calls made to see if you were alright So many nights spent awake for you So many days left thinking of you But you never knew Don’t worry I don’t - blame it on you So many winters left still cold So many summers we left all alone So many land sides of happiness down So many rain clouds calling us home I’ve kept you from the storm I’ve tried my best – more than you know So many moon lit nights left to fall apart So many street lamps growing dimly dark So many words unsaid under the stary sun So many tears in hear in the silence of the night But I don’t blame it on you You should know it’s true I don’t blame it on you Baby you know it’s true I could blame It on you No matter what I do ●●●●● So many days go by that you aren’t on my mind Staring at that clock watching the minutes go by Hoping that one day I’ll see your smiling face Wishing that could say what I’ve truly met to say One day before I pass away I’ll see your smiling face One day before the light goes dark I’ll see that future that’s met to have Guessin we just have to throw it away Leaving the past behind us in the dust But I don’t blame it on you I don’t blame it on you I don’t blame it on you I don’t blame it on you (If you want, you can sing it yourself. But please, give me the credit for writing it, I’m going through rough waters right now and everything I write is a emotion I’m feeling right now. Thank you)

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Build me a fantasy

“Build me a fantasy A world of make believe Some place where we’ll never be Make it a distant memory — Wrapped in linen sheets Left out for all to see Tapestry that wasn’t meant to be Stories never meant to breathe — Build me a fantasy Lay it out for all to see Play it to the shepherds beat Wrapped in a linen sheet — Left to kingdom come This knights story will soon be done Restless to the kind Ever regretting all his life — Writ this story book Upon the stone once laid these streets Carve it till the dusk Bind it with broken trust — Let this armor turn to rust Fade away into dust Let this sword fall to the ground To somewhere it’ll be never found — Build me a fantasy Lay it out for all to see Play it to the shepherds beat Wrapped in linen sheets — Build me a fantasy Lay it out for all to see Play it to the shepherds beat Wrapped in linen sheets — Let this story come to a end Let the knight just rest his head Let him return to the world he reprimand — Build me a fantasy Just a place for us to see Build me a fantasy Just a play we’ll never be Build me a fantasy A place for all out memories — Build me a fantasy Build me a fantasy Build me a fantasy Build me a fantasy”

(Leaving a note to why I wrote this, a mix of a tired mind and thoughts I had tried to keep buried enough to not come back led to the creation of something… well I don’t know, I’ll let other judge.)

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I'm loosing it every day...

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Reasons... reasons.... any true reasons...

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This is what I look like, some gross looking piece of trash that gets stepped on and treated like shit, even but the one person I loved. I'm broke, spend my time working outdoors, taking care of animals and write when I can. The rest of the time I game with friends, work on content for mods and machinimas, do photography, and in all try to be a good person. So I don't know why I'm doing this now, must be me getting things out before I decide I should really just leave the world all together, but you know, I'll get hate for this, and I guess I love the hate.

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I don't give a damn anymore!

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I don't give a damn anymore!

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So many lies I’ve had to make to get to you So many lives I’ve laid the waste in the truth So many times I’ve tried to just walk away So many cries left echoing calling out to you But you never heard You just turned away So many tries I made to be there for you So many phone calls made to see if you were alright So many nights spent awake for you So many days left thinking of you But you never knew Don’t worry I don’t - blame it on you So many winters left still cold So many summers we left all alone So many land sides of happiness down So many rain clouds calling us home I’ve kept you from the storm I’ve tried my best – more than you know So many moon lit nights left to fall apart So many street lamps growing dimly dark So many words unsaid under the stary sun So many tears in hear in the silence of the night But I don’t blame it on you You should know it’s true I don’t blame it on you Baby you know it’s true I could blame It on you No matter what I do ●●●●● So many days go by that you aren’t on my mind Staring at that clock watching the minutes go by Hoping that one day I’ll see your smiling face Wishing that could say what I’ve truly met to say One day before I pass away I’ll see your smiling face One day before the light goes dark I’ll see that future that’s met to have Guessin we just have to throw it away Leaving the past behind us in the dust But I don’t blame it on you I don’t blame it on you I don’t blame it on you I don’t blame it on you (If you want, you can sing it yourself. But please, give me the credit for writing it, I'm going through rough waters right now and everything I write is a emotion I'm feeling right now. Thank you)