A Deep Dive into 🌋 Messages:
part 1
I have been missing the Gaylor analysis that used to take over my life, so I have decided to go through and try to reassess all of the 🌋 messages that @spade-riddles has received.
While I think that some messages will be muddied with the gift of hindsight, I think having the context of what followed these messages could also add value.
Some messages I will be referencing my own posts from when the messages were new. They will be linked. I have not consulted any other analysis or response to these messages for this post.
I will be reading and analyzing these messages under the assumption that Taylor sent them herself. I acknowledge that we do not have proof that these are messages from her.
Date Received: September 12th 2023
Event that day: Taylor Attended the MTV VMAs - Won best pop for Anti-Hero
Song referenced: You're on Your Own Kid
While pulling lyrics from YOYOK, the post also references an idea found across proverbs from around the world. Leaves inevitably falling back to their roots can carry many meanings... remembering your origins, being grounded or humbled, returning home.
The summer is over. But I still yearn... this yearning is ever present. But at some point, I will return back to my old self, my true self.
I do not think the "we will be together again" is inherently a love interest... I think Taylor writes to herself a lot, and I think that could be the case here.
Interesting note: Taylor and Travis's relationship started in the Summer of 2023. The idea that she has gone through the summer, and heading into the Fall still feels a deep sense of yearning and nostalgia...
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Date Received: September 14th 2023
Event that day: Nothing of Note
Harder to analyze without a compass. My interpretation is: every piece of the puzzle that I am placing is building the sense of peace I feel. I think the specific words being used are important (as always)
So, even though there are forces attempting to destroy my peace, it prevails... even though it is difficult to maintain.
I think the line patience, patience. prepare for what's coming. is a warning to us. We may get the ending that we are expecting, but not for some time... and in the meantime, things will be rough.
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Date Received: November 14th 2023
Event that day: Nothing of Note - Had dinner with Gracie the night before in NYC
Admittedly, I struggle with this message.
Curtains are closed in winter to keep in heat... hers do not close, they drop. Dropping the curtain signals the end of the show (or at least an intermission).
This message was sent almost 3 months before the surprise announcement of TTPD. Notably, during the TTPD release (and throughout the tour, really) Taylor was not as engaged with her audience (online) as she was with the release of Midnights.
Could this message be signaling the end of an era (midnights) and the start of a more cold and distant phase in her life? Is she saying that, although this new frozen frost has fallen atop me, I am still here under it all?
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Date Received: December 4th 2023
Event that day: Nothing of Note - attended a chief's game the day before, and went to dinner in NYC the day after - no mention anywhere who with.
Song referenced: possibly Just Pretend by BAD OMENS?
I will not pretend to know who this would be referring to...
It is sharing this idea of bringing her down to someone else's level... using a painting as a metaphor, Taylor being the picture, the subject being the frames in which she sits.
If Karlie is the subject, could this be referring to the heat she faced for not immediately speaking out against Israel?
Are the cracks in the glass or the frame?
If the cracks are in the glass... then this would be an interesting connection:
The reason I said that she could be referencing Just Pretend is the line i will meet you down at the bottom.
While the lyrics are not exact (I can wait for you down at the bottom), they are extremely similar. The wording "down at the bottom" stood out to me. This song is specifically about someone waiting for someone, unable to move on. It feels fitting.
I also think that this message calls to mind the lyrics:
And baby, for you, I would fall from graceJust to touch your face
This idea of ruining your reputation to be with someone...
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Date Received: December 26th 2023
Event that day: Nothing of Note - Attended a chiefs game with her family the day before.
This message is simply sad, and feels rather self explanatory.
I am not in love with him. I long for you.
Now, I do not know whether the line the fire in my heart is burning out is referring to her love for the person she's longing for is diminishing, or if the fight she has in her is dwindling...
Forgive me, Peter, please know that I triedTo hold on, to the daysWhen you were mineBut the woman who sits by the window has turned out the light
Words from the mouths of babes, promises oceans deep
But never to keep
Is devastating in the context of a love your burn for never returning.
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Date Received: December 30th 2023
Event that day: Nothing of note: attended a Chief's game and went out for New Years the next day.
Song referenced: Sweet Nothing, New Years Day
The idea of making a toast comes up several times in her discography (TIWWCHNT, End Game, The Man) as well as referring to the Love Interest in New Years Day as the 'toast of the town'. I did not consider this a reference to a song.
I read the line They say the end is coming (in the song, and in the message) as her team telling her that her career is bound to run out of steam... that she cannot stay at the mountain top for forever.
This could also more specifically be that if she plans to come out or reveal her true self, that it will end her career.
And she is saying well yet, if the end is coming, maybe then we can be together... and these milestones of time passing are ones we will get to spend together. The jagged edges being the push back she gets for making whatever big moves she has in mind that brings along the end.
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Date Received: January 3rd 2024
Event that day: Nothing of Note
Poem referenced: The reticent volcano keeps by Emily Dickinson
I have linked the poem as well as a helpful analysis above.
I will be analyzing the message, not the entire poem. The message includes the first stanza of the three stanzas in the poem.
The pillar of gaylorism is that Taylor is holding a big secret. This poem confirms this belief.
Dickinson is admiring the ability of the powerful volcano to hold its secrets within. Reticent meaning not revealing one's thoughts or feelings readily. The plan is ongoing, always in motion as the magma bubbles under the surface, but the volcano will not reveal this secret to anyone.
I think the line that confuses me most is confided are his projects pink. I do not know what meaning the color pink holds in this line. But overall.. I believe this message reveals why this emoji is being used, and what the underlying message is... there is a secret brewing.
I know I said I would not analyze the whole poem... but I do think it is telling that in it, Dickinson is chastising humans for being unable to keep secrets like nature can.
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Date Received: January 13th 2024
Event that day: Attended a chief's game.
Song/Poem referenced: none - extending the Volcano metaphor
We have established that the Volcano holds a secret... a plan that it withholds from everyone. The eruption. This message refers to the elements of an eruption. Smoke. Heat. Ash. Lava.
has my smoke blurred your vision? has the heat crackled your perception of me?
Has this part of my plan, has the way I have been acting, change how you see me? At the time, Taylor was seen at game after game. Even when she went to the Golden Globes with Keleigh, all some people talked about was Travis. They saw her as a girlfriend.
have i deduced myself to ash?
This is not the phrase. The phrase is 'reduced to ask', which is described as meaning "to force someone or something into a particular state or condition, usually a worse one. "
There is no explanation for "deduced to ash". If we believe this is Taylor, this would be purposeful. So what would deduced mean? "to reach an answer or a decision by thinking carefully about the known facts" So rather than this be something that is done to her, it is a conclusion she has reached due to the state of the world. another definition would be "draw as a logical conclusion".
I should've known... lava is a cruel kind of fools gold
Lava = karma/revenge. I obviously do not know the context... but we know that Taylor does a lot out of spite. To me, this says that she should have known that seeking revenge (something that to her, feels like the ultimate prize) would kick her in the ass... in this case, ruin her image to prove her point.
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Date Received: February 5th, 2024
Event that day: Released the TTPD Track list via instagram
Album referenced: TTPD track list release
After almost a year of being the sparkling, shimmering dancing Barbie on the Eras stage, Taylor releases the track list for her most comprehensively devastating album to date... technically two albums.
This anonymous message reminds me of In Summation, the poem featured as the prologue to TTPD. We did not get this poem until the album released.
The album is raw. More raw than we realize. She is saying, do you see me through the smoke and haze? I am laying it all out for you.
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Date Received: February 20th, 2024
Event that day: Taylor and Sabrina were seen leaving Pellegrino 2000 in Sydney - no images found
Poem referenced: The Ballad of Reading Gaol - Oscar Wilde (audio)
I went on a deep dive of this extremely long poem... but I feel like understanding the whole of it is not necessary... I think she cherry picked lines from stanzas for her message... perhaps the 'prisoner' of it all is relevant... but not the whole story.
Big assumptions here, but this calls me back to Taylor buying back her masters... She announced her purchase of her masters on May 30th, 2025, but we know the photoshoot she did for that announcement was in feb/mar of 2025.
I am wondering how long the talks took... and I wonder if this has any connection to Scott...
We all have an idea of what her relationship with Scott is like... especially if you have read the unhinged email to Dan Dymtrow...
Scott has used money to get Taylor where she is today... and i would not be surprised if he leverages that in some way against her... strangling who she is for the sake of making more money... telling her to be a certain way (miss americana doc)... or the whole situation between them and tattoos....
He has sold her out... he has bought everything... and that has killed her. He strangled her with gold... and he will never receive the punishment her deserves.
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Date Received: March 3rd 2024
Event that day: Singapore night 2 - Surprise songs were: Long Story Short & The Story of Us on guitar - Clean & evermore on piano.
Song referenced: You are in love
This stanza isn't from anything... it is almost like it is lines from You are in love that didn't make the final cut... And while there isn't reference to the ocean in the actual lyrics, the You are in love lyric video is only of the ocean.
long live, march 2014 is every Gaylor's Roman Empire. March 2014 is when Taylor and Karlie famously went on their trip to Big Sur.
For a long time, people have theorized that this song was about this trip. Especially the "Look up" line with the middle right picture, and the line "you can feel it on the way home".
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Date Received: April 4th, 2024
Event that day: nothing of note
Poem referenced: To a friend... by Amy Lowell - 1912 (analysis)
Note: The analysis of the poem takes the word friend literally, and says that the poem is genderless. This analysis completely ignores the fact that Amy Lowell was a lesbian.
In this poem, Lowell says:
I ask but one thing of you, only one, That always you will be my dream of you
The end of the line in the message is the final lines of the poem.
The poem is very gay.
Lowell uses music as a metaphor for the feelings she is experiencing.
...Alas, how fewThere are who strike in us a chord we knewExisted, but so seldom heard its toneWe tremble at the half-forgotten sound.
There are so few that stir these feelings in me... I knew I was queer, I knew I was capable of having these feelings for women, but I rarely meet someone that stirs this within me. This stirring of feelings makes me tremble (reminds me of my hands are shaking from holding back from you).
To a belief in beauty through all wrongs. O stay your hand, and leave my heart its songs!
Mind you, this was first published in 1912. The idea of being queer was wrong was persistent. But this was beautiful, and she's asking her to believe in this beauty regardless of society's judgement... Stay you hand... I think this is literal. Touch me and let me keep this feeling you stir in me.
I do not know the intention of the message (obviously), but I read this as... perhaps the person anon is pining for is pulling away?
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Date Received: April 6th, 2024
Event that day: Nothing of Note
Poem referenced: To a friend... by Amy Lowell - 1912
In the original message (previous) the anon typed It's (contraction) instead of its (possessive).
This was a correction of that mistake. Anon makes fun of themself for not bothering to reread their message before sending... expresses embarrassment.
And confirms that the previous message was sent with a sense of heartbreak. The tears that are intertwined with the messages.
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Date Received: April 10th, 2024
Event that day: Nothing of Note
Poem referenced: unknown - this may have been written by anon
Considering this is a Kaylor blog, I feel like Karlie is my default muse. She posted that she was now brunette on January 19th 2022. So, if Karlie is the muse, I would imagine that this post is referencing a kind of nostalgia for another time.
I am sick of the world at the moment... I miss the way things used to be.
I absolutely feel like I do not have enough information to truly understand this message.
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Date Received: May 3rd 2024
Event that day: Nothing of Note - a week before the return of the Eras tour in Paris
Song referenced: Could say The other side of the door but I do not think so...
I find it interesting that this very much feels like a "preparing to come out" message, and yet... here we are almost two years later.
Her hand is on the door knob... there is an intention to walk through the door (come out) and it isn't the act of coming out and saying it that scares her... it is the conversations that will follow.
If T were to come out... it will never just get swept under the rug... every single song and relationship and move will be heavily scrutinized. She isn't afraid to say her truth (she's known it for a long time), she's afraid of the reaction.
There is also a possible connection here to the Truman Show, which Gaylors have connected to her for years (especially during Eras). Walking out the door, out of the insular world she has lived in, and out into the unknown. From safety, into danger.
And when she gets close to walking through the door, that sinking feeling sets in... the fear.
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Date Received: June 12th 2024
Event that day: Day before Liverpool night one (or day of, given time zone) Surprise songs: I Can See You x Mine & Cornelia Street x Maroon.
Song referenced: How to get the girl x imgonnagetyouback
I am not sure what is being conveyed in this message.
The intertwined, interlaced, interconnected reminds me of the countless braids Taylor was wearing at the time.
For some reason... this makes me think of Travis... There has been a long standing thought that Travis queer himself, and possibly in a relationship with Ross.
He absolutely is not afraid to wear rainbows.
I am not sure what the "a cross in poetry" would refer to, but if they were "born from the same story", both in comphet driven industries... queer and closeted... if their story is interconnected, and that they need each other to come out to the world in the way that Chely Wright envisioned.
We need a huge star, at the top of their field to stand up and say I'm gay, and I'm normal, and I'm not a mess... we need someone in hollywood, we need someone in country music to stand up, we need somebody in the NFL to stand up, we need them all to stand up.
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Date Received: June 26th 2024
Event that day: Nothing of Note
Earlier we established that the Volcano has a secret... that secret is the lava within.
When that secret is revealed, the volcano is the one with the power. and the aftermath is spewed in all directions... unpredictable where it may go. I am unsure what she means by "if only you could cross mine"... cross your lifeline?
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Date Received: July 9th 2024
Event that day: Acoustic version of Fortnight was released - Zurich night 1 - right where you left me x All You Had To Do Was Stay & Last Kiss x Sad Beautiful Tragic - 113th show
Interview referenced: Jimmy Fallon interview
Things do not seem to be going to plan... It seems that in 2021, a plan was made (assumingly, to come out) but a lot changes in three years... and plans crumble. The plans were set in motion but the two have grown apart...
The truth is out there... NDAs will expire. People will learn the truth, and soon they will know.... I am unsure what the hollow would refer to... that the current version of her that we know is hollow/fake/a decption?
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Date Received: July 27th 2024
Event that day: Munich night 1 - Fresh Out The Slammer x You Are In Love & Ivy x Call It What You Want.
It feels like an examination of how things have been prolonged... push down the line even farther. This message feels pretty straight forward overall... This makes me feel like this is out of her hands at a point... just watching how far things can go... did she know it would get to a proposal? potentially a wedding?
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Date Received: August 20th 2024
Event that day: London night 8 - Final European show - Performed Florida!!!! with Florence & DBATC x Getaway Car with Jack & So Long London on piano.
Did something come out around this time that lead to speculation? Is there something that she is wondering if it will spark conversation and spread her secret, or be cleared up and ignored - gone in the august mist?
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Date Received: August 23rd 2024
Event that day: Nothing of note
The next Friday the 13th was September 13, 2024. I could not find anything of note that Taylor had done on that day... On the 10th she endorsed Kamala. On the 11th she attended the MTV Video Music Awards in plaid, and on the 15th she went to a Chief's game.
I do not know what could have happened... but nothing did.
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Date Received: September 5th 2024
Event that day: Attended the Chiefs v Ravens game in thigh high boots and a Demin set.
This message alone makes me think that this could not be Taylor... just due to how many times she was out with Travis in such a short span of time after this message...
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Date Received: September 9th 2024
Event that day: The day before she endorsed Kamala for president on Instagram.
Song referenced: us. & The Prophecy
False prophets = those who claim to see the divine, see the future, but obviously do not. Take advantage of the blind faith put into them - often referred to as a wolf in sheep's clothing - spread false teachings
and profits = "they make in the margins of poetry sonnets" - are the false profits the ones making the profits off the poetry? They cause the pain, then they profit off of the result?
Are these the shapeless figures that I pulled out of the hat? = To pull something out of a hat - "to do something unexpected that suddenly improves a bad situation." Shapeless figures makes me feel like she is talking about concepts rather than people... actions...
Who do I have to speak to about if i can redo?? = The original lyrics are "if they can redo" - the power has not been in her hands, maybe ever... we know strings have always been pulled behind her back... now she's asking to do it herself.
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Date Received: October 3rd 2024
Event that day: Nothing of Note
Song referenced: none - moon phases to point to a date
This one has confounded me a bit...
The next Waxing Gibbous after this message was October 11th, however it was 60% illuminated... 58% feels like a very specific number, and why would she be precise, but wrong?
Now, it could be the source that I am looking at is inaccurate (I also saw 59% listed somewhere) but I have never seen anything say 58% for this date.
The dates I could find for 58% illumination was February 5, 2025 & November 16, 2025 - neither of which she was seen in public. The date that repeatedly appeared was March 11, 1958 - I have no idea why... She was also not seen that day in 2025.
So no, anon... I cannot pinpoint the date.
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Please find part two of the 🌋 anon messages received by @spade-riddles by clicking here.